Today:
Insights and
dreaming
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:25:00 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that
more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the
steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.
More
interesting worlds, lives and friends: In One We were very involved
with the President (not Our current President) and the true power
structure in the U.S. We were actually protecting the man who was/is
going to be elected as President. Perhaps it could have been the man
who had been elected and was waiting to be inaugurated but it felt
much more like he had not been elected yet but We knew he would be.
The whole thing seemed odd (even while We were experiencing it)
because We are sooooo not interested in politics. We got the theeling
that this is about where We are heading. We ARE changing.
Then
We were helping local young people whom We have observed over the
recent years. Many are working in retail probably because that career
is so readily available here. In that life We are very rich and
successful and can hire people at ridiculously high wages and We are
doing just that. Our autism website has flourished and We can reach
and help lots of types of people. We have a lot of smiles and We see
a lot of smiles. This is definitely about where We are heading.
There
are a couple of thoughts that are coming up (the first is): “Yeah,
sure”. That is Our old thinking and beliefs. We are sorry, please
forgive OurSelf, We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. We get
that part right away and We know and feel that We really are changing
Our world and Our life through Our current process. We actually
believe and experience that We are changing Our world and life by the
power of Our thoughts and beliefs. We ARE beginning to believe in
OurSelf.
We
are getting some intuits and theelings about Our life and current
changes. It feels good. These are kinda vague and fleeting thoughts
that are hard to put into words right now but “they” are clear
feelings of good stuff and positive change and progress. We ARE
heading where We want to be. We ARE becoming who We really are. There
is much less pretending to be what We are not.
As
We made Our first trip (of the morning) outside We are reminded to
stay in the now. Most of the snow is melted and the sun is rising
earlier and earlier. It is easy to fall back into planning Our summer
projects. The thing is that “the now” is when and where the
change within is happening and that is really what We want in Our
waking life. This does not mean that projects and fix ups won't
happen, it means that We will act from inspiration rather than
re-looping memories and plans. We will do things and live in ways
that We had never really believed possible. That IS the key: belief.
We
accidentally registered for two webinars at the same time this
evening. We really don't know which One We would prefer and hope that
whichever One We do not listen to offers a replay. We theel that We
may have listened to One All-ready but We did not record it so We are
not sure. The other One does not look like We have the right link but
that change in the twelve hours between now and that now.
When
We got home One webinar was All-ready playing and We had a little
trouble getting the other One (the One We thought We wanted to hear)
to play. After a few minutes the power went out and stayed out until
about a half an hour after both webinars were done. We thought it
was something about the webinars but We found that We really, really,
really wanted to go to dream as soon as possible. We had a cold
meatloaf samich and went off to dream. We woke when the power came
back on and got up for a little bit and then went right back to
dream. We really wanted to dream.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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