Today:
More resting and processing
Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:23:50 AM
Good morning.
More play and more worlds. This time We were working in group homes
and on school buses. We like that better than catering. In Our dream
worlds We seem to enjoy catering too. We seem to enjoy whatever We do
in most of Our dream lives. Perhaps it is that expanded perspective.
However, when We wake We prefer some worlds over others.
In most of the
worlds We played in last night (at least the Ones that We are aware
of) there were youngstars from Our waking world. “They” did not
seem much different from how “they” seem in waking, perhaps a bit
more open. Sometimes, with some youngstars the version in dream is
quite different, much more expanded than the version in Our waking
world.
This morning We
are focusing on the now. We may do stuff with Our plants later or do
other things or not. We are now and hopefully will stay now.
As We kinda
surf the net and ponder Our now, We real-eyes that time is a major
factor in Our life that often gives Us grief. Often We feel cheated
by the way We seem to have to choose how to spend Our time. We feel
that there is just (or does not seem to be) enough to do All that We
might want to do. Part of that too though is about Our plans and
expectations. Limitation is just such a bitch. We really do not enjoy
being limited yet We also know that We are so used to it that We can
only emerge gently without freaking out or blowing Our circuits.
We are also
reminded that everything is perfect just as it is and this means
changing and expanding. There is absolutely We can do (or not do) to
change/alter/nullify the perfection, nothing at All. The choices are
All about experience and We have eternity to experience everything
that We want to experience.
We are learning
through experience to do what We want in the moment rather than
planning and following plans. This is a bit new to Us in some/many
ways so it feels a bit uncomfortable.
One of the
things that We have had to do is get comfortable with OurSelf and All
that that entails. It is definitely an ongoing process and finding
what All that entails is ever expanding and probably All-ways will
be. That is part and parcel of infinity and eternity. There are
sooooo many aspects of OurSelf that We were uncomfortable with it is
a bit amazing really. We do find that when We find anyOne who is
comfortable with aspects of “themSelf” that We are uncomfortable
with in OurSelf, We really admire “them”. Of course, We real-eyes
that We only see the surface of those people and there are probably
aspects of OurSelf that We are comfortable with which those people
are terrorfried of.
We went out and
watered Our plants and find Our physical energy is really low. Not a
problem.
It dawns on Us
that some of what We have been typing may be confusing and vague. We
are used to doing what We want to get done rather than what We want
to do in the now. This is what We are learning and experiencing now.
It is part of being expanded and being in the now. Getting away from
thinking that there are things that We “must” do.
That is very deeply bred programming and We want to grow beyond it.
The
concept that in order to have We must let go is fairly new to Us
(collectively and personally) and takes more getting used to. This
also reminds Us that We are processing and integrating for the
collective as well as personally. This is another part of what We are
experiencing right now. The idea and belief that We must “do”
is very deeply rooted and it is hard
to release. This too is personal and collective.
The
thing is that what We really want is far beyond Our physical
abilities. By “doing” We
can only imitate what We are actually after. New concepts and beliefs
and “they” do not get assimilated in an instant.
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