Our psychic change continues

05/08/14

Today:

Our psychic change continues

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:37:03 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.

Another night of many worlds/lives and many new friends but the only One We remember clearly is the last One. There are new friends that We have never met or seen before (at least as far as We know) and friends that are people We have seen around town in Our current waking reality and friends from Our passed and current students and friends from Our childhood. EveryOne was school age except Us. We were a bit shy at first because of the age difference but the kids/friends included Us in “their” antics and We were soon comfortable being part of “their” group. We woke with the song lyrics: “no more tears” playing in Our head.

As far as We remember We had fun in All Our worlds and lives that We explored. We theel that this not remembering clearly the worlds and lives that We visit is part of learning that We ARE living in multiworlds and multiD. It is part of learning about Our unconscious and how powerful it is. There is much that goes on which We do NOT remember rather than the way We think that We remember/know everything.

We are reminded of how, in Our waking life: A-dults observe kids who think “they” actually know everything there is to know and Our saying: “back when I was young enough to still know everything”. This is probably very similar to how beans who are familiar with living multidimensionally view Us still knocking about in limitation 3D.

This is also part of changing Our beliefs and mindset. We think in limitation and then project it onto Our view screen and call it the “real” world. This is becoming experiential for Us.

There is some theeling about experiencing being multidimensional in Our dreams and other experiences that We forget AND observing this waking version (often struggling) from that expanded version's perspective/experience. This has been coming through as not being able to translate and/or remember much from Our dreams. We have created this veil of forgetfulness and it works very well. However, it grows thin. It seems that it remains firmly in place for most of Our others in waking but that too is Our projection.

As We proceed more and more makes sense and more and more is revealed. We really do filter out much more than We allow OurSelf to remember or be aware of. We are enjoying being aware of more. Feeling how We feel in these other worlds. The importance of feeling AND remembering and re-feeling Our feelings when We imaginate/visualize is currently coming out in many people's teachings and methods for expanding Our awareness. This means that We are projecting it more.

Many of Our passed experiences and insights are coming together now. There is much We have forgotten and/or set aside for seeming lack of manifestation and/or support. Theories and philosophies are becoming real to Us. The concepts We have gotten about how and why vampires live and are All-ways rich (even in the twisted stories society tells and believes about “them”). Vampires (and others whom We judge as bad and evil) are simply living in reality and We make “them” bad and assign evil intent and actions to “them” through Our judgment, blame and rejection. Being rich and having everything at “their” fingertips (literally) is as natural to “them” (and would be to Us if We allowed it) as breathing water is natural to fish. It only seems impossible to Us because We have chosen to live in and experience only limitation and separation.

Several years ago We real-eyesed that what We read that resonates are actually hints and breadcrumbs that We left for OurSelf. Now, We can tell (real-eyes) that We ARE projecting what We read. We had let this slip for a while (maybe). We are sooooo familiar with and entrenched in Our limitation world that it takes a lot of adjustment to expand beyond limitation. We have spent sooooo much time believing that limitation is the only thing that is real and that scarcity and lack are just the way it is. Boy, did We do a mind job on OurSelves.

The students continue to play imagination games. This pleases Us. We continue to pony hop and focus on flying cars and buses and people and teleporting. Our waking world is expanding and We are getting a little more familiar with how it feels to be multidimensional and live in multiworlds. It is interesting how much We avoided and resisted this feeling and experience even while seeking it.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Much does not translate well

05/07/14

Today:

Much does not translate well

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:32:18 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.

It seems that last night was All about transition. We woke around 1 AM and were not clear about what We had been doing up to that point but We are very aware of what We were doing after that. It was All about being on the transition team. In a way everyOne is on the transition team as everyOne who is present is transitioning (whether fully aware of it or not) but those who are aware are working to assist those who are not aware.

This transition is very personal so it is not like anything is being forced on anyOne. Those who are unaware (and seemingly un prepared) will be give options and choices that are suited to where “they” are at emotionally and spiritually. Those who are acting as transition team members will assist and comfort and inform those who are kind of taken by surprise. We are All gonna be a bit surprised AND We will All be there for each other.

EveryOne will be learning how to be together without living in exactly the same world and reality. This will be a little new for Us but not as much as We would think because We have actually been doing this All along just not to such a distinct degree. The big thing is that We will be aware of making these choices, aware that each person is experiencing something unique and different AND aware that We can change Our mind and choices at any time and slip, slide naturally, smoothly and gracefully into another reality. We will be completely free AND fully aware of this freedom.

The children will have it the easiest as “they” adapt and adjust much quicker and easier to change. “They” too have the most to gain as “they” will no longer be required to attend institutions that teach “them” limitation and separation. “They” will get together to play and to learn about limitlessness and connection to everything. “They” will learn by playing, the natural way to learn.

Much of what We got is feelings and images that do not translate well into limited words. Each person has a tablet or pad with a screen (about the size of an electronic tablet or Ipad) and “their” entire live and All current and future choices are viewable on this screen. The thing is that it is actually going on there and NOT just a picture or representation. It is actually very simple which is why it is hard to grasp.

There are some key points coming up for Us. It is very important to be aware that We can return here (any here) any time We want. We can not overemphasize the importance of this because the fear that We “can never go back” (a lie that has been well taught and reinforced deep within Our psyche) keeps Us stuck here. We will transition into a reality that is believable AND acceptable to each of Us personally. It will not be a reality that is so far fetched and fanciful that We (personally) can not accept it and adapt easily to it. There will be a lot of shifting back and forth as We adapt and learn how it works. We will be checking out Our ability to slide back and forth and be free while We learn how to navigate multiD and multiworlds.

It seems that is All We have to type right now but there is much more that We were doing in dream and waking dream state. We had started to get up early to type this up as a “Night School” but it was clear that that is not Our job, at least not yet. Our assignment is to do this in dream. That has All-ways been where We do Our best work and it bypasses All the limitation 3D filters. We find that there is much that is still clear from Our dream experience that just does not fit into words. We can do and experience much in that expanded state that We still can not express within limitation 3D confines.

The current challenge for Us (personally) will be to real-eyes that We ARE doing this in Our day. We get the theeling that if We allow, accept and (there was another a word that escaped and is running wild and free) then We will be able to be aware of this in Our waking day.

We are experiencing an interesting sensation: All-ways in the passed We would plan and demand physical action to move forward. This actually blocks Our forward momentum. It is NOT inspired and free flowing, heart centered action. It is limitation rather than unlimited. It is bound in the memories of the passed which We are cleaning, clearing and setting free with love. Without love All of this is for naught. We allow rather than force change. We are moving from patriarchal action to a balance. Living in balance, centering in/on the balance point is very new to Us and there VERY not comfortable. As it becomes familiar it will become comfortable.

Even though We have not had any inspiration to add to Our website since the weekend, We know it is a crucial part of All this. We know there will be more to add to it about this but the words just are not here yet. We needed to do what We have done so far in order to be where We are right now. Now We allow and accept.

We spent Our day going very deep into dream whenever there were no kids on the bus. Even during Our breaks We were not fully focused in limitation 3D. Our life is changing and that is a good thing. Our gradeschoolers had a good time but were much quieter about it today. “They” were still imagining other worlds. We are glad to see that. Our middleschooler has started making funny faces at Us. We are not sure what that is All about but it is another sign of making contact.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Allowing change

05/06/14

Today:

Allowing change

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:50:11 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.

We remember a couple of different worlds and lives from last night: In One We were in some kind of battle but We did not experience any fighting. We were uncomfortable being in this war mindset even though We did not experience and fighting. It was even stronger than how it felt growing up during the Viet Nam war. Our group/country/whatever needed more men for its army so All of Our artists were told to paint pictures of grown men rather than children. This created more grown men for Our army. That was the cool part of that world. We know this is a buried and forgotten ability.

In the other world We were happier observing OurSelf in it. We were participating AND observing OurSelf participating in both lives and worlds. We did not want to wake up again but We know that We are learning to live in multiworlds in waking so We did not fight Our waking sooooo much.

Typing about the world where painting pictures of grown men creates more grown men in Our group seems to have made Us forget the other worlds. We remember those being more about peace and equality for everyOne.

We get it that the war world is a world where We have and use Our abilities without changing Our hearts and minds. We are stuck in limitation and separation even though We have Our abilities. This is a possibility for Our waking world, a possibility that We want to be aware of and maybe even visit but We do NOT wanna live there.

There is another webinar this evening that We want to listen to. We are getting more and more about mixing and mingling these different teachings, programs and techniques. Most are focused on money and We can use the information to get out of Our limitation mindset. Our world is based in limitation and separation and scarcity and lack is One of the major results. Time limits is part of that as well as money but the money issue is the most obvious. The clamps are tightening severely in the money realm and time does seem to be flying bye.

It is much easier to be free and limitless in dream. In waking We are sooooo used to living in limitation and separation that it is hard to fully imagine what being free, connected and limitless is like much less live that way. This is how and why We learn to set OurSelf free with love. As We learn from Our visits to other worlds: without love the rest is really pointless and worthless. We are learning to live AS love in the physical world. This is new and takes adjustment.

We are getting to see more and more of Our limitation projections and those NOT focused on love and being responsible for what We experience. It is easy to fall back into judgment and blame but We are much quicker to see this and pony hop.

Quite interesting: All day We experienced slipping in and out and around multiworlds deeper and more frequently than ever before. On Our last sections of the day Our autistic highschooler was very happy, All-most talking in words and definitely expressing himSelf happily. Then on the gradeschool section several of the kids were playing an imagination/imaginary world game that “they” were making up as “they” went along. One comment was: “this is the most fun ever on the bus”.

This experience was many things but right now the most important was/is showing Us the actual and real power that We have to change Our world and Our life. We ARE living Our creation and NOW We are moving into limitlessness and connection with everything.

We listened to a Silva webinar when We got home and really enjoyed it. Even though We got home after the start time “they” were just finishing the introduction when We walked through the door. Lots of good information and reinforcing much of the other techniques and programs We are using.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Living in multiworlds

05/05/14

Today:

Living in multiworlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:49:16 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.

Lots more worlds and lots more new friends. In One world and ex showed up and We recognized the need to pony hop “them” and set “them” free with love. We did that. We tried to just walk away but “they” insisted on a confrontation. We were pony hopping throughout the confrontation. It worked for Us but not so well for “them”. We are responsible but Our only duty (whatever) is to clean and set “them” free.

There was a group of new friends who were waiting for Us to come and play Once We were done setting Our ex free so We chose to just move on and We did.

When We got up We got a new term as We chose to remain in: semi-dream state now that We are out of bed. We are learning how. We like this term and We like how it feels to be in this semi-dream state. It allows Us to be basically functional in limitation 3D without so much attachment and be aware of participating in other worlds, lives and dimensions.

Not much more to say right now, just drifting back and forth, in and out. We are reminded NOT to try and force anything in this state and just be aware of multiworlds and multiD.

We are being drawn to think: “earth friendly hovercraft” the last several days. Now We recall some dream experiences with hovercraft. There is a world(s) where everyOne is just zipping around, happy as larks in “their” hovercraft. We are not clear whether these will actually be developed or will We real-eyes the true nature of Our fantasy polluting vehicles? It really does not matter. The important point is for Us to real-eyes (either now or later) that We have the power. We can mind control anything (anything that allows Us to anyway) and create anything but We (collectively) think We need technology and devices. Personally: Our job is probably more aimed at sending this message of personal power rather than developing technology and devices. Our personal assignment is much more aimed at personal power and awakening rather than technology and devices.

There were many experiences of being in multiworlds during the day. It does take getting used to. We get the theeling that Our autistic students are very aware of what We are going through. “They” are part of what is happening with Us.

We continue having a lot of sinus drainage and We are certain that this is about cleaning, clearing and setting Our old stuff free with love.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A lot

05/04/14

Today:

A lot

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:14:32 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.

We are not sure where We went or what We did because We are somewhat still there. We thought We were awake, and maybe We are but We are not much in limitation 3D. It seems that is a lot of what We dreamed about: changing. We vaguely remember both being in other worlds and expanding this world. There is sooooo much about/around the children. “They” really do seem to be a key element in evolving Our world.

We hope to go for water and heating oil (should be the last time for heating oil this summer) AND do some on Our website but who knows. Especially since We are not fully here and We hope We can remain not fully here. One thing We would like to do is get “The Beginning of No” rewritten a bit and posted on Our website. Maybe We could even experience more of that world. Or visit the two brothers in “their” world, or, or, or...........

It seems that We are getting lots of hints, intuits and ideas about expanding Our perceptions and thereby changing/expanding Our world and life. The energy work that is coming up in the webinars is spot on. Interesting how that works. It is another example of creating Our world and seeing what We project. Not long ago We would NOT have believed that it could and would get this real. We still considered OurSelf a victim. We were still stuck in victim mentality and lack and scarcity consciousness. We really believed that Our life was the result of outer forces, even though We had begun to change that belief and mindset. It was changing but it remained Our dominant belief. We thought and believed that money comes only from physical action and not from Our mind. The opposite of how it works at the energetic level. The energetic level shows up as the physical level and not the other way around.

We are having Our change of thinking and beliefs, Our complete psychic change. We are changing Our mind and the parts are beginning to work in cooperation rather than competition.

We remember now doing some exercise around integrating the parts, telling OurSelf that We are ready to expand beyond limitation 3D AND that We can return here (to visit) anytime We want. That is a very important point to setting limitation free.

Apparently this weekend is about living in multiworlds and We like that.

Obviously what We are doing IS working.

The last few days/weeks We are finding more and more examples of beliefs that We believed were facts and We are now examining “them” as beliefs. Time and money are two huge examples and We have let “them” keep Us trap in Our Selfmade trap. So often We go through Our day/life thinking: “That's just the way it is”. This is a belief NOT a fact. It is a lie and We are the One telling it.

We ARE what We believe. We experience what We believe. Everything that We see, feel, hear, taste and smell IS what We believe: which is actually Our memories and programs. This is hard for Us in limitation 3D to grasp at any level. It is even harder for Us to know this at any level. Yet, it is harder still and something else All-together to live it, to believe it sooooo much that it becomes Our experience.

Also, All of Our thinking, ideas, planning etc. are based in and on the old paradigm of limitation 3D. Are those the plans, ideas and thoughts We want to engage in?

As usual (when We just take it easy and play at what We are doing) We got a lot done, much more than We had anticipated. We got into lesson 3 of the Silva method and hope We will remember to try it before going to bed. Or not. As We went about playing at this and that outside We remember that We ARE changing Our way of thinking and this is changing Our world. We ARE taking back Our power (it lies within Our unconscious, probably dormant) and not playing the victim or playing the victim less.

We are beginning to believe in OurSelf. That alone is a big step. We no longer have to accept and live in: “That's just the way it is”. We recognize that for the lie that it is AND We know that We are the One who told/tells it to Us. No blame, part of the game.

Let's go add some stuff to Our website. That was fun. We added a couple of pictures and some navigating directions AND our story: “The Beginning of No”. We have been wanting (feeling inspired) for a few days to add that. We theel it fits.

There were some messages We wanted to read and We did part of that and watched Our hypnosis training vid for the week. Good stuff and Once again it All relates to Our current changes. We ARE projecting Our new Self and new world. We likes where this is going.

Another thing that keeps coming up is in Our old way of thinking We truly believed that We had to do something physical to make anything/something happen. We were locked into that completely. Now We are beginning to get it and live and experience it that We can create change with Our mind. We do NOT have to play by the old rules and beliefs. “They” are no longer valid (if “they” ever were). The answer to Our questions and desires is: “Yes We can!” Let's repeat that: “YES We can!”. Get it?

Good night AND thank You for playing.