More insights about living in 3D within multiD

11/5/2015

Today

More insights about living in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 2:31 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dreamt well until around midnight and have not gotten fully back into dream since, even though We have gotten up a couple of time and played in multiD. Usually: playing in multiD helps Us get into dreaming. The thing is that We are processing and getting more insights about living in 3D AND multiD.

Here is a channeling that talks about what We are processing and receiving: http://danielscranton.com/true-freedom-archangel-michael/ We have been thinking about yesterday and planning what to do. OMG: We still do that. It is still Our default thinking and action. We cling to Our limits and bondage like the drowning clinging to a rock. Rocks sink: “they” do NOT float. Plans limit “they” do NOT bring freedom and limitlessness. Perhaps: someday: when We have to theel and live multidimensionally then maybe We will learn to plan multidimensionally. Looking at options is another story and that is NOT what We do. At least it is not Our default and first reaction. We plan AND We worry. THAT is Our m.o. We limit OurSelves with Our plans, thoughts and beliefs and then We blame someOne/something else and beat OurSelves up for failing. We are sooooo good at playing (pretending to be) limited and separate.

The world does NOT work the way that We think it does. Life does NOT happen to Us the way that We think it does. OurSelves AND Our world are completely different than We think “they” are. We ARE much more than We ever imagined and so is Our world. We have beliefs (preexisting beliefs) and We project those on Our holoscreen that We think/believe is Our outer world. Then We create empirical proof and evidance to support those beliefs. That is what We live and experience. Then: We think that the only way to survive is to plan, worry, fight and struggle and We create proof and evidance to support this also. What We are actually doing is selling OurSelves into bondage and then blaming others, society, life and Our world. We judge OurSelves, then project that judgment onto Our world (holoscreen) and then the judgment is reflected back at/on Us and We are punished as We believe that We deserve. Again: We blame others, life, government, rulers, society and everything else rather than taking responsibility.

As We have said before: responsibility is NOT blame and guilt. We have created the belief (and proof) that responsibility IS blame and judgment and that is just another lie that We tell.

All this is not really anything new to Us and it is becoming more real and a deeper truth. We ARE integrating this knowledge. We are beginning to live this knowledge. That is what is going on with Us this morning. Another “night school” class.

Yesterday did NOT happen “TO” Us. It happened “FOR” Us, it is working for the best for Us.

It is hard to describe Our internal feelings and experience around All this. It IS new. It is like We are the observer more than the experiencer. It is like We are watching and feeling OurSelves pretend to be limited and separate. We can see in Our mind’s eye many different versions and scenarios and most are limitation and separation scenarios. We observe OurSelves thinking that We MUST plan in order to survive. Experience has taught Us that whatever We plan/decide to do will probably be the One thing that We do not do and yet We plan. We demand Our limits. We cling to Our limits and We argue for Our limits. Then: sure enough: “they” ARE Ours.

Until We change. Until We recognize Our limitation mindset, thinking, patterns and habits and choose to change HOW We think and believe. We ARE living this change. It is NOT particularly comfortable. Our body actually hurts (mildly) as We shift, change and transition/transform.

Feeling, observing and experiencing Our change is quite different/new for Us. We real-eyes that what We feel, whatever We feel at any time: is quite different than what We think/believe it is. We find that “being/feeling tired” is actually a portal into multiD IF We allow it. If We resist then it can be painful. We find that We are fully rested even though We only slept for about four hours. Our head wants to deny this and rebel and complain. Who exactly do We complain to??????

Our day went much smoother than yesterday. We were a few minutes late on each section and not nearly as late as yesterday. The kids (of course) are great and teaching Us.

We slip into multiD again/still. We do get to meet One new student as a result of being on another route because We do not have Our bus available. Another silent One though We do theel that this One can talk and chooses not to for the most part.

After Our last route We are deep in multiD and have to regain some 3D focus to walk to dispatch and then drive home. The temps are higher and so it is a bit slick and We have no trouble. We theel that We will probably drive Our chariot tomorrow unless the temps drop again. This morning We did slide through One stop sign and We warned Our driver and “they” Allmost slid into another bus at that same stop sign on Our route.

At home We warm up the cabin fairly quick and have a chilidog with “The Originals” and now We are ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A very Murphy day in 3D within multiD

11/4/2015

Today

A very Murphy day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:13 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dreamt well up to about 2 AM and never really got back into dream after that. We are glad that We are spending more time in multiD while awake. Some days: it really is hard to find words because We are sooooo deep into multiD.

Remember: this is NOT (for Us personally anyway) about 3D going away. 3D is very much still here. We see it AND We feel it and experience. It IS about not being focused only in limitation 3d. We are very aware (and this is growing) of living in multiworlds. So far: the multiworlds that We are aware of are similar and 3D. We really do not (yet) know what other Ds are like. “They” are not familiar yet and that too is changing.

Somedays: wearing Our physical body is harder than other days. Today: it is a bit of a challenge to walk in the physical. We are reminded that We are not (never have been) housed inside this body. That is One of the many ideas, beliefs and concepts that We have All bassackwards. We are (literally) inside out and We ARE beginning to be aware of this. That too will change how We experience Our world, reality and life/lives.

As We have limiting thoughts (most of Our thoughts are limiting since that is what is familiar) and choose to set “them” free with love: We ARE reminded of how We cling to limitation with our thoughts and plans about Our daily life and world. Limitation is what We know. Limitlessness is what We are venturing into and discovering/remembering.

Well: what a day We are having. Our world is at sixes and sevens and We are handling it quite well. Not stressed or upset and just trudging through in a good mood and taking it/life as it comes. Do We get it that We ARE creating this? Kinda. BTW: the kids ARE great.

When We got to the bus barn to start Our day on the bus: We are informed that another had to take Our bus and We do not have a bus. We call parents and tell “them” that We will be at least half an hour late. An hour and half later We call again and tell “them” that We will be an hour and a half late and then We start Our morning route after another route finished “their” morning route so We can use “their” bus. In Our passed (alternate concurrent life) We would be freaked, angry and VERY frustrated.

Several kids do not ride and since the parents told Us so We finish Our morning section only half an hour late. We had planned to visit Our local friend (briefly) on Our morning break and We called and canceled before We went out on route. The kids that did ride We not freaked and frustrated either which often happens for/with special needs children when “their” routine is messed up.

Then Our driver for Our noon section does not show up. We get a new driver and “they” are nice but do not listen well. We finish Our noon section only a few minutes late because a couple of kids are not riding and We know ahead of time.

When We get to the pool: We find that the hottub is fixed and We have time on Our second break to hottub. What a pleasant surprise. We are going deep into multiD everyday and the hottub seems to help Us go even deeper.

When We get back to the barn for Our PM section: We are told that Our driver (whoever “they” may be) have gone to base 3 to get Our bus (whatever bus that may be) and will come back to get Us. As We are sitting in dispatch zoning out: the supervisor who has been driving Our PM section most days comes in and asks why We are there and not out on route. We shrug and say that We are waiting for Our bus and driver. She goes to Our (and her) immediate supervisor and asks what is going on. That is when that supervisor real-Isis that We are quite late for Our first PM school. Our response was that “they” knew that We were here waiting for a bus and driver. What more could We do??????

Through All of this We are calm and patient.

Our PM driver is new to Our bus (We got Our regular route bus back) and Our route and the roads are a bit slick. Again: the kids do great with the situation. Several kids do not ride (as often happens on this section) and still We finish half an hour late. We are also okay with All this: We are calm, relaxed and patient. What We are NOT doing is freaking and getting angry. We also are NOT taking responsibility. Progress NOT perfection.

On the drive home We are very much both in 3D AND multiD. The roads are a little bit slicker than “they” have been for some reason. The reason (of course) is that We are creating this for the best for Us. Now: We ARE taking responsibility. We know that We ARE creating this and it IS working together for the best for Us.

We get home safe and sound (We Allways are We just do NOT Allways know that We are). We start warming up Our cabin (We notice that what We feel and the thermothingy are NOT the same) and call Our local friend. We learn that the errand that We had agreed to do for “them” is not until next week. We also have a message on Our answering machine telling Us to start on the bus and hour and a half early tomorrow. Oh joy and We are still okay with All this. We recognize that We ARE creating this for Our best. We pony hop. We set Our limiting thoughts and beliefs free with love.

We have a chilidog with “The Originals” and are going to dream around Our usual time. We do hope We get into dream and stay there a while.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD awareness, less 3D focus

11/3/2015

Today

More multiD awareness, less 3D focus

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:13 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dreamt well until One when We woke and had a hard time getting back to dream. We got up and played in multiD awhile and then We returned to dream. Somewhere during the night We real-eyesed that We have been more aware of Our dreams than We real-eyesed previously. These dreams are other lives that We are living and We remember “them” if only vaguely. Some are very similar to Our waking life and others are very different.

These memories kinda float and swim in Our mind. We are aware and yet not aware at the same time. This is part of moving into living multidimensionally. We are doing that more and more each day. It is a slow and gradual movement so We tend to miss it. We notice a cumulative affect. MultiD includes sooooo much: most of which We have denied up until now. Hard to remember what We denied for eons. We refused to acknowledge who and what We are. Then We Oneder why We theel like something is missing??????

These alternate, parallel and concurrent memories, lives and worlds are hard to describe because We never intended for Our words and language to describe anything except limitation. There is sooooo much more. We are sooooo much more.

We notice and real-eyes that even though We want to live limitless and free: still We cling to and demand Our limits. It is habit, it is Our programming. The good news is that We recognize what We are doing. We are also changing these patterns and habits and installing new limitless programming.

We continue enjoying the kids and learning from “them”. We are really glad that We can allow “them” to play even though it gets frustrating when “they” get too wound up and do not want to calm down. We are All learning. One of the nonverbal students is reaching out to Us (quite literally) more and more and We are thinking that We wished We were better at listening. Then We had the thought: perhaps many of insights We are getting these days ARE coming from “them”. Maybe We are better at listening than We think. Part of it is thinking/expecting to hear words. MultiD communication is usually not in words. MultiD communication is images and feelings. More learning. Thanks.

Again: We function is 3D All day without having much memory of what We do. We are much more focused in multiD and that is growing every day. As multiD becomes more familiar We will probably remember more of what We do in dream and waking. Interesting that most of Us talk about dream recall and now We are talking about waking recall. Our waking is becoming much like Our dreaming. We like that.

We are aware that since Our dreams are real: are alternate lives then what We experience in dream is not necessary to experience in waking any more. This has been going on for some time (with Us) and it is becoming more real for Us. We also keep flashing on some other lives and know that this is part of Our dream life that We are remembering. The more We get into this and practice appreciation and gratitude: the more pleasant and obviously worthy of gratitude Our waking becomes. We are NOT waiting to feel good to be grateful. We ARE grateful and as a result We feel gooder. We are living Abraham-Hicks’ “find a better feeling thought”.

We are also finding some articles that theel like people trying to fit/squeeze old pair-a-dime stuff into the new pair-a-dime. We do honor this and it may well be a necessary step along the path. However: We are also aware that We do not “have” to do this. Remember: We are going for being/living limitless and free of need. Being free of need is a hard concept for limitation 3d thinking/mindset to comprehend. We can perceive it fully until We begin to go there.

Again: by the end of Our route We are deep in multiD and wonder if We will be able to drive home. We are able to get back into 3D focus enough (multiD does include 3D) to walk and drive. At home We do whatever it is We do and warm the cabin up, etc. We ARE aware that what We do,feel and experience is All Our beliefs. Some of Our physical symptoms (of Our transitioning) are less and some are still very strong. Good or bad are beliefs and judgments. We set those free with love. Our pony hopping is evolving too. We forgive OurSelves and Our others.

Now: We go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another multiD day and 3D too

11/2/2015

Today

Another multiD day and 3D too

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:48 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Yesterday We were very much in multiD AND 3D functional. We were functional enough in 3D to do dishes and for Us that is quite 3D. We were so much in multiD that We forgot to type any entry here and a couple of other tasks We usually do. Have We ever mentioned being here AND there? We ARE living it. We ARE learning how to do this. We read several articles too that talked about what We are going through. One mentioned Our changing sleep patterns and suggested just going with whatever Our body wants. That is what We did last night and it did not seem like We slept much.

We know that We did a lot of dream work even though We do not really remember what it was. It was getting familiar with the new and We do not ever remember that until it is no longer completely new, until it is familiar. Whatever We did: We are rested and We were ready to get up a little earlier than normal. We also practiced being grateful for what We are going through and what We are doing. And yes: We did a lot of pony hopping.

It does certainly seem like the energies are supporting change on a massive scale and yet it is also quite subtle. We are not doing this alone but We ARE doing it individually. Each individual is doing it a little bit different. That is why there are sooooo many versions of Us, so many individuals. If We were All going to do it the same We would only need One of Us. It is still easy to judge those who are doing it different from Us. Especially those who are trying to change the outer before the inner and those who are looking for mass arrests and blaming the cabal and any others. However: We recognize what We are doing and We pony hop. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally. We forgive Us for judging and We forgive those We judge. It is All important AND valid.

We are enjoying playing in multiD and being in 3D. We never expected that.

Each day We are getting more and more into multiD and limitation is less and less important. We never real-eyesed, never had a clue just how much We cling to Our limits. We Allways thought (like everyOne else) that it was just the way it was and that it was pointless to kick against the goad. What a lie and We are the Ones that told it.

Our weather is quite different or knot. It is snowing quite heavily and not accumulating much. It is actually warm (barely below freezing) and yet driving is easy. We ARE in a different world than We real-eyes or expect. We ARE beginning to real-eyes. We enjoy the kids and (of course) “they” live in multiD. Some are aware of this and most are not. Hard to be aware of being different when it is the way You have Allways been. We are connecting more with the non-verbal students. “They” are reaching out to Us (quite literally) and allowing/inviting Us in. Our head does not comprehend and Our heart is thrilled. We do not know how to calm Our autistic student and “their” concerns about driving conditions. “They” want Us to tell “them” that is is not slick, that We will not use chains and We simply do not know if that is true. People make promises to calm children that We know We may not be able (or willing) to keep. We do not want to do that. We ARE learning. We are becoming more aware of unconscious behaviors like lieing to keep peace.

Everything that We used to think is important i snot. Unless: We want to stay stuck in limitation. Thinking that limitation rules and tasks, etc are important is very good for keeping Us stuck in limitation. We can not change Our world without changing Our thinking. That is what We are doing. Expecting certain results limits. Expecting Our “new” world and life to look and act a certain is just more limitation. We qualify Our expectations and that limits “them” even more.

We are quite deep into multiD by the time We return to base. We kinda Oneder if We will be able to drive. We seem to get into 3D focus enough to be able to walk and drive. That is probably a good thing. The drive home is uneventful even though it is barely below freezing and it has been snowing All day. We really are in multiworlds and is having an affect.

At home: We are barely focused in 3D and yet We do All Our 3D tasks. We have a chilidog for dinner and watch more “Person of Interest”. We find it interesting that it raises questions about privacy and government control yet it is based on the 9-11 incident being an act of terror by foreign terrorists. It is like it contradicts itSelf. It probably does reflect the majority opinion and beliefs.

We are going to dream around Our usual time. Will We get into dream easily?

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Exploring multiD while still in 3D

10/31/2015

Today

Exploring multiD while still in 3D

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:34 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

This morning We are reminded that everything We see and everything that We experience is actually Our beliefs, Our thoughts projected onto/into what We call Our world and Our reality. This world/reality is actually Our view screen, Our holodeck. We can not explain it better because We still have it bassackwards in Our mind. We think that life happens to Us instead of Us projecting whatever happens onto/into Our view. It is actually happening within Us and that is really hard to explain and grasp fully. We know it and yet it is not real to Us. Not yet. We do not live it even though We theel that We are beginning to live it.

Our beliefs in limitation 3D, in Our world being something external and more powerful than Us is very deep rooted. It takes time to get to these roots and set “them” free and plant new seeds and allow those to flourish. This is NOT about changing Our world: it is about changing Us. Then (and only then) will Our world really change. We get it that trying to change Our world from without is also Our projection and Our world will probably go through that before We change from within. Maybe not. Maybe We will be effective in changing things from the inside first. Or maybe there are worlds/uni-verses that support both. Of course there are.

We get to choose which to explore. Both: We choose both. No more either or. We really can have it All when We change Our thinking and beliefs. When We cling to limitation thinking then We get limitation. Imagine that.

Really getting it, really believing and living that We create Our own reality is hard. We have spent so long, sooooo much energy thinking and believing that We are victims of Our world, Our reality and Our life that it takes time and focus to change this, to add new memories and beliefs. Whether We think life is good to Us or bad it is still Our belief that We are the victim NOT the creator.

That said: We had difficulty getting to sleep and dream last night. We do not know why except that it is for Our best. We slept and dreamt in short sessions most of the night. We did notice that Our physical reaction to how We felt is quite similar to how some of Our students act. We are experiencing more of what it is like to be autistic. We are NOT really surprised. It is uncomfortable. We do not fit into Our physical bodies. No One does. We just believe that We do, until We don’t. We are reminded that the best way through this is gratitude and We keep practicing being grateful even when it does not feel good. We created it, so there! We are theeling that instead of trying to change what We created We would benefit more from remembering why We created it this way. No try involved: just be open.

We are spending Our day exploring multiD (which includes 3D) both in waking and dream. Mostly in dream and then when awake remembering that We ARE creating what We have in Our life. We ARE grateful. We appreciate Our power even when We use it to deny it.

An interesting day to be sure even though We do not remember what We are doing in Our dreams: We know that it is new and exciting and fun. We are mostly able to function in 3D when awake but it does take some concentrating since We are mostly exploring other dimensions and realities. We can take it slow and easy of All fronts. We ARE grateful.

We continue to be reminded that We ARE creating what We have/experience in Our life. It is easy to fall back into the old mindset and pattern of thinking that “life happens to Us” and now We are recognizing this much quicker AND choosing to change to acknowledging that We are creating and projecting Our life. Our thinking and beliefs ARE changing. Thank Us.

We are doing some 3D things and Our head is trying to revert to Our old way(s) of thinking. We recognize this and shift. We pony hop. We set it All free with love. We are NOT destroying or abandoning anything. We are adding new ways of thinking, acting, remembering and believing. This IS Our complete psychic change happening in real time (whatever that is).

Our head likes to plan. We can not plan a multiD life. Our plans are based on limitation thinking, beliefs and memories. A multiD life flows from Our imagination which is Our multiD thinking. We allow. We open. We set it All free with love. This is All new to Us. No road maps.

We do remember (now) that We have been visiting a fairly familiar world, reality, life from Our dreams a few years ago. It is set in some bit city or cities and are friends with a bunch of street kids. The kids live in abandoned buildings and We remember helping “them” make this habitat a bit more comfortable. We real-eyes that We do not know what the kids want in order to theel comfortable. We real-eyes that: if left to Our own devices We would impose Our values and ideas on “their” habitat. We choose to ask “them” what “they” want. We are amazed at the quality of art work in the graffiti. We allow the kids to make “their” own choices and be as free as is possible. How much freedom is possible depends on how much We allow.

In case We did not mention it: We are staying home today. The weather forecast is for more winter storm and then rain and then back to freezing this weekend. We wanna practice being here AND there. That is exactly what We are doing.

We slipped deep into multiD and even though We clearly see Our familiar 3D world around Us We also theel being in other worlds and other D’s. We are not yet familiar enough with the other D’s to describe “them”. We really do not know what We did in 3D the rest of the day and that is okay. It does seem like We had dinner and We do remember watching some of “The Originals”.

We may or may not go direct to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.