In limitation and multiD and round and round

9/2/2015

Today

In limitation and multiD and round and round

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:53 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We dreamed for a short time and then woke. We thought We might have to be up a while but shortly were ready to return to dream and We dreamed until about 1 A.M. Then We had to get up for a bit and play in multiD before going back to dream. When We woke to Our coffee maker brewing We thought that We might wanna dream in a bit but We were ready to get up at Our regular time.

Now: We are aware of drifting in multiD while waking and We remember several times where We have been awake in 3D yet very much in multiD and time is changing for Us. We are remembering to stay in the now and We are doing that more and more. We ARE changing AND We ARE grateful. We slip back and that too is part of the process of integrating. Remember: We can return here any time We want and THAT is very important to Us. Limitation IS Our creation and We love it even when/if We hate being stuck there. We do not so much hate limitation as We hate feeling stuck/trapped.

We are having feelings of calm and relaxation as We allow multiD in, allow OurSelves to drift in multiD. Our head tries to find things to worry about but in now and in multiD there is just no cause for worry. Our heartmind IS taking charge. We must retrain Our head to fulfill its multidimensional functions. Our head is sooooo used to survival mode in limitation and separation that has a hard time relaxing and trusting Us. Slow and gentle progress.

We have a charter this morning so that will affect Our schedule and We may have some of the kids from summer school. We are looking forward to this even though We do not know anything for sure about it.

We are having fun drifting and playing in multiD as We get ready to go be on the bus. We are grateful for how We get to dream in later this year and yet take Our time in multiD and release/set free Our 3D zoomed in focus.

We are having another great day playing and living. Our charter goes well and We know several of the students. It takes most of Our usual morning break time.

One of Our preschoolers is turning out to be a real challenge. “They” flip sooooo quickly from calm to rebel that it catches Us off guard. We do NOT like Our reaction but We ARE doing the best We can with what We have at the time. We pony hop. Our head wants to blame and explain and defend Us. That is Our old motus operendum (sp??). We ARE willing to change and We see the benefit of change and the cost of remaining stuck in Our old thinking and beliefs. This is part of Our projecting Our judgments onto Our world and Our others. We forgive OurSelves. We repeat. We keep (Our head keeps) returning to how We handled the child. We got the teacher to come on the bus and deal with the child and after school We talked to the mother. The child’s behavior is unsafe AND it IS Us that needs to change. (There is that word again: “need”).

We do slip deep into multiD and then Our head reminds Us of how We reacted to the student. We see anger and fear came up to be set free with love. Our head accuses Us of being angry and afraid. Hard to deny the truth of it. However: accusations are old pair-a-dime. We ARE responsible. We created it All. The change must come from within Us. The child may or may not change and that is NOT Our business. We projected this. We can NOT change anyOne outside of Us and We can stop projecting Our judgment, fear and anger onto others. We ARE responsible. We take responsibility.

Our head keeps accusing Us and We keep setting it free with love and pony hopping.

At home We continue Our process. Our head accuses and wrestles with Us like a dog with a bone. We keep pony hopping and setting it free with love. Round and round and round We go.

We have an early dinner with more “Strange Empire” and go early to dream forgiving OurSelves unconditionally. We ARE responsible and that is NOT about blame and/or guilt. Blame and guilt are very effective mind traps (or at least “they” were). We do recognize Our progress even as We go around the same ol' mountain over and over. We are reminded of a question: “Why does My head think that it can continue to try and kill Me and get away with it?”.

Good night AND thank You for playing.