More insights and living in 3D within multiD

9/13/2015

Today

More insights and living in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 11:12 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We dreamt well and have been up several times to play in multiD and then return to dream. The first time was at 1:11 and We returned to dream at 2:22 and then dreamt until 4:44. It was snowing and raining then and has been snowing most of the morning. When We first opened this program it was 11:11. We are not sure what We are telling OurSelves and it IS reassuring. We are finding more articles about what We are doing.

We are having/finding more and more memories of alternate lives and realities. We do not know which are dream and which are forgotten/masked waking experiences and All are recent. Most are still 3D and multiworlds, multirealities and lives in 3D lie along the path to multiD. We know that We ARE changing and that is what We have been seeking. Our head still tries to keep Us in the imagined safety of limitation and We are opting more and more to acknowledge, be aware of and experience multiD and expansion. Less limited if not completely limitless (yet). We accept and appreciate progress. We appreciate taking it slow and gentle enough to NOT blow Our circuits.

There is still some snow on the ground and on Our dragon and it is warming a little outdoors.

We are clearly in 3D and everything looks the same (with lots of fall colors and some snow added) and We are drifting gently in multiD. It is kinda like day dreaming or the gentle rocking and waking dreams of laying in a hammock. It IS very pleasant as long as We do not resist. We still do the resisdance but it is a much gentler, slow dance than before.

Our head tries to keep Us in limitation (which used to be easy since everything looks mostly the same because We remain in 3D which IS part of multiD and limitlessness) and We clearly theel and even experience that We are in more than One world, life and reality. What used to be life and death important is now much less important in that We know (and are beginning to live) that there are many realities, worlds and lives that We are living simultaneously. This (Our current, familiar, waking world) is only One version. We are not even certain (any more) that it is the same version that it appears to be. We know that We can slip into nearby worlds and never notice. We know that We rely on Our memory (faulty at best) to assure that We keep waking in the same world. That is what We used to desire. Our desire IS changing.

We do have a few 3D tasks that We want to do today and We may. We do hope to reconnect the battery on/in Our chariot since studded tires are legal in two days and it does look like We may need “them” soon. Hopefully: We will be more and more aware of teleporting and flying Our space shuttles and shuttle craft and living in a hologram soon too. Our space port has not been as dominant in Our thoughts as around a week ago. We theel that Our agitated student drew Us back more into limitation and that is part of Our process. The awareness is what is most important. We pony hop, We repeat Our mantras, We acknowledge being/living in multiworlds and multiD and We set it All free with love. We are gentle and nurturing with OurSelves. We love Us unconditionally. We forgive Us unconditionally. We judge OurSelves much less than We used to. We appreciate Our progress and We ARE grateful for Our expanding outlook/perspective. There is much less fear in multiD and multiworlds Once We are less afraid of multiD and multiworlds. We ARE learning to live limitless and free even though it begins with less limited and more free rather than the full Monty (whatever that might be).

Earlier: We read another article about what We are experiencing. It is comforting to find more people experiencing what We experience and more explanations of what is going on. Not explaining it away and embracing Our shifts and changes. We are receiving the complete psychic change that We seek.

We can not plan a life in multiD, a life of love. Planning is part of the human condition(ing). Planning is such an engrained habit that We do not know how to “NOT plan”. All habits can be shifted. Trying to destroy a habit actually reinforces it. Living by/through intuition and inspiration is Our (human) true nature. It is natural but most certainly NOT normal. For eons We thought that whatever is normal IS natural: a lie and We told it.

We read some more which continues to be about what We are living. We have another short dream session before dinner. We try to watch “Under the Dome” but it is a short session as Amazon just is not streaming well. We watch more “Lie To Me” with dinner and now We theel ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Being and doing in 3D within multiD

9/12/2015

Today

Being and doing in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:41 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We ARE here AND there and that still takes some getting used to. Everything looks the same (allowing for the change of seasons and most All of the leaves are beautiful fall colors now) and it is sooooo easy to think that We are still only in One world, One reality and stuck in limitation. That is only a choice not a mandate. Our thinking, Our way of thinking determines All that. Which is why We have been before and remained stuck: because We did NOT change Our thinking and broaden Our horizons. We were waiting for the outer view to change. We knew that multiD and limitless includes 3D yet We expected to “SEE” change. We have to change first because We see what We project.

We ARE changing and it IS a slow and gentle process yet compared to the eons that We have chosen to stay within limitation and separation the progress in Allmost instantaneous.

We got to dream right away last night and slept well. We remember visiting other 3D worlds and realities and lives. To say those were weird might give the wrong impression. Others might think that “they” were less limited and less 3D than “they” were/are. “They” were weird in that “they” were nothing like We have ever remembered or imagined doing within limitation. “They” are limited realities unless We recognize that “they” are only One of many versions, worlds, lives and realities that We live in. That real-I-say-tion takes “them” to the realm of limitless. Just like Our waking world is IF We believe and know and live that it is only One of many concurrent lives.

THAT is what takes Us into limitlessness. Not leaving this limitation world but theeling through and beyond the limits. It is a difficult concept to grok because We are still thinking mostly from/in limitation. It really is Our thinking, Our beliefs, Our psyche that must change first. Even IF We slip into limitless worlds: if We still think in limitation We will not even notice. Yes: there are many paths to the same journey and destination. Maybe another route will work for others and for Us: Our thinking has to change first.

It is hard to believe that We are in control of All this. Of course the word “control” does imply a lot of false limitation and separation ideas. It is Our expanded Self, Our limitless and multiD Self that is in control and We control by setting it All free. That certainly does NOT compute in a limitation 3d brain. We limit through Our beliefs. We expand through changing/expanding Our beliefs and how We think. We control by NOT trying to control. Our head rejects these concepts off hand. Our heartmind knows and begins to project the truth of it.

It is All about choice and Our head tries to tell Us otherwise as it (seemingly) Allways has. That too is a choice.

We just did an email and real-eyesed that We are slip, sliding around in multiD which can make for a cornfusing email.

We have had quite a bit of coffee so even though We hope to go back to dream: We may be up for the day. We are theeling that We might play some dragons today.

We are pleasantly surprised that We were able to return to dream. It seemed like a short session (even though We are aware of visiting several nearby and similar worlds) and more time has passed than it felt like. We woke to a world where it is snowing. Another nearby world because Allthough it is not terribly unlikely to snow here at this time of year it was way too warm when We went to dream. The snow is not really sticking but it is starting to maybe.

We think that We will stay home today because We just do not know what the roads might be like in a few hours.

We are very drifty in multiD and may return to dream soon. We do wanna harvest the rest of Our tomatoes (still green) but no rush about that or anything else 3D.

We found another article about what We are doing in Our life. We know that We are not alone. There just are not a lot of people (relatively at least) doing what We are doing. Of course: You guessed it: it IS All Our projection.

We returned to another short dream session. Not sure where We went. Somewhere nearby but far enough to not be completely familiar.

We harvested All the green toms that look worth harvesting. Too bad that We do not like fried green tomatoes. We even found a couple of small, ripe and over-ripe toms. We are thinking of having a tuna samich for dinner and were thinking that a tom would be good in the tuna. We trimmed back a lot of the vines too. The plant is (or was) growing where We hang Our snow brooms and shovels for winter which does seem to be fast approaching. Our finners got cold.

The snow is sticking in lots of places AND melting both. It is a mix of rain and snow. The worst for driving.

We returned to dream. It was mostly waking dream. We got up to a world where it is still snowing lightly and more melting. We are doing some small 3D tasks that We want to do and when We are done it has stopped snowing and is melting. Now it is snowing again and We are clearly slip, sliding between multiworlds. It is not the snow starting and stopping: it IS Us. As We do some more small, simple 3D tasks We are very, very much slip, sliding between/through multiworlds and it is very confusing to Our head. Our head tries to make sense of what does NOT make sense in limitation 3d. We keep reminding OurSelves that We aren’t in Kansas any more.

The snow has stopped and melted and We are still glad that We chose to stay home. We still do not know what the roads and weather will be like around the time that We would have been driving home. We are enjoying spending Our day going back to dream and playing in multiD when awake.

We watch more “Lie To Me” with dinner (tuna sand). We even had a bit of desert. We are watching several episodes until We are ready to go dream and now We are ready.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Experiencing Our projections

9/11/2015

Today

Experiencing Our projections

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:36 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept much better last night. We did wake a few times but did not get up until morning. We dreamed too even though We are not sure what We dreamed. We do know that We continue to get familiar with the unfamiliar.

Recently: We have been aware of more times/incidents of living in other/alternate worlds. These are (usually) flash memories that We know that We did which do NOT fit into Our normal, waking world. Hard to explain better than that and We are certain if anyOne ponders this “they” will find similar instances in “their” own life which “they” have explained away. (Unless “they” are embracing this too)

More and more We have clear memories of doing things that We are certain We never did (some We can not even imagine this personality doing) in Our familiar, waking, limitation world. We do slip around between and through other/alternate realities All the time. When We slip into a nearby and similar world We tend to not notice and when it is a more distant and more different world We mask it and forget and deny the experience. Now: We are remembering these different and more distant worlds and experiences.

Is this because “they” are becoming more familiar as a result of dream visits? Probably and We ARE changing and expanding Our thinking and beliefs. There IS sooooo much more than We have been aware of before. Even when We began to real-eyes this it was not part of Our waking experience, at least not much. This is the stuff that fills loony bins and most of Us avoid it like the plague. We have judged it “bad” for sooooo long that it is hard to turn around and embrace these parts, aspects and shadows.

Our head is trying to plan Our future as usual. Now days We slip into that less and less and Our head keeps trying. Our head thinks this planning is safe. It would rather plan than face who and what We really are. Our heart leads Us to wake. We are sooooo much more than We ever imagined, thought and believed. This is beginning to populate Our waking. We pony hop Our old thinking and escape from Our inner reality.

We pony hop and process Our agitated student from yesterday. We really do like this student and just do NOT know how to help in the physical. We CAN help at deeper levels. We KNOW this and Our head tries to deny and escape this. That is another old and familiar pattern. That is very common in limitation reality. In limitation and separation We want to “DO” in the physical and do lip service to anything more/else. The more/else is more powerful and capable. It is part of the actual “real” world(s) and We try to avoid that (and those) with Our greatest strength. Now: We face OurSelf, Our fear. We (Our true nature) are Our greatest fear. Real-I-sing this is a major step. One giant step for man.

We ARE getting some ideas (hopefully inspiration) for things that We can take/do on the bus that might help entertain and calm Our agitated student(s). We are reminded of Our summer school student who loved “their” piggy bank and were greatly calmed by it. We appreciate this.

We are pondering creating Our own reality. We know that We project what We have in Our life. The problem with this is that most of Us simply can not imagine that We would choose, create and project most of the shit that We experience. Most can not even imagine creating the really good stuff. It is sooooo easy (and We are sooooo experienced at) blaming or crediting someOne else for anything extremely good or extremely bad (especially in the moment). We make choices at a very deep level and then forget making these choices. For instance: Our driver has a student that she likes and despises. She antagonizes “them” and instigates “bad” behavior and then gets mad at “them”. It is easy for Us to blame her. We know that We create and project this but that is a bitter pill to swallow AND the evidence supports blame and guilt on her. That is old thinking and behavior and it breeds more of the same.

We are having a good day with the students and drifting in multiD. Next week Our morning break will be shorter and that is actually a good thing. Sometimes We have trouble filling both long breaks and get restless trying to dream in Our car. As the weather gets colder: dreaming in Our car is less of an option. We know that We do NOT actually rely on Our job to bring in finance but it does look that way and it IS how We choose (at this time anyway) to manifest money. We do not know why We have made and continue to make that choice but there it is. We are grateful that We have created and chosen a job that We enjoy sooooo much.

On Our afternoon section We are impressed and even a bit jealous of how Our driver handles Our agitated student. We know that this student knows the way home and is very good at directions. We have been pony hopping Our driver and students. It seems to Us that Our driver instigates rambunctious and loud behavior and then slams down on the kids when it goes too far. We do not theel this is fair to the students and We know that Our driver does NOT take any type of criticism well. Pony hopping is Allways Our bestest choice regardless.

When this One student starts to panic as another school bus follows Us (We have no idea why this bothers “them”) We try to calm “them” to little avail. Our driver asks “them” to give directions to “their” house. Fortunately this agitation happens on the way to “their” house next. It works like a miracle. We do not know why We did not think of it. The books and toys that We had tried worked well for about thirty seconds each. We ARE learning. Afterwards: Our driver comments that Once again We did well as a team. We theel she is giving Us more credit that We deserve. Of course: it is All Our projection.

At home We do not theel like going to dream before dinner. We have a baked potato, I-scream and strawberries because that is what We want for dinner. And more “Lie To Me” with dinner. We stay up a little late watching more “Lie To Me” and now are ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day slipping around in multiD and dream and 3D

9/10/2015

Today

Another day slipping around in multiD and dream and 3D

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:45 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

It took a while to get to dream last night. We got back up and watched a couple more episodes of “Lie To Me” and then were able to go to dream. We do not remember what We dreamed, where We went and what We did but We do know that We visited other worlds. We remember processing some information about other realities and a little bit about yesterday’s articles about slipping into alternate/parallel realities. We know that We do this All the time but not as drastic as those in the article. We are grateful for Our easier, softer path.

We woke around 3 AM and got up to play in multiD a bit and then returned to more dreaming. We woke again after about an hour and even though We would like to stay in dream We are ready to get up. We remind OurSelves that We can (and now do) remain in multiD while waking and afterwards. We ARE making progress. Even though Our world looks basically the same We can theel AND know that We ARE changing and therefore Our world is changing. The changes are simple, subtle and easy to miss if We do not pay close attention.

Many/most of Our projections are either unaware of anything beyond business as usual or look for outer change first. We ARE looking for AND getting inner change first. We used to look for outer change only or mainly. Those who still live there ARE Our passive shadows. In infinity and eternity All the versions of OurSelves remain and go on and on. We can return to any of those any time We choose. We must remember to honor and allow these other versions. This is very important to Us. We wish to integrate and love All Our versions: All of Our castaways, rejects and orphans. The time of trying to destroy and/or abandon any part of Us is passed. We also honor, love and nurture those versions bent on destruction and abandonment. That is a bit harder and “they” too are wounded, frightened children. We had not given this mush notice before. More shall be revealed.

We ARE very aware of waking, walking and living in multiworlds and multiD. This is becoming more and more real to Us. It is no longer just words, theories and philosophy. MultiD is becoming a way, Our way of life. We are experiencing more vertigo as We slip between worlds, mental/relaxation states and dimensions. This take a lot of adjusting and We ARE grateful for the slow and gentle process (most of the time anyway).

We have been thinking about typing up more of Our thoughts about autism and yesterday We did touch on those. For now that is how We will approach this. We just do not have the 3D attention and focus to go further. We will follow Our intuition and inspiration. That IS progress.

Most of Our day was good and We did get into dream a lot. We also spent a lot of waking time in multiD and enjoyed most of Our time with Our students. We did do the charter that got canceled yesterday and that went well. We had a WiFi connection at the university where the field trip went and We read a bit until We were drawn deep into dream for short time. Very deep. Deeper than We usually go on the bus.

At the pool (during Our afternoon break) We saw some students from a school not on Our route and We are connecting with some of those students. One is from Our summer school route and “they” recognized Us and asked where “they” know Us from. Another We have never seen (in waking) before and “they” clearly made an effort to connect.

On Our afternoon section Our newest student was very anxious and agitated for whatever reason. We did Our best to keep “them” calm and quiet “their” yelling. It bothered Us more because of Our driver than OurSelves. We did Our best and remembered NOT to pressure OurSelves sooooo much just because Our driver does not understand these kids. After All: she wanted Us for her attendant after a whole school year with Us. She knows how We work and wants to work with Us. We were still stressed because Our student was agitated most of the ride. Lots of little things were bothering “them” and We ARE clueless why and what to do. We just did Our best. We were glad to get “them” home. “They” are One of the last students on Our route.

At home We were able to go to dream for a few minutes right away and woke much refreshed. We had dinner with “Lie To Me”. We stayed up a little late because We were not sure if We were ready to go dream and We did NOT want to lay in bed rerunning the afternoon. Now: We theel that We are ready. We pony hop Our day and Our agitated student. We take responsibility even though in the physical We had nothing to do with “their” agitation. We could deny responsibility (Our old pattern for sure) and enhance/feed the problem (whatever it may be). We choose to face Our projection and integrate it.

We love Us unconditionally.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

An interesting day in 3D within multiD

9/9/2015

Today

An interesting day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:04 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Even though We woke several times We slept better than We have the last few nights until around midnight. Then We had a hard time getting back to dream. Around 2 AM We got back to dream and slept well until time to wake and get up. We remember that We visited other realities throughout the night with little or no clear waking memory of what We did. We are certain that We continue to get familiar with worlds, lives, realities and abilities that are just too foreign for Our brain to process yet. We ARE able to recognize more and more but there remains much that is not acceptable to Our head.

We vaguely remember that We visited worlds that are similar to Our current waking world and more free AND We visited worlds that are like Our passed and We do things a little different in each One. We like learning that We can do that. We really can do All the things that We wish We had done.

In ways We do wish that We spent more time in worlds where We are rich and We also know that what We really want is to live limitless and free (especially free of need). If We are well aware of being rich, of being able to bring riches into any waking life then it would be easy to settle for that rather than moving forward into who and what We really are. We could easily be trapped in a nicer limitation. There are limitation worlds and lives where We live a more comfortable limitation. We do NOT want to settle for that. We seek to live Our true nature. A victim at any level is still a victim and We are NOT a victim. We never were but We do play a good game of pretend.

This morning We are having a good time exploring living multidimensionally AND being present in 3D. We found an article about a woman from an alternate reality. We have not read it yet. We will probably save for later since there does not seem to be a lot of good reading this morning and We do have lots of break time in town.

We can theel Our change and progress more and more even if We do not see it (yet). We no longer “need” to see it to know that it is real.

We are finding that limitation grows less and less Our predominate and default way of thinking (and therefore projecting). It remains strong even while it grows weaker. Our head still tries to slip Us into limitation, victim, scarcity and lack mentality and We are much faster to recognize this and be grateful and think less limited.

We are having a good day with Our students. After Our morning section: dispatch needed a charter covered and sent Us back out to do the charter. The class/group was too large to All fit on Our bus so only the student in a wheel chair got on. While We were waiting for the second bus (a big bus which the rest of the students wanted to ride) We heard that two middle schools had gone on lock down. Earlier We had heard that there was a road block just outside of town. We radioed dispatch and learned that Our second bus was in One of the lock downs. We told the teachers and “they” chose to wait after checking to make sure that We did not have room for All the students. Then an administrator came out and told Us that this school (a high school) was now on lockdown and “they” took the waiting students and teachers back inside leaving Our student on Our bus. This student got a text from “their” brother saying that he had been shot outside the school. There were no sirens, no police or ambulance so We thelt that the text was a hoax. Certainly NOT a funny hoax.

We waited without any real news and after about half an hour the administrator came back out and took Our student back into the school. “They” said the lockdown had been lifted but it seems that it was actually still in affect. We returned to base. Our driver was quite shook up by the event. Later We learned that there was some kind of shooting and stand off at a store just out of town and the perpetrators had fled.

We read the article (mentioned above) on Our afternoon break and enjoyed it. We theel that We go through these slips into other realities often but not as severe as the three people in the article. We to theel that some have the major slips and shifts, others have minor Ones and most slip, slide All the time but the realities are sooooo close and similar that hardly anyOne ever notices. We think of it as a glitch and/or deja vu. We poo poo and explain it away and therefore deny what We are living and experiencing. We give away Our power.

We find that We are becoming friendlier with people that We encounter. This is NOT a conscious choice but simply some kind of transition. We know that We sometimes appear rude to others and We just do not usually have anything to say. This is changing and We notice the change. We do seem to be sending less signals to “stay away” even if it is not usually to those We would consciously choose. We remember that “they” are All Us: projections of Our beliefs. We recognize more and more how powerful and good at this We really are. We are drowning in De-Nile less and less.

We get to meet another student on Our afternoon section. We kinda get off on the wrong foot but after a teacher helps Us the student makes the effort to make amends and so do We. We theel that We will get along just fine. “They” need a lot of reassurance and attention. There are times that We do not know what “they” need and are bothered by and We do Our best to console “them” and let “them” know that We like “them” and are NOT mad at “them”. “They” are quite autistic but not severe. There are sooooo many ranges and degrees of autism spectrum. “They” live in multiworlds but may or may not know what that is. Most A-dults certainly do NOT know what is going on with “them” and believe there is only One world and reality. “They” (the autists) are trying to help Us become aware as We try to squeeze “them” into One world, One box that “they” just do not fit into.

By the time We finish Our route We are way deep into multiD AND remain 3D functional. At home We have a light dinner and watch some more “Extant” and then “Area 51”. We are not very impressed with “Area 51” and We still want to see where it goes.

We know that We are not really ready to go dream but We choose to try.

Good night AND thank You for playing.