07/08/12

Another day within

Wizard's Log Star-date: 10:25:58 AM

Good morning. Very interesting and productive night at the dreams. We doubt that We will type up anything separate though We could probably fill volumes just from last night.

It was about owning Our others, owning this world We created. In ways it was hard but it was also a lot of fun. There was a lot of looking through the veil, seeing passed the facade. This world and the way We see it, OurSelves and Our others seems so solid, so absolute. It is as real as anything is real but it is far, far different from the picture We see. A big part of that is because We look at it or perceive in an inside out fashion.

Perhaps this is why We won't be typing a night school on this. It is the kind of thing that the only way to conceive of it is to experience it. We know that We have fed it into the grid where it can be processed (by those who desire to do so) on a level that is much more capable of understanding.

We got some input about connecting to Gaia and nature. Not sure how to put it into words. We were outside barefoot after a rain. The feeling was uncomfortable and We real-eyesed that this was Us NOT nature that was uncomfortable. Once again, it was/is unfamiliar. We need to expand and become familiar with nature and Gaia. We have spent eons disconnecting and thinking that the sensations/experiences that are natural are “bad”. Where did We get that?????? Once again the message to Us/Me is open up.

Also, in dream last night We got some stuff about the We/I wordage. It seems there may be times where I/Me is still appropriate because We are individuals as well as the collective. Perhaps it is another part of finding a balance??????

So We spent the day going within and integrating more aspects of OurSelf.

07/07/12

Being inside and outside the hologram

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:39:39 AM

Good morning. Interesting that Our dreams were clear last night but We remember no details this morning. It is about remembering what We really are. This morning We could see physical shifts and changes. We have changed the holographic image We live in.

The day seemed like a day of watching OurSelf participate (in a limited way) in the physical world. The energy is still not supporting much physical activity, it is supporting inner work and processing and integration.

It is like being outside, looking in a window and it is Us inside that We are watching.

07/06/12

Quiet exploration

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:57:09 AM

Good morning. We did a lot of dream work remembering what We really are. It seems We need to fully admit to and own those (shall We say) ugly and evil parts of Us in the now before We can access the more pleasant aspects that We have forgotten. This process can be called facing Our dark shadows AND Our golden shadows. It is a bit like a return path, skipping the nasty or difficult parts may not get Us where We want to go. It was difficult at first, but Once We go into it it got easier and much less painful. We were able to work a lot with Our others, being with “them” as “they” acknowledge these parts of “themSelves” and supporting “them”. Then together We are able to face Our golden shadows.

It does seem to be a major key which We have avoided to face and own Our darkness. We have given lip service to this but not really gotten into the meat/meet of it. Now, We are digging in. It is not as painful as One fears. This darkness withing, Our dark side, Our dark shadow is actually a part of love. Love is All there is. We have denied this and We believed Our denial. We have put love in a very small box here in limitation/separation 3D. Love is very expansive and Our awakening, Our ascension is about discovering and exploring this expansiveness.

And so We are spending the day exploring Our expansion, Our love. Partially in dream and partially in waking.

07/05/12

Dream, dream, dream

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:41:06 AM

Good morning. We experienced time travel last night. This is another first for Us. We have had memories of the passed, We have examined the passed but We are not aware of experiencing in the now living in the passed.

The very first thing We did was go back to dreaming. After returning to waking, We read several emails and articles.

We continue to feel that remembering All that We really are is a key. A very important key. We feel that this is a message that needs to be fed into the grid more than typed out or spoken. It needs to go to the heart and from there enter the mind. We theel that remembering what We really are will relieve a lot of the anger and frustration that is being felt. It feels like this anger and frustration is at the boiling point and it is taking a lot of venting to keep the world from boiling over.

A little more reading and then it will probably be time to return to day dreams.

We're getting some good input today. Many times over the years We have experienced the same or similar feelings where the energy just does not support doing anything physical. It took time but We have learned to honor this for the most part. Still, We wonder and question. Today We see that many of the passed instances were mainly to help Us be familiar and comfortable with this feeling. We are certainly much more comfortable with it now than the first time We noticed it. Then We also got the message that a big part of it is that We are not fully here in the physical. There are many physical activities that it is best not to tackle when not fully present in the physical. This makes more sense to Us and is helpful to Our peace of mind.

Spending the day in dreams and remembering what We really are.

07/04/12

A day to dream

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:38:09 AM

Good morning. We were a bit surprised to have another night that is a blank in Our memory. We could tell We were very deep, very, very deep and whenever We woke during the night (which was not as often as usual) there was no recall of what We had been doing in dream. We know that there was a shifting, a clearing and input but We can not remember anything.

We returned to dreaming and One of the things We experienced was being present for people as “they” wake. We went into dream focused on: “remembering All that We really are”. We processed this a bit. It will be quite a shock for most of Us but it might bring Us to less anger than just being exposed to the lies that We have All believed. To only learn that We have been lied to and cheated, mistreated, abused and enslaved is not going to sit well with most people. DUH

If instead We awaken to Our power and abilities, Our fullness then We can and will view these things from a different perspective. From this perspective it will be easier to practice (perhaps automatically) acceptance and compassion.

This led Us to experience being there as people wake to this. It was being a mid-wife or nurse that is present at the birth or a person coming out of a coma. These are both quite shocking events and there is need of comfort and soothing vibrations. This is One of the roles many of Us will be playing.

We were having some difficulty describing this experience as it was obvious to Us that it was not likely to happen in Our waking physical, certainly not in the way it was experienced. It finally dawned on Us that it is/was an aspect and experience of dream walking. This didn't dawn at first because We are very unfamiliar with being aware of what We do when dream walking.

We went to dream again and We dreamt of a proposal being submitted to world leaders for a totally new form of government. It is a government that serves the people. We have dreamt of this type of government before and spoken of it. In fact, it is even recorded in scriptures. The rulers shall be the servants.

Since We read an article saying that Our waking and sleeping tasks are merging, and had several dreams today We are starting a new category called: Daytime journeys. Some of this information will be repeated in the first entry.