Way deep in multiD and functional in 3D

10/8/2015

Today

Way deep in multiD and functional in 3D

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:00 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We did not sleep well last night and We really do not know why. In fact it seemed/thelt like We did not sleep at All except for the passing of time. We visited several similar and nearby worlds or the same One several times. Perhaps that is why We did not seem to sleep: We were too busy. We have been up playing in multiD a bit and now We are ready to return to dream.

We slept well and do not remember anything We did. Perhaps it is about being sooooo busy in Our dream life. We did not want to wake and get up and We remind OurSelves that We can stay in multiD while awake. We are getting better at that.

We are finding some fear this morning when We focus in 3D. Perhaps there is good reason to be afraid when focused in 3D. We ARE a multidimensional bean who creates Our reality. In multiD, in the now and in limitlessness there is really nothing to fear. We are choosing to focus there. Thank Us.

We face Our fear. We admit it, accept it, own it, love it and set it free. We ARE grateful. We focus more and more in multiD. There are less limits there to fear. We honor Our theelings rather than deny “them”. We create All of this and We love it even that which We fear.

Everything IS working together for the best for Us. When We acknowledge this We see more evidance of this.

We really do not remember what We did today. It was One (or two) of those of being functional in 3D while very deep into multiD. We ARE getting better at this. Sorry that We do not have more words to report and share but You have Your own experiences to report and share whether You real-eyes it or not.

Yeah: We slipped deep into multiD and still functioned fully in 3D. We know that We had a good time with the kids and We learning to be more lenient since We do not have to be as strict and there is a balance that must be struck so the kids do not distract the driver or hurt each other.

We musta got home and eaten dinner for here We are. This IS progress.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Mostly multiD with few words

10/7/2015

Today

Mostly multiD with few words

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:06 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We remember that We visited nearby/similar worlds, lives and realities last night. We probably visited a lot of other worlds too but Our waking brain still can not process and translate memories of those. We still filter out more than We allow in. We remember waking, thinking about living in multiworlds and how We All do this All the time and just filter it out and deny it. We are very good at denial. We are very good at creating proof that We are limited. We are very good at telling OurSelves lies.

Shortly after We got up We remembered (are remembering) something from Our childhood that We rarely ever think about. The girl who lived across the street from Us was special needs. When We were young she visited every day. We have not thought about her All this time of working with special needs kids until now??????? The memories are very clear. Why did We block “them”? We know that We have blocked a lot of Our memories of childhood.

Interesting: We flash on how happy We are with Our life. We are aware that this is not Allways common in this day and age. A lot of people are still happy with “their” dreams and plans for the future but rarely with “their” daily life and All the stress that most people have. We are projecting this too. There is nothing outside that is not a reflection of Our inside: even if it is a passive shadow (reflection of who We were and what We did and thought and believed in the passed). Our reflection is gradually changing.

Another great day and not many words again as We are mostly in multiD. We remain 3D functional without a lot of words to describe it. We do hope You are picking on the energy communication that We know is happening. There is what is called light language. We are not really aware of using that: either sending or receiving and yet We know that We ARE communicating. There is telepathy which We are a little more familiar with and We know that We are better at sending telepathically than receiving and We also know that We do both. We receive in ways that We usually do not recognize until later.

We have three drivers that We know and like. We get to talk with “them” (even though “they” are focused in limitation 3d) and get some good dream time in when there are no students on board. By the time We get back to the barn (at the end of the day) We are very deep in multiD.

At home: We have another early dinner with I-scream. We find that there are more episodes of “The Originals” available and watch One episode then another episode of “Person of Interest”. There is a line that really hits home. It is about leaving: running away: “there was a time that I thought ‘they’ would be better off if I just left”. We did not real-eyes that this is a common thought.

We go to dream early knowing that it will probably be a short nap dream session. We are right. We dream less than an hour and enjoy it even though We do not remember what We did. We no longer theel the need to remember everything since We know that some is simply beyond Our waking brain’s ability to translate. We watch a little bit of “Person of Interest” and now We are returning to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More 3D experiences while aware of being and living in multiD

10/6/2015

Today

More 3D experiences while aware of being and living in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:02 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dreamt well last night. We even remember some of Our dreams which is interesting because “they” are quite unfamiliar to Our waking. We do not really have accurate words for Our dream experience and We want to try to share a little. We were more of the observer in/of these worlds rather than the participant and We were the participant too. Primarily the observer and secondary the participant. Quite the opposite of Our waking life. We were seeing Our life, world and reality from a completely different perspective than We are familiar with. We were also reading the code that writes/creates Our (any/All) reality. Like the idea from “The Matrix” and yet the code looked nothing like how it is portrayed in the movie.

We woke and returned to this experience a couple of times. We were completely comfortable with the experiences. It is familiar in that frame/state of mind whereas it would probably freak Our waking brain out to experience this. These words do NOT do justice to the experience.

We did wake and get up to play in multiD around midnight and then went well back to dream and more code and new perspectives. We are awake now and yet not really ready to come out of dream. We are taking Our time waking and playing in multiD as We wake. We ARE changing. How We theel about waking is changing. Because We have sub drivers We do not get to dream as much on the bus and that too is okay. It is All part of Our evolving. Everything IS working together for the best for Us.

Slowly, gradually and gently We are remembering more of Our other/alternate/parallel lives that We are living. Of course: even the worlds/lives that get glimpses and tiny snatches of (and remember) are very close to and similar to Our waking life/world. Even that seems a bit weird after All these lifetimes of living in De-Nile of such. Multilives takes a lot of getting used to.

We are having another great day with the kids and being aware of living in multiD. We are getting better at this and it still takes some adjusting.

First thing: Our bus had a student red light out so We were forty minutes late getting it fixed and then We still had to take Our bus back to shop after route. We had a very short morning break. We are grateful that We created this on a day that We hot tub in the afternoon. We did have a hard time with the slow and casual demeanor of the shop tech and manager. We were late and “they” were in absolutely no hurry. We keep reminding OurSelf that We are creating this and it IS Our projection. Oneder what that issue is about?

The kids did not seem to mind Us being late. Sometimes that really upsets special needs kids. Ours are All in good moods.

Dispatch forgot to get a driver to cover Our noon section and the driver who is gonna drive Our PM was in dispatch when “they” discovered that We did not have a noon driver so “they” drove Our noon section too. She is a driver We know and trust so that is good. We do look forward to having a steady driver and We know that We are waiting for just the right One. We are also adjusting to being less strict and having All these different drivers is helping.

During Our day We are growing more and more aware of living in multiD and multiworlds. Yes: Our world looks mostly the same (a same that changes daily and even hourly???) and yet it theels quite different. More so on some days and at some times than others. We often real-eyes how grateful We are that We are single. It would be harder to fully face and experience and embrace this with a partner (with that time commitment alone and then All the other stuff) especially if “they” were not on the same page and there are not too many who are.

When We get home We are so deep into multiD that We have an early dinner and go to dream early even though We know that it will probably be only a nappy dream. Sure enough: We dream less than an hour and then are ready to get up and watch some more “Person of Interest”. We keep being surprised at how main stream this series is. It has an anti-mainstream theme and yet.........

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another great day with the kids in multiD

10/5/2015

Today

Another great day with the kids in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:23 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Once again We had a hard time getting to dream and after getting back up Once or twice (after short dream spells) We did get to full dream until after midnight. We do not know why this is happening and We are happy that it is not bothering Us like it used to. We used to resist when We could not get into dreaming early. Now: We are much better at going with the flow.

This morning We are noticing how much We have changed and We real-eyes that We probably do not see it All. We are much more relaxed All the way around. We are getting up much easier. This is partly because We can dream in and there is more to it besides that. We are changing. The world of limits and separation, scarcity and lack is just not as important and threatening to Us anymore.

We have noticed the last couple of days that We are remembering a little more from Our dreams. Not a lot, just a little. This means that We are getting a little more familiar with limitless and free worlds, realities and lives. We ARE changing AND We are unconditionally grateful. We love Us unconditionally.

Remember: even if the change (within Us, emotionally) is due to dreaming in: We created that too. We created the outer circumstances that allow this. We create it All. We create the parts that We like and those which We do NOT like. We are denying much less. Thank Us.

We continue to notice that We feel the need to check and recheck things that We did or did not do in 3D. (Such as turn Our heater on and/or off.) We do not remember as We slip and slide through multiworlds because We are usually not aware when We slip into a nearby/similar world. At first this is disconcerting and frustrating. As We become more aware of what is happening We can be more allowing. As We get it that it really is not important and that We are NOT losing Our mind (or it is NOT a bad thing if We are) then it is easier to accept. These other worlds are real and so much like the world We just left that how can We know what We did or did not do in Our current world? It is okay. Relax and breathe. Breathing is Allmost Allways a good thing.

We ARE learning how to do this. We are grateful. We forgive Us Our (apparent) shortcomings and lack of patience. We love Us unconditionally.

We are having a good day with the kids and drifting in multiD. We see how Our previous driver affected Us and Our interactions with the kids (how We let her affect Us: We create Our reality). We ARE relaxing more and more. We do not get to dream as much on the bus with the sub drivers and that seems okay. Probably because We are spending more and more waking time in multiD.

BTW: the weather is very nice, warm and clear. The snow is Allmost All melted. What a difference from last week and hard to believe that is is October.

We are able to be more lenient with the kids and We really like that even though We have a little trouble adjusting. It is interesting to see how some of the kids behave differently with different drivers. We also notice how One of the nonverbal students lights up when “they” see either parent. “They” do not seem to really be very aware of surroundings, etc and yet “they” totally recognize and respond when “their” parent is outside the bus.

Our students are a real delight to Us. Often We read something about coming/moving into Our true purpose and We are certain that Ours is related to allowing kids and paying attention to “them”. We are trying to work with the kids to learn to play on the bus and to do it quietly enough to not distract the driver (much). We like to let the kids be kids. We real-eyes that this means having to remind “them” to keep voices down and not get too rowdy and that is okay.

By the time We get back to the barn for the day We are clearly deep into multiD and functional enough in 3D to drive safely. We really are learning how to do this.

At home We are way deep in multiD and able to put Our groceries away and have an early dinner with “Person of Interest”. We are not certain what We are getting out of this series and yet We are enjoying it. We go to dream a little early knowing that it will probably be more like a nap.

Sure enough: We get up after about an hour and watch a little more “Person of Interest”. Now We theel ready to go to full dream for the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

In and out of dream and multiD

10/4/2015

Today

In and out of dream and multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 10:53 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We had difficulty getting to full dream again last night. After getting back up and watching more “Person of Interest”, reading more of Our book, and a little playing in multiD We did dream through until around 3 AM. We have been up playing in multiD and returning to dream several times since. We had considered going to town to do laundry but We decided to stay home and focus more on Our transformation. We get plenty of practice transforming while in town every week and Our laundry will wait patiently for Us. Perhaps We will find and sojourn in a world where doing laundry is not a requirement?????

We remember the stories of Merlyn teaching his dishes to wash “themSelves”. “They” had great fun laughing and splashing around in the warm, soapy water. Why not? Only Our beliefs limit Us and Our world.

Speaking of which: Our beliefs and thinking are changing and Our outer world IS changing as a result. Our head wants to discount and deny Our part in Our changing world and We know that WE are the cause. The effects are very far reaching. If We choose to live in De-Nile then We can and then We will remain limited and separate (or at least appear to be). For All intents and purposes Our beliefs and thoughts DO create Our reality. The choice is Ours: believe it or not. We ARE very good at pretending otherwise and making Our pretend world very, very convincing. It can even be realistically threatening. We create very realistic evidance. We ARE good at what We do. Pretending is what We have done for eons.

Once again: We quite literally have Our head in the clouds this morning. The physical reflecting Our thoughts and beliefs. The clouds outside Our window are so thick that it looks like a snow storm. We keep checking to find light rain and melting snow. None of this is unusual here: except this late in the year. We do know that We ARE changing Our physical world and there will be more change. We are going with the flow: wherever that goes. At least for today.

Where did Our day go? We spent it going back to dream, playing in multiD when awake and doing a few light 3D tasks. Not as much to do in 3D when We are more focused in limitless multiD. 3D is not as important and pressing. We also have less words. Words do not really convey multiD well.

We slip around in multiworlds and remember Our dreams and visions of paradise worlds. Worlds with much more freedom and nature flowing All around Us. Worlds where everyOne is equal and unashamed.

We do still find some who are looking outside for change and saving. More and more are talking about changing from the inside out. We All get to choose what world/reality/transition We explore and experience and All are valid and honored. We choose to change from the inside out and We are projecting more and more of that onto Our world. We choose not to play much in those worlds trying to change from the outside in or just the outside. We do wish to remain aware of those worlds. We are expanding/evolving into multiD and infinity and limitlessness. ANY limits restrict limitlessness and do NOT fit in Our new world, Our new Us.

We decide to take naps and short dream sets since We are probably not ready to go to full dream early. We watch more “Person of Interest” with dinner and afterwards. We notice that the forgiveness is coming more automatic and there is much less judgment. We appreciate this.

We are going to dream and it will probably be another short session.

Good night AND thank You for playing.