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Showing posts with label ho'oponopono. Show all posts
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Monday, August 29, 2022

The week begins

Another good day.  The students are great.  Our scheduling is still haphazard.  Times that changed Friday changed again today.  I ponyhop and it does get better.  Baby steps.

It does seem like autumn is here early.  Mornings are cold and most afternoons are still warm.  Lots of the fireweed has turned red and lots of tree leaves are gold.

My loud boy started to get loud a couple of times and I was able to calm and quiet him.  I'm not at All sure what the loud is about.  It is mostly noise, but does seem to be happy noise.  It may be about attention.  Sometimes he talks very clear and other times he is hard to understand.  Regardless: I Am glad I can calm him.

One boy missed the bus and We had to go back for him.  That made Us about 20 minutes late to Our first school.  He was very happy to see Us when We got back.

The boy who rides alone will have company starting Wednesday.  He had his tablet for kids today and was having a good time laughing at whatever he had on.  He was out most of last week and forgot where he sat.

My game player went right to her seat and sat down with a little direction from Me and mom buckled her in.  She will have her little sister joining her Wednesday or Thursday.  Lots of parents take "their" children the first day.

Preschool starts Wednesday so We will start having a noon section and get to meet several new students.  Preschoolers are usually My favorites.

Several students did not ride in the P.M. so We had an early afternoon.  Our non-verbal girl still has lots of smiles.  She really has a great smile.

One girl has said that she is ugly several times.  All I can do (in the physical) is tell her she is NOT ugly.  And I can send love and I do.  She and her friend can be a bit of a challenge and I do give "them" as much slack/space as I can.  Today the friend picked up All her trash and threw it away without being told or even asked.  I thanked her.

It is Allways nice to get off early and come home.

Friday, August 26, 2022

Friday

Ponyhopping works.  First of All it calms Me.  I repeat: "Please forgive Me.  I love You and I thank You.  Whenever the issue comes up again (and it Allmost Allways does) I repeat again.  My mind is like a dog with a bone worrying it until it is worn out and far beyond,  I did a lot of ponyhopping last night and this morning.

The children were great.  Some were a bit wired (probably because it is Friday) and it was happy wired.  We can work with that.  My loud boy started to get loud a couple of times and I was able to calm him.  Progress for sure.

Preschool starts next Wednesday.  I made My parent calls right after morning route.  Some of preschoolers whose pickup times were impossible for Us are going to PM preschool and so will not be on Our route.  This makes the times possible.

I did not have time to get as deep into dream as I have the last 2 days.

My PM students were great too.  My non-verbal girl is still happy, smiling and waving.  The last boy home did not show any signs of talking to him-Selves.  There is no seat directly across from him because that is where a wheelchair goes.  He was ducked down behind the seat in front of him most of the ride.

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Another good day

Each day gets a little better.  Sure glad I have the students to keep Me sane.

I've done and am doing a lot of ponyhopping (ho'oponopono U can Google it).  My current short version is: "Forgive Me.  I love You.  Thank You.  It is taking responsibility for everything that is/seems wrong in a person's life.  I use it because it works (for Me).

My little game player still had to have dad pick her up and buckle her into her seat but much less struggle and at school she got her lunch bag and got right off the bus.  Much, much better.  I did sit across from her a while and We shared lots of smiles.

The new boy was much more comfortable and did not mention being scared at All.

My loud boy was sleepy the whole ride and whenever I sat with him he rested his head on My shoulder.  Remember: I just met him last Wednesday.  (It's the little things)

The service dog rode yesterday and today.  Everybody likes her.  I had the student sit up front which worked very well since she likes to talk about video games and so does My driver.

Two high school boys are good friends and I told "them" that "they" could sit together and "they" had a really good time.  It's fun to hear laughter.

My non-verbal girl tried to talk to Me in sign but I don't know sign.  One of the other girls does know sign but she was having a rough day.  I will ask her to interpret.

Monday, March 18, 2019

A fond farewell for now

Today


A fond farewell for now




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We really enjoyed Our spring break. We did indeed spend Allmost All of it dreaming. Sooooo many worlds and new friends. We played a lot. Much more than We do in this limitation and separation world.

Our internet got really, really slow which was frustrating. We use the internet to entertain Us during Our brief waking spells. We ended up spending quite a bit of time trying to fix it. There were times that We could not even check Our email.

A tech came out and replace the modem and it still gave us fits after that.

Over the last weekend We called tech support again and did get it up to speed enough that We can do most things that We want: just very slowly.

This also makes it harder to do these posts. We do not have many readers and We have never been happy with the quality of Our writing here. If U check some of Our other writings U may see what We mean.

Therefore (and since words are hard when We are in multid) We have decided to stop posting on a daily basis.

We will probably post something(s) in the future and those will (hopefully) be more inspired and therefore better quality.

Moving into multiD is a daily process. We have wanted to show that 3D life goes on as We assend into higher realms. That is NOT a popular concept. Perhaps it is not even true for some.

It IS Our truth and experience.
Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

A short entry before spring break

Today


A short entry before spring break




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

Our coffeemaker woke Us and We likes that.

We can theel waking in multiD and We likes that too.

Thank Us.

It is Our last day before spring break and We are definitely looking forward to a week of dreaming.

We enjoy Our students as Allways and bid “them” All a good break. Most (if not All) are looking forward to the break too.

We are having a good day without much to comment on. Of course: what is now common would have been remarkable a few months ago.

We ARE living in multiD and every day We go a little deeper.

We are gonna close this on that note.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Friday, March 8, 2019

More 3D within multiD

Today


More 3D within multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We theel multiD and it is becoming more familiar.

Thank Us.

We have a mandatory ten minute early checkin because of the weather: warm, wet snow.

Our first student did not ride. Our dispatcher was not sure if grandma had called or not. We went partway (to Our first pitstop) and waited for dispatch to call and confirm. Sure enough: “they” are a no ride today.

Our second rider did not come out. That is kinda unusual. We only have One rider for highschool. “They” are very happy today. “They” get to go to the icepark.

Our first rider to Our gradeschool is not riding. Our last rider does not come out. We have One rider to this gradeschool too.

For Our second gradeschool: The first kid’s dad came home last night and walks “them” to the bus. “They” keep making excuses to postpone the separation. Eventually “they” part and do fine on the ride.

Both siblings ride and are in very good moods.

At school We tell the teacher that dad is home for the One student.

We go hottub and get a good corner. We get back to base right on time.

Both students ride on Our noon section. “They” are in good moods. “They” wanna play with Our sunglasses again and do pretty well sharing. This is the last day We will see “them” until after spring break.

We finish Our parent calls and then go get gas. We still have time for a little Wifi and lunch.

We even get a little dream time before Our PM section.

Both kids ride from Our first PM school. Both had sugar and are playful.

Several kids do not ride on Our PM gradeschool. One autistic student is having a very hard time coming out. We go to see if “they” might respond well to Us. When We call “their” name “they” do stop the tantrum for a few minutes and look right at Us. We All thought that “they” might be gonna come out. It does not last. The child is very upset and noOne knows why.

The kids have fun today.

At the last stop We get stuck in the driveway. We have to walk the student to the door. Mom says that “they” might get transferred to the closer school over spring break. We will miss “them”. It will be much better for the student to go to school so close to “their” new home.

It takes over an hour to get the bus out.

We have a beerdog at Our pitstop. Tasty. We know that this will be dinner.

We go straight home and play in multiD a bit. Our cabin warms quickly and We are real ready to go dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, March 7, 2019

Fairly typical multiD with a warm, wet snow

Today


Fairly typical multiD with a warm, wet snow




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

Two more wakeups and then spring break.

We are still theeling about the student that We had last year. We send love and energy. We know that this is actually more powerful than anything We could ever do in the physical. However: We are sooooo physical oriented that We do wish We could do something in the physical. We ARE learning. We ARE energy beans and so are “they”.

Thank Us.

We are theeling more and more deeper and even deeper in multiD.

All of Our students ride and “they” take Us to dream and visit “their” world(s). Our resisdance is less and this is getting familiar. As it becomes familiar it gets more comfortable.

One gradeschooler is going somewhere for a doctor’s appointment tomorrow. The story has changed many times.

The student having a birthday is excited because “their” father is coming home tonight.

We go hottub on Our first break. Allways like a portal deeper into multiD.

Both of Our noon students ride. “They” are both playful. “They” like playing with Our sunglasses and are pretty good at taking turns. One tends to get mad easily. The mad is shortlived.

We go for lunch and Wifi on Our second break. We do enjoy people watching too.

It is warm (close to freezing) and it has started snowing.

Both students ride at Our first PM school. Both are playful.

Several students do not ride at Our PM gradeschool. Some are playful and some sleep.

The roads are a little slick. There are several cars off the road. We finish about normal time even though We have less students.

Traffic is slow going home. A car has spunout on the highway out of town (towards home).

We are deep in multiD when We get home.

Our cabin warms fairly quick and We play in multiD with a small dinner. Our internet is slow. Our driver said that her internet has been slow too and it is not working right on her Ipad.

Dispatch called to tell Us what We have an early checkin tomorrow because of the weather.

We are ready for dream a little early.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, March 6, 2019

We care about Our kids a lot

Today


We care about Our kids a lot




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We ARE evolving. We ARE waking and walking in multiD and multiworlds. We can theel it.

Our familiar waking world is no longer the only world to Us. Our limitations no longer rule Us and Our lives. We no longer have only One life. We no longer fear death.

Thank Us.

Our morning goes smooth. Our subdriver makes better time and We are only a few minutes late to highschool. The students take Us to dream and visit “their” world(s). This is getting more familiar and Our resisdance is much less.

We are pretty much on time for Our gradeschools. We enjoy observing these kids. The first One is getting more talkative. The second is generally friendly and quiet.

At some point dispatch asks Our subdriver to drive Our noon section too. She agrees.

The radio chatter brings up conversation about some of Our foster kids who are picked up by other buses in the morning. Our subdriver tells Us that a kid We had last year is NOT doing well this year. This is sad because We really like the kid and “they” were so nice and well behaved on the bus. We send love and energy.

Our first kid for Our second gradeschool has birthday party invitations for a few others. “They” have One for One of Our siblings. That sibling is having a bad day and does not come out. We can tell that this upsets the One with the invitations. We ask if “they” wanna give the invitation to the other kid’s mom. “They” do and We let “them” get up and come to the door to give it to her.

Afterwards: We comment that this autonomy to bend the rules is One of the reasons We like this job. Little things mean a lot. The kid with the invitations has made a lot of progress on Our bus this year. This was a little reward that is well deserved.

We go hottub on Our first break. We get a good corner. We relax and drift deeper into multiD.

Both students ride on Our noon section. “They” do well. We warned the driver that sometimes One acts up. “They” both had a great ride.

We go for lunch and Wifi on Our second break. We take some lunch with Us to eat on the road.

We tell Our regular driver about the student from last year. We both really like “them” and We are both concerned and upset.

Neither of Our students ride from Our first PM school. This is quite unusual. We miss “them”.

Most of Our kids ride from Our PM gradeschool. When it is time to pass out toys We learn that both twins want the etch-a-sketch. We have a second One that We get out at the next stop. We learn that another kid also likes to draw. We are kinda surprised. One twin falls asleep and the other kid gets to use that etch-a-sketch.

The two spend the rest of the ride scribbling and erasing. The erasing seems to be as much fun as the drawing.

Our last rider is not riding so We finish just a little early. We are deep in multiD. We are only barely in 3D yet functional.

At home We play in multiD and have a little dinner. We dished up more than We wanna eat.

Soon: We are ready for dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, March 5, 2019

More awareness of living in multiD

Today


More awareness of living in multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We are aware of waking in multiD. We open and allow. We allow more and resist less. We ARE learning to be human “beings” NOT human “doings”.

Thank Us.

All of Our highschoolers ride. We have Our usual subdriver and she gets Us to school faster. This gets Us to Our gradeschools close to on time.

As usual: the kids take Us to dream and visit “their” world(s). We are resisting less every day. We are becoming more familiar with these other worlds every day.

Thank Us.

Our dispatcher asks Us if Our driver is gonna be in for Our noon section. We have no idea. She did not say anything to Us.

We go hottub on Our first break. Nice. We even get some time with bubbles because We took Our time getting to the pool and out to the hottub.

We get back to base with a few minutes to spare. We ask if Our driver came in and nobody seems to know. We check and she is not here. We tell dispatch that she is not here and We need to leave in three minutes. “They” get another driver to cover and he skips the pretrip. We leave on time. Both kids ride. The One is very cooperative and the other is awake and playful. Daylight does make a difference. As One supervisor used to say: “Kids are solar powered”.

We get gas and then go for lunch and Wifi. We have a little difficulty with Our Kindle reader and start a new book. Looks interesting.

Both of Our students ride from Our first PM school. One is playful and the other is into “their” internet.

Several kids from Our PM gradeschool do not ride. Most riders are sleepy and it is a pretty quiet ride. Our preschooler is awake and playful.

We finish a little early.

We stop at the post office on the way home. Both orders of Our new vitamins have arrived. We are pleasantly surprised. We only expected One order to arrive and this saves Us a trip to the post office later in the week.

At home: We ARE in multiD. We play while Our cabin warms. We are not very hungry and only have a small dinner before being ready to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Monday, March 4, 2019

Learning to live as love in the physical

Today



Learning to live as love in the physical





Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.


Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.


We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.


We wake grateful.


We theel being in different worlds: multiworlds.


Thank Us.


We ARE experiencing Our transition into Our true nature: love.


Our regular driver is back again this morning. The kids like having her back.


School district has not fixed Our route times so We are late again and will run late until “they” fix Our times.


The kids are in multiD and that is where We really meet with “them”. “They” take Us to dream and to visit “their” world(s). We ARE beginning to recognize some of those world(s). We like theeling this.


We have One long break on Fridays. We get a lot of shopping done. We ARE deep in multiD and fairly functional in 3D. Some days it is harder to function in 3D and some days it is easier. We often have to pay attention to things that We used to do on autopilot. This is One of the things that used to keep Us locked in limitation. It was easier.


Both students ride at Our first PM school. One sleeps and One plays on the internet.


Most of Our students ride from Our PM gradeschool. The newest student (who was having such a hard time) walks out to the bus by “themSelves”. “They” enjoy the ride and play with the twins. It is great to see.


We are very deep in multiD.


At home We bring in Our groceries and play in multiD while Our cabin warms.


We have dinner and are very ready to start Our weekend dreaming.
Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Friday, March 1, 2019

Learning to live as love

Today


Learning to live as love




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We woke early and got up to lite Our heater then went back to dream. Now: Our cabin is toasty warm: NICE.

We are experiencing Our transition. We theel it. It does theel real even if We can not (yet) fully imagine it.

Thank Us.

We continue to drift in dream and multiD throughout Our day. Learning to live (as Love) in 3D within multiD.

Our kids are great. “They” take Us to dream. “They” share “their” world(s) with Us. We are starting to flash in and out of different worlds. We ARE aware of living in multiworlds and multiD. It takes a lot of getting used to.

MultiD and multiworlds are becoming normal and familiar.

Thank Us.

Our first student does not ride so We have a lot of time to fill. We have breakfast and Our subdriver has shop replace a broken light.

We do not appreciate this subdriver seeming to kinda take over Our route. She is trying to talk to the kids and We know that she means well. However: she still does not know Our kids as well as We do AND she is much more mainstream than We are.

We remind OurSelves that We ARE creating Our reality. We ARE making it up as We go along. This is NOT Allways comfortable because it is often unfamiliar.

Our regular driver says she will drive tomorrow morning. We would like to have her back full time and settle back into Our routine. Perhaps that is not the best though?

We get to hottub on Our first break. We get bubbles. We like bubbles.

Both kids at Our first PM school. One goes to dream and takes Us with “them”. The other tells Us that “they” have a new phone with free internet. “They” are laughing at whatever it is that “they” are watching.

Our afternoon gradeschool is beyond Onederfull. The latest rider seems to have come out of “their” shell and We ARE amazed and delighted. “They” play and open up to the other kids. “They” share with the other kids and everyOne has a great time.

Awesome. Our driver opens her Ipad to some kids movies at just the right time. It goes over very well.

We real-eyes throughout Our day that We are living deeper and even deeper in multiD.

Thank Us.

At home We decide on nachos for dinner. We have dinner as Our cabin warms up.

We ARE ready for dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, February 28, 2019

Continuing to learn living in multiD

Today


Continuing to learn living in multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We woke early again. We are not used to Our new schedule. We appreciate the extra half hour of waking dream time. We lay in bed rehearsing Our mantras.

We ARE evolving. We theel. We ARE different than We were even a few days ago. We ARE transitioning. We are also hanging onto the old because it is familiar. We seek change AND We fear change.

Thank Us.

Our regular driver is back and We are doing livetimes on Our highschool section. We need more time so that We can get to school on time. Being late for highschool makes Us late for Our first gradeschool too.

As usual: We enjoy Our kids. We pay attention AND We allow. We do let the kids be kids.

All the kids are glad to see Our driver back and most say so. One student is non-verbal and gets a huge grin when “they” see her.

Because of the gap between Our gradeschools We still finish on time.

We go hottub. The bubbles are going and the tub is full. One guy notices Us standing there waiting and gets out to make room. We thank him.

The tub and the bubbles feel great.

Both of Our noon kids ride. We are happy to see the One who has not been riding. “They” really seem to be finding “their” voice. The other is tired and just lays down the whole ride.

Back at base: We learn that Our driver only came in to do the livetimes. We kinda suspected that.

We get gas and then go for Wifi and lunch. We take Our time.

We have just a little dream time back at base.

Both of Our kids ride from Our first PM school. The One falls asleep right away and the other rocks out.

Most of Our kids ride from Our PM gradeschool. Most are playful. The One (who has been having a rough time) does great. Smiles and All. Mom did put something in “their” backpack for ride home. We do not know how to explain or describe it. The student has fun. It is sooooo nice to see “them” happy.

As the ride goes along most go to dream and take Us with “them”. Our resisdance is slowing.

At home We are not hungry and decide to have a peanut butter and jam samich. Tasty.

We ARE ready to dream a little early. We leave Our heater on low. Soon: We are too warm and get up to turn Our heater down and then go back to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, February 27, 2019

More deeper into multiD

Today


More deeper into multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We ARE evolving. We can theel it. Our world remains mostly the same while We evolve and expand. Learning to live as love. Learning to live “in” the world and not be “of” the world.

Thank Us.

We ARE experiencing expansion. Assension is certainly NOT what We expected.

It seems that Our transition is most noticeable when We first wake.

All of Our kids ride. It does seem that Our highschool section is now scheduled too tight. We are running a little late again.

The kids take Us deep into dream and to visit “their” world(s). We are beginning to have a little recall of/from “their” world(s). Interesting. We do theel that We have visited “them” in full dream at night too.

With Our new scheduling We are running about five minutes late. Because there was a little gap between gradeschools We finish on time.

Our gradeschoolers are “their” typical Selves. We do enjoy “them”. Our preschooler is starting to talk just a little bit more.

We go hottub on Our first break. We get a good corner. Very relaxing and it does help Us drift deeper and even deeper within. Within is where multiD lives.

We ARE love. We ARE learning how to live as love. MultiD IS unconditional love.

Only One noon kid rides again. “They” are better behaved and Allmost fall asleep. We allow as much as We theel that We can.

We go for lunch and Wifi and juice on Our second break.

We get back to base with a little dream time. It is warm enough (with the sun shining through the windows) that We do not need the heater in Our chariot.

One student gets picked up on Tuesdays so We only have One rider from Our first PM school. Even though “they” do not talk much We do theel We are getting closer at deeper levels.

“They” announce on the radio that We can now park Our cars on A wall again. It has been a couple of years. This really helps with the number of plugins.

Thank Us.

Some of Our PM gradeschoolers do not ride. The Ones that do are playful for a while and then dreamy. “They” clearly take Us to dream with “them”.

Thank Us.

Our needs and desires ARE changing. We continue to theel the change more than see it. It will become visible as We open and allow. We are envisioning something seen at a distance and blurry coming into focus.

At home: Our cabin warms kinda faster because it is warmer outside.

We play in multiD and have dinner. Soon: We are ready for dream a little earlier than We have been. It is partly because Our cabin is warm sooner and it IS welcome.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, February 26, 2019

More experiences in 3D within multiD

Today


More experiences in 3D within multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We get to dreamin about half an hour now. One of Our highschoolers is riding big bus. We still woke at Our usual time and got to relax and rehearse Our mantras. We did drift in a little bit.

We had a great weekend of dreaming and living in multiD (when awake). More worlds to explore and more new friends to play with. More insights into Us too.

We are reminded that this is a world where We completely forget who and what We are. We have truly forgotten and denied Our true nature. The false seems totally real. We do appear (and live) to be victims. Victims of Our Own creations?

We forgive Us. We love Us AND We thank Us.

It is a little cold this morning. Not as cold as Friday.

Our kids take Us to dream and visit “their” world(s). We enjoy it IF We do not resist.

As We approach the highschool the “Check Transmission” light comes on. The bus does not seem to have any power. Dispatch tells Us to deliver Our kids and come back to base for another bus. This makes Us over half an hour late. We were Allready late because of road conditions.

We still have two riders for Our first gradeschool. Another route covers Our second gradeschool. We finish about Our usual time.

We go hottub and get to have bubbles. Very nice. Even though We got a late start We stay in the whole fifteen minutes.

We get back to base in plenty of time.

We have Our route bus back because whoever test drove it did not have any problem. “They” seem to be blaming Our subdriver. We leave a little late because the bus was buried in the barn. That is probably gonna be the case with the newest parking order.

We remember that We ARE creating this. We have a belief that corporations and jobs (in general) are bad. We create evidance to support this belief. We ARE very good at proving Our limiting beliefs true.

We only have One rider on Our noon section. “They” are acting up. We theel that “they” are hyper and quite tired. “They” say that “they” do NOT like Us and then lay down with “their” head on Our lap? We do like this kid even though “they” are a bit difficult on days like this.

We finish early and stop at the minimart for a hotdog (actually two bratwurst with sauerkraut) and then go check Our mail. Our package did not arrive. We will have to check the tracking when We get home as We had gotten an email saying that it had arrived.

We have time to stop to get milk.

We even have a little dreamtime. We are parked in the sun and it is quite warm through the windows.

We have both kids from Our first PM school. One sleeps and the other rocks out. Typical.

A few kids do not ride from Our gradeschool. The One kid is having a hard time again. Several teachers and aids try to help. Eventually We get “them” seated and buckled. It is a bit disturbing for several kids.

Most of the kids sleep. We enjoy watching and allowing.

We tell the One kid’s foster mother that she really needs something to do on the bus. “They” really are trying to fix the situation. In the meantime We need some type of entertainment on the long ride.

We finish late because We got a late start. It is much warmer now.

Homeward bound and We are deep in multiD.

We bring in Our groceries and start warming Our cabin.

We play in multiD and multiworlds and have a small bit of nachos for dinner.

We turn the heat down a little early so it is still warming when We are ready to go dream. We go to dream a little early and leave the heater on low.

It is interesting that We theel overwarm AND chilled. More experience that how We theel comes from inside and not from anything outside of Us.

We ARE learning.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Monday, February 25, 2019

Another cold 3D day within multiD

Today


Another cold 3D day within multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We wake a little before Our coffeemaker and We ARE grateful. We lay in bed imagining/allowing living in multiD. We ARE living in multiD. It is just that We have denied it and demanded limitation for sooooo long that We believe that IS Our natural state.

We ARE multiD. We ARE beginning to allow OurSelves to experience multiD.

Thank Us.

We ARE reminded that multiD IS unconditional love.

We ARE learning AND experiencing that We ARE living Our beliefs manifest as what We call (and believe to be) Our world.

It is cold this morning. We dress a little warmer. We have another bus and it is colder than Our regular bus. Our highschool section is the worst because of the long stretches of highway We have on it. The other sections are in town.

We ARE reminded that We ARE creating this. We go back and forth with being comfortable and being miserable.

Thank Us.

The kids still take Us to “their” world(s). It is generally warmer there: more temperate.

We really cannot even imagine what reality is like. We are soooo used to Our fantasy of suffering and struggle to survive.

Why We chose to explore and experience this house of horrors We surely do not know. Musta seemed like a good idea at the time.

We went to WalMart on Our break and then to hottub. We are taking Our time. We let Our chariot idle. As the sun comes up it is warming up. Still chilly though.

We get gas and groceries.

We see Our route bus coming back from shop.

We got done with lunch and shopping about half an hour earlier than We meant to.

At base We go in to explain why We left the other bus low on fuel. We stir up a real hornet’s nest because We wanna go back to Our route bus. The policy has changed and “they” wanna leave Us in the other bus.

The manager is there when We explain about leaving the other bus low on fuel. He okays Our getting Our route bus back because the other bus is short on seats for Our PM gradeschool section. He also sends another driver to fuel the other bus.

We really dislike the chaos We caused. We do get Our route bus back which is much better for Us. That part is good. The chaos and emotions flying around are uncomfortable.

Both kids ride from Our first PM school. One falls asleep and the other is into “their” music. We can barely keep the sleeper from falling outta “their” seat.

Several of Our gradeschoolers do not ride. We are still glad that We have Our route bus and are not crowded. Most of the kids sleep.

This short week was a long week for All of Us.

At home We are way deep into multiD.

We have dinner and are ready for dreaming. We start Our weekend playing and dreaming.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Friday, February 22, 2019

More learning to live in cold 3D within multiD

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More learning to live in cold 3D within multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We ARE learning to wake and walk in multiD. It IS a process.

Thank Us.

Another typical day in 3D within multiD. We ARE denying less and allowing more.

Thank Us.

Our kids take Us to dream and to visit “their” world(s). It is better when We resist less and allow more. We ARE enjoying OurSelves more. We ARE spending more time being aware of living in multiD and being multidimensional.

All of Our kids ride and We enjoy each One.

We enjoy more the less We resist and the more We allow.

It is cooler this morning. We prefer warmer. We ARE creating it.

We hottub on Our first break. We do not get bubbles. We do get the best corner. It is very nice. It IS a 3D experience that allows Us to slip deeper into multiD.

We have a subdriver on Our noon section. Only One student rides so We finish early.

We go to Safeway for lunch and Wifi. We relax and take Our time.

We have a little dream time back at base.

Both kids ride from Our first PM school. The One is tired and falls asleep right away. The other is into “their” music. We allow.

We fuel between schools. Our subdriver Oneders if We really need to. We tell her that We have been fueling every day.

We have most of Our gradeschoolers. The One who has been having a rough time is doing better today. When We get “them” home the foster mom says “they” got more sleep last night.

The rest of the kids are playful and some go dream and take Us with “them”.

We take Our bus to shop (after route) for some needed repairs. Shop says that “they” do not have the right dipstick and have to replace the entire mount. We tell Our driver that We thought “they” were gonna say “replace the entire engine”. She thinks that is hilarious and tells Our assmananger that when We get back to base. He is not sure whether to believe it or not. That is how possible it is.

We are deep in multiD. Deeper and even deeper.

At home Our cabin is pretty cold and warms fairly fast. It is around +10.

We play in multiD a bit and have dinner with more “Endeavor” before Our cabin is fully warm.

We leave Our heater on low and go dream.
Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, February 21, 2019

A typical 3D day learning to live in multiD

Today


A typical 3D day learning to live in multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We woke a few minutes before Our coffeemaker and lay in bed rehearsing Our mantras. We love Us AND We thank Us.

We had a great weekend dreaming and introspecting. More insights into Us.

We had an inservice meeting yesterday and it was pretty awful. Lots of complaining and on and on. Most of it did not really apply to attendants. We wanna do better.

We did get to hottub after and We went for water at the spring.

It was a little hard to get to sleep since We were so rested from the long weekend. We got back up and watched more “Endeavor”. After that We went right to dream.

We know AND We ARE experiencing that We create Our own reality. Even inservice meetings.

We did not do laundry because it was a holyday and many places We would normally go to get things done was closed. Places like the pool. Imagine: a laundry with no hottub??????

We woke to over six inches of new snow Monday. We called our plowguy. He said he was surprised too.

It is cold this morning. Our chariot did not wanna start. We persisted. We dressed a little warmer than usual. We ARE getting it that it IS All relative. It still amazes Us. What We were Allways taught just is NOT true.

The world is NOT absolute. NOT at All.

We are having a typical. What is typical now used to be remarkable. We ARE learning to live as love in multiD. Some does still amaze Us. We open AND allow.

Thank Us.

We found out this morning that One of Our highschoolers is deleted. We will miss “them”. “They” are gonna be riding big bus. We ARE happy for “them”. We Ondered why “they” were on a sped bus. “They” are at One address two weeks and another address the next two weeks and then back. There are big busses going by both addresses going to the other highschool though.

One of Our gradeschoolers does not ride. The gamer fell into “their” game and did not hear Us tell “them” We were getting close to school.

“They” are a little rattled when “they” realeyes that We are at school.

We have All of Our riders for Our second gradeschool. We have to get down on the One about bossing Our preschooler around. We end up telling a teacher about the behavior.

We go hottub. It is crowded and “they” make room for Us in a good corner. Soon: others start getting out. This is typical. We enjoy Our bubble corner.

One noon kid does not ride. Mom is there and says “they” will ride tomorrow. She promises that “they” will ride tomorrow.

We go for lunch and Wifi. We get some cheddar broccoli soup to go with some ham that We have thawed at home. We also get a Starbucks because it sounds really good.

Both kids ride from Our first PM school. One is playful and the other is having a really good time with “their” music.

Most of Our gradeschoolers ride. The newest One really does NOT wanna take the long bus ride home. We All understand. We leave a little late. The teacher for this student brings her out to the bus. This is the first time We have met the teacher because the student is regular ed.

Most of the students fall asleep. Must have been a busy weekend for All.

We enjoy the rest of the kids (sleeping and waking). We let the One cry “themSelves” to sleep. That is hard. We wish that We could do more. We offer everything that We can think of.

We run late because of the late start. We explain the why to the concerned parents. We tell One parent that “their” child (who does NOT seem to even be in this world) that “their” child was quite concerned with the child who was having a hard time. The parent said: “Empathy?” A good choice of words.

At the last stop We tell the foster mom what happened. “They” had meetings the last two days and are trying to get the situation resolved. Moving the system is NOT easy.

We are way deep in multiD by the time We finish and even deeper by the time We get home. We are not very hungry at home and decide that fish sounds good for dinner.

We got home late and wanna go dream soon. We eat sooner than usual and it still late because We got home later.

We leave Our heater on low and go dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

Another typical 3D day within multiD

Today


Another typical 3D day within multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We woke several times during the night. At One point We turned Our heater off though We only meant to turn it down.

We theel that We are waking in a slightly different world this morning. We theel a slight shift within.

We are reminded that We only have Our memory to verify that We do wake in the same world, reality and dimension morning after morning. Is Our memory accurate?

Thank Us.

We ARE looking forward to dreaming in for four days. We wanna do laundry and We have an inservice meeting on Tuesday. Even those days We do NOT have to get up as early so We get to dream in.

One highschooler did not ride. The rest take Us to dream. We are resisting less and less. Life flows better when We allow.

Most of Our gradeschoolers ride. We enjoy observing this group a lot. We allow.

All of Our kids ride to Our second gradeschool. “They” are doing well too. “They” have a short ride to school.

We go to Walmart and a minimart to start Our long break.

Next We go hottub. There is a valentine’s potluck at the pool with some really good eats. We overeat a bit. There is a handicapped girl there who is usually pretty angry looking. She was having a blast. Treats ARE good for the soul.

We go for weekend groceries to be well stocked up for the long weekend.

We have a little dreamtime before Our PM section.

One kid was out sick at Our first PM school. The other is into “their” music and having a good time as usual.

Most of Our gradeschoolers ride. The newest student rides and is having a hard time. “They” tell Us that “they” do not like being the last One home everyday. We tell “them” We understand. We have to do the route the way school district says to and “they” live the furthest from the school.

We are deep in multiD when We finish and very ready to start Our long weekend of dreaming and multiD.

We bring in Our groceries and have dinner. Soon: We are ready for dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Friday, February 15, 2019

Another cold day in multiD

Today


Another cold day in multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We left Our heater on low last night and it still got a little cool inside. We got up in the middle of the night and plugged in Our chariot so the heaters would come on just before We get up. It seems to be getting colder outside.

We woke a little before Our coffeemaker and lay in bed rehearsing Our mantras and theeling grateful.

Thank Us.

An uneventful morning. That IS a good thing.

One highschooler is on the no-ride list. The riders take Us to dream. We are certain that “they” share “their” world(s) with Us.

One of Our gradeschoolers does not come out. One has valentine’s cupcakes for “their” class today. “They” say that if “their” mom has extra tomorrow “they” will bring Us some. We say that would be nice.

All of Our kids ride to the second gradeschool. “They” are in good moods. One has candy to share. “They” have fun sharing it.

At school very little coaxing is needed.

We go hottub and We get to have bubbles.

Only One kid rides on Our noon section. We are connecting a lot.

We go for lunch and Wifi. We finish early because of only having One rider and not having any shopping to do.

It is kinda cool. We do not theel like plugging in Our heater. We only have a few minutes and We leave Our chariot running.

One student is absent at Our first PM school. The driver who is leaving gives Us a hug. We really are NOT into hugs.

Most of Our gradeschoolers ride and finish a little late. The newest student does not like the long ride. “They” cry through the first two stops. Then “they” get through it and play Our driver’s Ipad.

The other kids are quite playful. Most wear “themSelves” out and take naps. “They” definitely take Us to dream. We do not resist.

Resisdance IS futile. We are going where We wanna go. Why resist?

At home it is a bit cold. We have dinner while playing in multiD. We do not even let the cabin warm fully before going to dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, February 14, 2019

Another warm day in 3D within multiD

Today


Another warm day in 3D within multiD




Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful.

We woke just before Our coffeemaker started.

Thank Us.

We ARE waking walking in multiD. Even though it still looks the same: it theels different and We know that We ARE evolving. We ARE multidimensional. We ARE starting to live multidimensionally.

Thank Us.

Our plow guy did come soon after We got into dream. It snowed a little since Our last trip outside.

We are remembering and experiencing (more and more) that love and multiD ARE Our true nature.

We got stuck in Our first driveway. We had not given any thought to how much snow We had since yesterday. Our subdriver had back problems and she is hurting. She tried to dig Us out to no avail. She called in nearly in tears. Dispatch sent Our ass manager out with another driver in the company suburban.

The driver tried to put One chain on with no success and We had to help her up when she gave up.

When Our rescue got there “they” got stuck and We had to dig and push “them” out several times. After a while We finally got both the bus and suburban clear.

We got to talk to granma a bit and find out what has been going on with the family. We had been curious and did not wanna ask.

We were not sure if Our regular subdriver was gonna finish the morning or go back with the manager and the other sub finish. We asked Our driver and she too had gotten the impression that she was supposed to finish. We asked if she was okay for that. She is not. We asked if she wanted Us to talk to the manager? He came to the door and finally asked and she said she did not think that she should drive any more today.

The other driver is from base 2 and We had never met him before. He did fine. He seems to have quite a bit of experience. We ended up only picking up One student for the morning because We are so late. Another route did Our second grade school and parents took the other kids.

We only had time to get some lunch to go on Our first break. We are on the bus going to pick up kids.

Only One kid is riding again. We do not know why mom is picking the One up every day.

We finish early since We only have One rider.

We get gas for Our chariot. We do not think that We have time to hottub without rushing. We take Our time with a nice, hot shower. We probably would have had time to hottub. We stop at the store for milk on Our way and get back to base right on time.

Several people ask if We are okay because of the morning radio traffic.

Both riders ride from Our first PM school. One falls asleep right away and takes Us to dream. The other is deep in “their” music. An interesting combination.

Two gradeschoolers do not ride. The rest are pretty playful. One twin seems to get upset and then falls asleep. We kinda figured “they” were tired when “they” got upset. “They” took Us to dream also.

We are deep in multiD when We get back to base.

We are even deeper in multiD when We get home. We play in multiD with dinner again.

Soon: We are ready to go even deeper into dream.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.