05/13/13

Today:

Feeling something

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:44:02 AM

Good morning. Wow, lots more realities and We even have clearer memories. Maybe not clear, but more substantial than before. Many would be called futuristic, many would be called paradise. The thing is “they” are typical and “they” exist in the present. Every concept of paradise that We hold exists now. Every concept of a clean, sustainable and free future exists now.

When We use the word free, We are reminded how many people say things like: “If everyOne were given a million dollars right now the whole system would fall apart. No One would work, We would run out of everything.” Etc. That may well be true but does that justify keeping people in slavery? Yes, the whole system would fail, it is a debt and slavery system. And, it is a lie. And it is nearing its end. It is gasping its death breath.

These are the things that We are seeing in waking and dreaming both. We are also seeing that many (most) people are clinging to the old system because it is familiar. As long as “they” cling, “they” will get what “they” cling to. There are and will be other people living right next to “them” who will let go and find freedom. Eventually it will be like a snowball rolling downhill but it may be a very slow snowball. For those who choose to release the old system completely (and that is a big word) the change will begin immediately and somehow, it will not need to wait for anyOne else.

No One will wake and change at a pace that “they” can not handle. For Us (personally) the change has begun and it is gradual. It is like waking from a night's sleep naturally NOT like being woken by an alarm clock.

One thing that has All-ways struck Us and stood out when We remembered nothing else about other realities is the camaraderie that exists. The closeness and acceptance that people have. That is part of real-eye-sing We are All One and really should not be a surprise but it is sooooo different from what We currently see that it really stands out. Yes, there are also realities where separation is believed in but We do not even visit those very often. We are aware of “them” and We can view “them” to see how that is working for “them”. That is part of being limitless and We never again wish to return to limitation.

We keep getting the message that the galactics really do want to help but until We let go of Our old beliefs and lies there is very little that “they” can actually do. We know that many people think that “they” have done everything “they” can and in a way that is true. “They” have done everything “they” can. But, for the most part, “they” have NOT let go. It is not in the doing that the answer lies. It is letting go and being.

The cloud cities We looked at from the bottom yesterday are very real. We knew that at the time but that knowing and belief has been reenforced. Futuristic appearing things are available in the present. In fact, We are living and using these things now We just disguise it to uphold Our outmoded and outdated beliefs. We (personally) are aware of “their” existence and “they” appear in a hazy sort of “out of the corner of Our eye” type of way. “They” are becoming clearer and more substantial. As Our beliefs expand, Our reality changes.

We (most/All of Us) think that if We let go We will lose something/everything. This is part of the lie We tell OurSelves to keep Us in the game of separation/limitation. We get to swallow Our lies as long as We want. There are many different people playing out different versions and variations. That is how it should be and will be. There are many that We do not relate to and that too is very okay. We wish to support and honor every part and piece of the whole. The whole is not whole if even the tiniest piece is missing.

We real-eyes that We are living in a world that is not real to most people. Yet, Our world is fully populated. Another concept that is hard to grasp. One thing is that there are myriad versions of each of Us existing at different levels and dimensions and densities etc. Also, We are All living in the present. We coexist and until We gain Our multidimensional awareness We are not aware of this coexistence.

This morning We are sensing something but We do not quite know what it is. It feels related to the shift and transition that is ongoing. The weather turned cold again but it seems like more than that. Our students are talkative and playful but from the sounds of things on the radio there are an unusually high number of students not going to school today. We had three that did not ride and the autist was fighting with his brother when We arrived. Something was bothering him but We did not have any trouble with him. It seemed that he took it out on his brother. He wanted to hold Our hand for a bit on the bus which is unusual.

Something is in the air.

We get it that this “something” is about the change, shift, transition and transformation that is going on.

We have a short break between sections so We are staying at base and it is cold outside so We choose to be inside. There is way more conversation and activity in both the break room and dispatch than We would choose to be around. The conversation is very opinionated and animated. It would be (in the passed it was) very easy to get sucked in. Now, We can observe and be very grateful for Our world and the children's worlds. We really do prefer Our world that is full of children and “their” energy.

The A-dults are anxious. It shows. “They” are announcing “their” bravery by talking louder.

We know that part of Our discomfort today is because We are letting go and the head does not like that feeling. The head wants to think, to plan. The head thinks it needs a strategy. When will We learn that We are not at war? Yes, there are worlds where there is war. It could even appear that We live in such a world but that is NOT the world We live in any more. We keep being reminded of the world that the two rich brothers live in. A world where there is no poverty or hunger. We live in such a world, We just do not All-ways real-eyes it.

Our head (and this is probably true for many of Our others) does not (yet) know how to live in a state of detachment. It feels strange and even scarey to be in such a state. The head is used to planning and figuring stuff out. Whenever it tries to plan and plot, We are responding with: “let go”. The head: “I will” and the heart finishes: “let go”. Our head simply does not know how to deal with this. It gets frustrated. We are entering new territory and the head does not like it.

So, which came first: the shift or the choice?

We find that as We allow OurSelf to drift and go out (or in?) We feel much better. It is when We try to focus and make sense out of limitation 3D that We feel the angst and sense of loss. We real-eyes that this is only partly Ours, much of it is being broadcast by Our others.

The boy in the wheelchair has a birthday today, he is six. We are a bit surprised, We thought he said his birthday is the 14^th. He was drawing pictures on the sidewalk when We arrived with sidewalk chalk and his teacher was watching. He surprised Us again when he told Us about his friends drawing pictures of male and female private places and went on to name those private places. We did not talk like that (especially with A-dults) when We were his age.

The middleschoolers are middleschoolers, what more need We say. We know that other people would try to change the conversation. We try to allow “them” to be middleschoolers. We are concerned about how the others treat the awesome, invisible boy. No One-der he likes to be invisible but he also tries to be accepted and fit in. For right now the best We can do is send acceptance and concern and reenforce that he is awesome.

Because it is cold outside when We returned home We decided to light the heater again. However, the chimney is clogged with soot. We knew something was up but were unaware of what had actually happened. We got to spend some quality time with Our chimney so that the heater would work. We are also working on not being attached (negative or positive) to the situation and how We should deal with it in the future.