Choosing to be happy now, to feel good now

3/12/2015

Today

Choosing to be happy now, to feel good now

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:26 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We do not remember what We did last night but We know that We had fun, We slept well, We did not wake often and We would like to still be wherever We were, doing whatever We were doing. We also know that We ARE learning to be happy wherever and whenever We are and that includes Our morning waking. As much as We would like that circumstance to change and even believe that changing the circumstance would help Us: We KNOW that We must change inside first. Until We ARE happy now We will NOT be happy then. Simple.

The insights continue into living multidimensionally. The learning continues to be experiential. Our current course/exercise/program tells Us that We do not really know something/anything until We live it. That is what is happening.

Somewhere/somewhen along the line We are/were remembering memories that are clear but do not exactly fit into Our waking life. (We do not know if this happened and/or is happening in waking or dream, yesterday or another life???) We theel (get the sense) that the times We lost during Our waking life is when We slipped into the life/world/reality where these memories come from. This is not really new but the awareness is so much clearer that it sure feels new.

It seems that as We stay in the now more AND choose to be happy now that Our awareness IS expanding. It does make sense. We can not take unhappy into Our paradise world(s) now can We? Imagine being in a world of unconditional and taking unhappy with Us. Is that even possible? We do One-der why We would ever be unhappy with the life We have created? It is part of the programming, part of the mind trap. The negative emotions are not really even Ours: “they” are part of the game, the hologram that We fell into and took possession of. We took Our misery hostage. Now: We set it free. Money, time and cold are some easy hooks and triggers back into limitation, victim consciousness, scarcity and lack mentality. In order to be free We must learn experientially that We created everything.

Choosing to be happy (happy IS a choice) continues to Our current theme/experience. It does change how We think. Before: unhappy was more prevalent especially in Our thinking even if not Our mood. Is it any wonder that Our thinking was unhappy when We believed that We are unworthy and unsuccessful? Believing that We are less than does not really bring happiness and joy. Neither does complaining. There are lots of default thinking and acting patterns that do NOT bring happiness.

Few of Our projections can believe that happy is a choice. Limitation is NOT a happy thought and lifestyle, especially when One knows that We ARE limitless but does not know how to live that way. We are learning. Learning to be free, limitless and without need. Need is sooooo ingrained in Our psyche. We really do need a complete psychic change and We are getting that change.

The kids help Us. Even though “they” too live in Our limitation world: in “their” minds “they” explore limitlessness and share with Us IF We will listen. We are still better at listening physically than mentally. That too is changing.

We continue to choose to be happy now, choose to feel good now, choose the be comfortable now. We ARE grateful. It feels great to be comfortable. We can theel Our world (and circumstances) changing as a result of choosing to be happy now. Many people (Our projections) would still argue with this. It is a new concept (kinda but then again:.......) and hard to grok. We have lived sooooo long in victim consciousness that it is easy to believe that We are powerless to change Our world and circumstances and certainly NOT with Our mind. However that is exactly HOW We create change. That IS how We are the change that We want to see in Our world.

Our old programming tries to take over again but We set it free with love. We own it, love it, integrate it and set it free. After All: the only thing here IS the divine.

We only have two kids ride Our last section so Our job day ends very early. We are in multiD when We get home AND We do some 3D things that We want to do. We do vacillate between trusting OurSelves and doubting but Our trust grows stronger. We function in 3D AND play in multiD. MultiD becomes more and more dominant but it does (and will Allways) include 3D.

We are still up a little late and that is just fine. Now: We go to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.