05/24/13

Today:

First day of Our summer

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:43:20 AM

Good morning. Another fun and busy night in many different worlds. Little memory but lots of fun and smiles. We do not remember any important messages or insights, just experience of living in other realities and being able to move around and even be aware of being in more that One reality at a time.

Of course, not that long ago this would have been major. Now it is just another typical night, it is familiar. We do enjoy it, We love the friends We are spending Our nights with. This is about the opposite of how people spend the night together in limitation 3D yet We are bonding and connecting even stronger and deeper than We would by sleeping together.

Does this mean that playing together is better than sex? Well, maybe just different.

Whatever is going on with the air continues to be a mild irritant. We are more aware of it and bothered by it than We usually are with lots of forest fires around. We can not see or smell any smoke in the air but We certainly did sense it whenever We took a breath. It seems to have cleared this morning, it no longer feels like We are breathing smoke. Now, We just have the residual from doing so All night (or most of the night). We definitely theel that this is some part of Our morphing process. Like learning to breathe in water. Perhaps it is a change in Gaia's atmosphere. We know/feel that We could be experiencing ash from the volcanoes even though the news media is saying We are getting any or not enough to affect Us.

The forecast for today is rain but right now We have clear blue skies. That does not really mean anything. We could easily have a huge downpour and clear skies again by evening.

In case We have not mentioned it lately the cloud formations recently look and feel more and more like ships and even cities as well as living beans.

We do have several things that We would like to do today but the most important is taking it easy, extra dreaming and being playfull.

We are noticing the desire to mix it up, to do things differently. Our typical mindset is to establish routine and habit. We find that each morning We are wondering: “What is next in Our routine” and blah, blah, blah. But today We feel the desire to be more attentive to “now”. This is a major shift for Us and We want to live here.

We just opened the back door and now We are sensing the smoke again. It might be called smelling it but it is more like tasting it. Hard to describe as We do NOT remember sensing smoke (or anything for that matter) in quite this fashion.

We also find OurSelf missing the kids and thinking about different Ones. Feeling the connection. It does seem that some are looking for Us in “their” mind/dreams/ethers. That makes Us smile.

Our tomatoes seem to be recouping. We do not know if anything We did actually had any affect (except the pony hopping of course) or if “they” are just adjusting. We are happy to see “them” feeling better. We hope to be able to take All Our plants on “their” first outdoor adventure today.

We are finding it interesting that in the online groups We are in: people (for the most part) would much rather talk about the external events and changes rather than internal. This is a growing awareness over time. We have noticed it before, over the years but is seems that now this noticing in amplified. Once again, not saying good or bad, just different. Not All-ways easy to maintain this neutrality but getting better at it.

We theel it is time to return to dreaming. See You soon.

We dreamt of Our lives in other worlds and of course met new friends and played with “them” and old friends. It really is nice to find people We relate to and enjoy “their” company and friendship everywhere We go. In One dream We were working on/around/with school buses. “They” were physical but “they” were not limited. The buses could fly, there could be more than One bus or other objects in the same space without damage or injury. This (of course) increases the fun. It is kinda like playing bumper cars 24-7.

To Us, this confirms/supports Our growing belief that there are other/advanced versions of 3D which are not limited. Most of Us think that All 3D is limited. It seems that All 3D is physical but not limited. As far as We know at this time being physical is part of 3D, but Our current interpretation of physical includes limitation. We (everyOne that We know of) really can not even imagine the physical without limitation. Dreams of this will help Us.

Most people think that “they” want to escape or advance or wake out of 3D. We (most everyOne) think that We hate 3D. What We really hate and want to be done with is separation and limitation. We think We are trapped and that is what We hate. Nobody and no thing like feeling stuck and trapped.

As We were waking back to Our current limited but expanding physical reality We got a call from the unemployment office. We did not think We are eligible but We decided to file to check. It turns out that We are not currently eligible for regular unemployment but We are eligible for emergency benefits. The job search requirements are a little different and there is some stuff We have to do online additional and the benefits are a little less than regular but what the hey, it is money We were not expecting and will certainly be less that We have to take out of savings for the weeks that We do not work. We also have to redo Our online resume. We plan to do that today and get it done. We have the feeling that the expanded job search requirements will make Us aware of something more.

The sun is coming out bright and calling Us outside. We are still feeling the affects of the smoke (whether it exists in this dimension or another that We coexist in).

We updated Our resume. We should not have to do a job search this week since We worked most of the week. We will need to get a job search log online for upcoming weeks. We will (hopefully) do that later. The sun is out and calling Our name(s).

As far as We can tell everyOne (Our plants) enjoyed “their” outing into the outdoors. We had “them” out for about an hour in partial sun and partial shade. It was around sixty degrees where We had “them” which is a bit cooler than most of the cabin. It was about seventy in the window (not in direct sun) when We took “them” out and brought “them” back in. While “they” out breathing and sunning We redid the shelves in the front window another “One more time”. We bought another set of shelves like We have been using. These are slats rather than solid like the particle board We were using for the outer additional shelves. The solid particle board was giving Us claustrophobia. This is much better. We have saved the large center area for Our bigger pot transplants when We get a round tuit. We are a bit torn about where We want to keep Our All-ways indoor plants, in the center or off to the side. We do have the feeling that We may end up doing both.

We are having a bit of difficulty with relaxing and taking it easy. We want to run and do “everything”. It is good that We have so many years practice and experience at doing nothing. We will return to that in a slightly more balanced way, unless We do not.

We re-staked the largest tom with several stakes and added string to support the branches. We did find two leaves with holes in “them” so We probably have some type of bug. We will be getting a spray bottle to spray the leaves with soapy water.

So We played a bit at stuff outside and did some more decorating on Our tomato bucket. We returned to dream again too. We are having a hard time not fussing with the large tomato plant. We really theel that it needs some alone time but Our human (or limitation) personality wants to fuss with it.