A frustrating ending to Our 3D bus day in multiD

6/14/2017

Today

A frustrating ending to Our 3D bus day in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:20 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and We likes it.

Our computer installed some updates and restarted just after We woke and before We actually got up. We were laying in waking dream and repeating mantras. It is having some trouble adapting. Metaphor of Our life?

We are clearly more in multiD than We are used to and We are used to being much deeper than even a few days ago. Our head is trying to cling to Our old thinking, beliefs and behavior. Thank Us. We set it free with love. We look to a future of freedom and limitlessness. We are delighted and excited. Some days it theels closer than others. We are also pony hopping. Our head wants to make the incident yesterday with Our driver into some mountain. It has been throwing that rock at Us most of the night. We ARE taking responsibility. We are NOT the/a victim. Please forgive Us. We love You and We thank You.

We ARE grateful and We do thank Us.

We ARE learning how to live as love in a physical world, a world of separation and limitation, a world that is (or seems/pretends to be) the very antithesis of unconditional love. We ARE love using a physical body for the experience of it.

Thank Us.

Several kids did not ride this morning. The kids that rode were pretty talkative and that is a good thing. We do have One kid that has separation anxiety at first. Soon after getting on the road it was like someOne flipped a switch and "they" started talking and having fun.

Our medicated kid was sleepy. After "they" woke "they" had several things to tell Us. We are still amazed at how much kids wanna show off "their" owies.

We had to move around after each pickup to keep up with All the chatter and news.

No issues or incidents this morning.

We have lunch and Wifi and then go hottub. We relax well in the hottub and get into multiD pretty well.

We have time to stop at Walmart and get a couple of things.

Most of Our kids ride this afternoon. Two choose to sit together and have a fun time. One keeps dropping a toy and We tell “them” that if “they” can not hold onto it then “they” will have to keep it in Our backpack. We discuss with Our driver when We decide to take backpacks away from kids and We both agree that We do it only IF necessary so We do not get the backpacks mixed up.

The younger kid who sits in the back likes to draw. “They” have a blank pad for drawing as well as the dryerase book that We saw yesterday. “They” draw different pictures and show “them” off.

Our medicated boy is quiet and kinda tired from “their” day. When “they” get off the bus “they” stop to give Us a knuckle bump goodbye. That makes Our heart sing. “Their” older bother is also outside and We get to say hi.

We have a nice dream time on the way back to base.

At base We have new route sheets that start tomorrow. Usually “they” would start next Monday. We get frustrated. We know better than to try to figure out the changes and do Our parent calls All at the end of the day. Today We have no choice. Part of the problem is that We can not even leave a message for the first pickup so that means We have no idea what time We will get to the rest. When We get frustrated We may as well throw in the towel. We DO try to bounce back, We pony hop. Our head has a hold of Us and it is getting its money’s worth. We do Our best.

At home We are still frustrated. We ARE starting to get it that the new times are NOT as much of a mess as We had thought. Now: We are embarassed for Our behavior at work. Our head IS very good at tricking Us into old thinking and behavior. We pony hop some more. We choose to practice gratitude.

We decide to have a rootbeer float as it is kinda hot and We want a treat AND a distraction. We decide to go out and start painting Our new step pieces. We are gonna do multicolors so it will be a slower process than All One color. It is good therapy for Us. Of course: Our head tries to worry and plan everything. It looks for reasons to be scared and find fault. Silly head. We pony hop. We practice gratitude. We do love Our head. It is only doing what it thinks it should: what it has done for eons to protect Us and keep Us safe in Our fantasy, limitation and separation world. It tells Us that positive thinking is just wishful thinking and We will pay a high price. We will probably suffer and die miserably because Our failure to worry.

We thank Us. We love Our head and We now that it will learn its multiD purpose and function as We get more better and more better at living in 3D within multiD.

We have the last of Our leftover turkey, dressing and gravy and it IS good. We have a cadbury cream egg for dessert. We watch more “Defiance”. We are doing better at setting Our frustration free with love. We play in multiD a bit and now We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.