Today:
A multiday
Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:12:30 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play)We woke from a world
where We were is some kind of rebellion and revolution. Most of Our
allies converted to the other side. Just before We woke We were
repeating: “It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. I Am Merlyn the
counselor.” It seems that what matters is that the fighting
stopped. We had spoken to most of Our allies and agreed that stopping
the fighting was what matters NOT which side won. We remained friends
and playmates with those who converted.
There
were many other worlds and lives during the night but now only
fleeting memories.
We
are changing. We can feel it and even see it on the inside and it is
beginning to be projected onto Our outer world. We are gaining
confidence. Recognizing what We have done and stopping the denial has
helped. Taking responsibility seems to be the greatest tool for
freedom ever.
We
are still kinda lost in the multiverse and multi-D and NOT focused in
limitation 3D. This is perfectly fine and We only wish We could stay
here. We are reminded that the only thing that does matter is love.
We are reminded to keep pony hopping.
We
are reminded to focus on Our progress NOT Our lack. What We want is
actually All-ready here and focusing on lack is actually De-Nile.
We
are remembering less and less of what We have done and are doing in
limitation 3D. We theel this is a sign of progress and We are NOT
trying to regain the memories. This used to be a great frustration to
Us, We thought it was important to remember everything from Our
limitation life. We held on to limitation and resisted expansion by
clinging to the memories of Our shoulds and needs, etc.
Another
thought recently has been that We have to walk very, very close to
the border/realm of insanity in order to experience the actual
“real”. We set it up that
way to keep Us from entering the truly “real” world
and keep Us stuck in what We thought
was
the “real”
world.
This is a knock off world NOT the real thing. The difference is
limitation and limitlessness. We have resisted this border land in
sooooo many ways for sooooo long!!!!!!!!!!! Now, We dare to go,
possibly where angels fear to tread.
Somewhere along the way today We had the idea to set up
a website: “Living with Autism”. We have links to a couple of
free website hosts and builders but will have to relearn some (read:
effort).
There was a webinar that We planned to listen to after
work and somehow We got parts of two different webinars and can not
find the rest of either. It is kinda driving Us nutses. However: We
are reminded that We are walking and waking in multiworlds AND multiD
so it should really not surprise Us. It is a little less nutses
making. Just a little.
We had dinner and went to dream but the website idea and
autism and stuff seemed to keep Us awake. However, when We got up to
start on the website and check into setting up a PayPal account (may
or may not be related but it did seem to be the first thing
came/comes up when We look for inspiration on what to do next) We
find that We are nowhere near awake. So, We looked around a bit and
it All sounds like it would be better done when We can focus on it
and that is NOT happening now.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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