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Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Another day mostly in multiD

4/10/2018


Today

Another day mostly in multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:21 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again and We likes it. We visited more worlds with some of Our students and some new found friends. It was fun.

There are several things happening for Us that We may not have mentioned. Words ARE hard.

We are having visions of living as vampires. This is NOT about blood sucking: this is about being limitless and free. Vampires have been made villains and evil (by Us, by society) because “they” are actually living as/by/in Our true nature and We wanted to live something less. We chose/wanted to experience less than what We really are so We limited and restricted OurSelves and made Our true nature and abilities evil and forbidden. We judged OurSelves and then projected that judgment onto Our world which reflected it back and punished and rejected Us.

We have lived this and real-eyesed it many times. Now: We are facing it. We ARE owning it. We ARE Us.

Thank Us.

We found another game on Our Nook for Our first middleschooler. “They” seem to enjoy it. It is One that We played a lot for a while. Our second kid seems more awake and We hear “their” DS. The daylight may be helping the kids wake. We enjoy allowing “them” to be “them”.

Most of Our gradeschoolers ride. We learn that One has therapy on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Perhaps mom had told the previous route and assumed “they” would tell Us? We told mom that We would not be able to drive “their” road after this morning. There are a couple of roads that may get bad in the mornings soon. We will see. There are a lot of roads that are still hard pack and that will be a mess as it warms up. Some of Our kids are awake and playful. That makes it even more fun.

We have lunch and get some groceries on Our first break. The wind makes it a little colder. Several people comment that the wind will help it dry faster. Our bus yard is getting to be a real mess. Some cars and buses get stuck. Lots of drivers are frustrated.

Only two of Our noon kids ride. We have a sub that We have not had in a while. A real nice lady who is gonna retire at the end of the year (or so she says). We find out that she grew up near where Our summer cabin was when We were a child. Fond memories.

We hang out in Our chariot for Our second break. The wind continues to blow.

Most of Our afternoon kids ride and We have a different driver who We have never had before. He is about Our age and grew up kinda near where We did. We know some common areas. He has lived here longer than We have and visited Washington state since We have.

We have called a couple of parents because there are two roads that We can not go down safely in the afternoon. Our foster kid is a little more talkative today. We really like “them” and sure hope “they” do okay. It must be hard to be bounced around from home to home. “They” fell playing football and tell Us about the great catch that “they” made.

We finish closer to Our standard time because of waiting longer for parents to meet Us. The bus yard is a real mess now with ice underneath water.

We go straight home.

We ARE deep in multiD when We get home. We do not theel like playing any games and have no email that We wanna read. We start watching a couple of different movies on Amazon which is not streaming well so We try another One on Netflix.

Soon after dinner We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We can tell that We ARE shifting and expanding and living more in multiD. Or more aware.


Goodnight AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, November 2, 2017

Learning in 3D within multiD

11/1/2017


Today

Learning in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:43 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and sending love. We ARE pony hopping.

We had a great day of dreaming yesterday and playing in multiD when awake. We did not theel like typing much.

We are having more visions of helping others (especially kids) without ever actually meeting “them”. Helping at the heart level. Pony hopping.

Thank Us. We theel inspired by these visions.

We also continue to visit and be visited by Our vampire clan. “They” are helping Us learn how to live multidimensionally. Remember: these are NOT the vampires You see in movies. Perhaps modern movies are closer to the truth and still not what We experience in dream.

We decide to put the One chain on Our chariot and We are glad because it is still quite slick. We leave it on until We get to the highway again.

We have another great morning. The One highschooler continues to play with Our hand puppet and it does calm “them”. “They” mainly wanna pass it back and forth between Us. “They” show that “they” would like to share with others only the others have little or no interest. We do not understand the game (simply passing the puppet back and forth). We do not have to. It is Us paying attention to “them”. We see more students wanting attention.

One gradeschooler can be a real problem if “they” get mad. We used to have more like that. Maybe “they” All can and We just have not seen that side of the other two. The One has some little figures with “them” (maybe some kinda Pokemon figures?) and We play together with those. It is more fun for “them” than Us. “They” are teaching how to play and use imagination like a child. Who better to teach Us than a child?

We can not get a Wifi connection on Our break so We read a little and do a little shopping before going to hottub.

We see and theel that Our thinking and beliefs ARE evolving. It seems like a slow process until We consider the evolution of man from caveman to now. THAT was a slow process. Even considering Our life (how much was spent in the illusion that what We see is All that there is) it is going much faster now.

Thank Us.

We ARE glad that We are NOT blowing Our circuits with too much change too fast.

We learn that the rebid has been rescheduled for Saturday at noon. We know that We will get what We need. Acceptance and gratitude. We do NOT wanna lose these kids. Maybe there are other kids that need Us (and We need “them”) more.

Our afternoon goes well too. EveryOne is in a good mood. The One preschooler is doing well learning to sit in a big seat. At home “they” decide to back down the stairs. We try to get “them” to turn around and “they” are NOT having it. We keep Our hands ready and pay close attention. “They” do fine.

Our middleschoolers do great too. The One who was a problem the first few days helps with the One who is scared of slick roads. Lots of improvement there.

We really do Oneder what goes on in “their” lives off of the bus?????

We finish early because We do not have Our last rider. We like the earlier finish.

We are pretty deep in multiD when We get back to base.

The roads are fine All the way home. Our driveway is pretty slick. We probably shoulda put the chain on for Our drive. We landed right where We wanted so All is well. Not sure how to explain the trip down Our drive. We slid very close to Our dragon and are certain that We turned Our chariot more with Our mind than by the steering and physical control. Thank Us.

We have dinner with more “Falling Skies”. We ponyhop and send love. We are transitioning Our life and world to love: unconditional love.

Now: We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Doing 3D while way deep in multiD

10/30/2017


Today

Doing 3D while way deep in multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:04 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We have had a great weekend of dreaming, pony hopping and playing in multiD. We have barely been in 3D and We likes that. Lots of insights. Oneder what “they” are?

Today: We have Our rebid otherwise We would still be dreaming. We ARE still quite deep in multiD. Learning how to wake in multiD. Now that We know what We are doing and what is happening We enjoy waking in multiD.

Thank Us.

Being in multiD does/can make 3D more difficult. We have 3D down to being able to coast on autopilot for the most part. Being in multiD means We have to “pay attention” to what We are doing in 3D. This is One of the many, many traps and tricks that We set to keep Us stuck in limitation 3d until We are well and fully ready to explore multiD. So far We are just dabbling in multiD and NOT diving in fully. Not yet anyway.

Thank Us.

We ARE enjoying waking in multiD and being quite deep in multiD this morning.

Something that is coming up (and has been coming up a lot this weekend) is Our vampire clan. Our clan is very focused in/on love: unconditional love. That is exactly why We are spurned and labeled evil and have many lies told about Us. We spread love. That is NOT what Our limitation world wants. Not on the surface anyway. We cling to limitation and separation and vampires are the epitome of limitation and separation. So: We made up lies and stories to portray vampires as evil and beans to fear. Of course: the best lies are based in truth.

Vampires (when awake/aware) know how to live as/by “their”/Our true nature. “They” ARE limitless and free. “They” have free access to the multiverse and All the bounty therein. Of course limited beans would be jealous. Even though We are limited by choice: still We also long to live limitless. We just do not believe that it is possible. We make the possible to seem impossible and the impossible to fully appear real and as the ONLY thing that IS real.

Our bid day is canceled/postponed due to freezing rain. That IS a good thing. We do not know when it will be. We are gonna go back to dreaming.

We had fun in dream and got up to have another blackberry shortcake and maybe do dishes after that. It has been raining pretty heavy. We do not know if it is freezing rain out here or not. It does not seem to be melting the snow much though.

We had Our shortcake and now We theel Our dreams calling. It started snowing now. There was no snow in the forecast. It is not really sticking.

We did get Our dishes done. Towards the end We were sooooo deep in multiD that We could barely stand physically. A physical symptom with non-physical cause(s). It was an interesting experience doing such a mundane 3D task with so little 3D focus. We ARE here AND there. We had no idea what that is like when We first started seeking the awareness. Trippy is One word for it.

A little more dreaming. We are sooooo rested and sooooo awake that it is hard for Us to really get back into dream. We ARE doing great at being and playing in multiD though. We ARE pony hopping and sending love too. We can theel this working.

We have dinner and now We are ready for deep dreaming.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

It starts snowing in 3D within multiD

10/16/2017


Today

It starts snowing in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:58 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and ponyhopping.

We had a very nice weekend of dreaming with some ponyhopping too. We were mostly in dream. When We were in 3D We remembered to ponyhop Our kids AND Our world. We can theel the progress.

Thank Us.

We wanted to check out Our mini laptop and forgot until late Sunday. The games were not working right and We closed it down because We were ready to go back to dream. This morning We are trying again. Making progress it seems.

We are also looking for more games for Windows. Looks like We may be able to get some more that might play on Our Mini.

We are also sending love and ponyhopping. We really wanna spend Our time focused on creating (a) world(s) of love. Of course: these are Allready created. We just need/want to become aware of “them” and spend Our time playing there more than mucking around in limitation as We have for eons.

Once again: this reminds Us of Our vampire clan which knows how to live as/by/in Our true nature which IS love.

We could not get online on Our break again.

We had a great morning with the kids. We covered another routes gradeschool section which made Us late for Our gradeschool. We knew One of the other routes kids from a while back. We had fun. It seems Our anxious highschooler is really wanting attention. “They” seem to be calming down some. “They” gave Our driver a huge hug at school. That was neat to see.

Even with the extra section We finished only twenty minutes late so We were not as late as We were before “they” split up that section.

We went way deep into multiD.

It has clear, then spitting snow, then more snow and the afternoon turned quite snowy. It is right around freezing so it is slick snow. Our afternoon goes great. One middleschooler had a bad day and We have to really work with “them” to keep “them” calm on the bus.

It is slick driving home and still We make it without incident. There was One spot where nearly lost traction and had to get into fresh snow to keep going. We coulda come in the back way only We just did not theel like it. We know that We will take Our chariot tomorrow.

We have salami samiches with potato salad for dinner. We decided to toast the samiches and that is quite tasty. We start watching “Moana” until We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

We wake in the middle of the night thinking that We had not even been to sleep. We decide to get up and warm Our cabin up some more.

Now: back to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Ponyhopping in 3D within multiD

10/9/2017


Today

Ponyhopping in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:47 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again: very grateful. We ARE in multiD AND We are ponyhopping a lot.

We spent Our weekend ponyhopping and dreaming. We ARE changing Our world from the inside out. As We ponyhop and integrate Our children within: We are reminded of Our vampire(s) colony.

The myths about vampires are based in truth and then very twisted. Vampires ARE old souls. Vampires know how to live as/in “their” true nature. That is why “they” are such a threat to Our limitation 3d world. Most/many of Us have forgotten Our true nature. We have lived in denial for sooooo long that Our true nature seems like something foreign and even false. We Oneder “how” vampires live and prosper. That is like asking a fish “how” it swims or a bird “how” it flies or even Us “how” We breathe. It is natural. “If” there even is a “how” it is mostly an unknown. It certainly is NOT something that “they”/We strive and struggle to do. Just relax and allow: it IS Our true nature. Well being, ease and comfort ARE Our true nature. We only need allow Our true nature to resurface. We buried it and denied it and now We are All about allowing it (when We aren’t fighting it that is).

It was fun to dream and ponyhop All weekend with lots of insights. We have only barely touched on the insights. Some defy words.

Thank Us.

We ARE enjoying Our morning: waking in multiD. We continue ponyhopping. We can theel Our life and world expanding and evolving from the inside out.

Thank Us. We love Us unconditionally.

Our morning went very nice. One highschooler was VERY excited and hard to keep calm. A little frustrating mostly because "they" were upsetting the other kids. The rest was truly great.

We are gonna sub on a noon section so We are having lunch and Wifi and then hottub after the noon section.

Still ponyhopping and sending love even though We do not concentrate on it as much while out and functioning in 3D.

It was rainy most of the weekend and this morning We got a wee little bit of snow in the hills. It is windy and chilly. We theel it is arriving late and others say it is early?

Most of Our afternoon goes smooth and fun. Our post-highschoolers are in good moods and We only have two gradeschoolers. One is chatty and the other falls asleep. One middleschooler is calling others names and swearing at Us. It seems that the teachers allow it? We ask for help with the student and get very little actual help. This IS a part of Us. One (or many) of Our children within crying out for attention. We ponyhop and We also have to protect the others. NoOne likes to be called names. Our medicated kid thinks “they” are broken and worthless. How does name calling affect “them”? Please forgive Us.

The student that is acting up does calm after We stop a few times to let “them” calm or hold everyOne up getting home. “They” call home a hell hole???? We have no way of knowing. All that We do know is that We can ponyhop and send love on inner levels. Our old thinking says that is not enough. That IS exactly the type of thinking that got Us here. This student is the first One home and We and Our driver are very glad. Later We discuss the possible fastest route to “their” home. We can do Our work (with “them” and others) without “them” on the bus. We send love. Now: We can others more attention. Please forgive Us. We love You and We thank You.

We ponyhop and process the situation All the way back to base and home. We get it that We have not been focusing on thoughts and theelings that raise Our vibration. We remember what success theels like. We doubt any success with this student: We doubt Us. That does NOT raise Our vibration. We must be willing to theel success before We see it. We have experienced it in the passed: even the very recent passed. Thank Us.

We get home a little late because of leaving the middleschool late and everybody rode.

We have dinner with more “Endeavour”. Now: We are gonna let Our “Vortex” to dream and We keep ponyhopping, breathing and relaxing.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Friday, May 5, 2017

Adventures in dream and 3D within multiD

5/4/2017


Today

Adventures in dream and 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:54 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We woke before Our coffeemaker and We wake grateful. We actually woke several times in the last few hours. This last time We woke from a world where some disease or plague was killing people (especially crossbreeds) by the time “they” are twentytwo: thirtytwo at the oldest. There are very few full blood humans left on the planet so there are no longer any olders left. The crossbreeds include: vampires, werewolves, starseeds, fae and many others. Of course the religious sects called it God’s judgment at first. Now: it affects sooooo many (nearly everyOne) that there is little blaming. People ARE living life to the fullest. People are actually caring about each other instead of blaming and dividing because everyOne has this in common.

Laws have very little meaning since everyOne is gonna die by the time “they” are in “their” twenties. People want to experience. It is pretty hard to enforce any control and that has brought a freedom like We (everyOne in limitation 3d) have never known or even imagined. It is a lot like Trump being elected President of the U.S. More and more people are focused on love and sending love to others and the planet.

It was a fun adventure and of course We played with lots of new friends. It IS a world where play really is the most important thing to do. We do not get it done of course. How can You ever get “play” done? And: We do not theel any need to get it right because it is play.

Thank Us.

BTW: We woke with the theeling that We really do not know if people are actually dieing or transforming/regenerating. It is pretty gruesome and most choose to go off like an animal to go through the process. A caterpillar turning into a butterfly is probably just as gruesome to the caterpillar.

As We have discussed before: there are many, many ways that We have set up this game to keep Us in it until We are fully ready to move on. We have made concepts like lawless and anarchy “BAD”. We have instilled the belief that without laws and rulers We are innately evil. We do not really believe that We are evil: We just prove it in many ways. We ARE very good at this limitation and separation game AND We ARE addicted to it.

Like it or not.

Time for more ponyhopping.

Another great day with the kids. Lots of smiles and playfulness. Several kids wanted books and shared with each other. We do like to see “them” sharing.

We got a good Wifi connection on Our first break and did some reading online with lunch. We had time to read some of Our book on Our Kindle reader.

Only two riders on Our noon section and “they” were pretty talkative. It is nice to see the One who had a very rough spell finishing with good moods the way “they” started the year.

We get to hottub on Our second break and that is great as Allways. It is sooooo nice to drift and relax in the hottub. Relaxing Our way to success. We are pretty relaxed and dreamy All day these days.

We think about stopping to get some BBQ on the way home. We really do NOT know that sounds good for dinner. We theel that is part of not really being here the way We used to be.

At home We decide on fish with a little left over pasta. That is what We had planned before We were not sure if We wanted that or not. We do not theel like watching any movie or show. We just wanna drift and play in multiD until time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We are ready early and off/in We go.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Easy does it in 3D within multiD

5/1/2017


Today

Easy does it in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:32 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake a little early and very grateful. We repeat Our mantra: “We love Us and We thank Us”. This is very important to Our progress and process. It is part of relaxing Our way to success. We ARE beginning to live as who We really are.

We woke from many worlds during the night and played with many new friends. We have been in and out of dream and waking dream for some time. We notice that when We wake and remember a world that We were playing in: it is a world that is fairly similar to Our waking world. The more distant and different worlds are harder to remember clearly. Our head has no frame of reference (yet).

We have visited Our vampire colony quite a bit this weekend. We (and others) have been asking people if “they” wanna visit and many do so We bring “them” in for a visit. Most choose to stay. The love is palpable. Most people’s concept of vampire is quite different from the truth. Some are ready to expand “their” beliefs and many are not. We honor All choices.

We are focused on easy and allowing today. Our kids are great as usual. There are two changes on Our route and We totally missed “them”. Our driver caught One Friday and We found out over the radio about the other. OOPS. Move along. Forgive Us and move along. We got the kid back that We lost last week. This is the One that We enjoyed talking to as “they” rode alone most of the year. Now: “they” ride alone for a while and then We pick up two others. The kid We lost made a lot of progress with Us. “They” tend to wind things up so We do not really miss “them”. It appears that “they” got moved to the behavioral school where We are taking the two new kids. “They” are on a different bus as We do not go near “their” house on that section.

We have lunch and Wifi on Our first break. We do some online reading.

Somehow We are more aware of Our choice between making life difficult and making life easy. When One is caught up in difficult it is very hard to see that easy is an inside job. We knew it. We just had no idea how to get there. We have created circumstances that make life difficult and proof that is the way life is. What a crazy choice. Our head tells Us that We must struggle to get ahead. What a lie. Struggle just digs Us deeper into the rut. Gratitude stops the wheels spinning. Breathe and relax. It IS starting to work for Us.

We only have two riders on Our noon section and “they” are fun and playful as usual.

We take a long hot shower on Our second break. Then: We get gas and some groceries. We have time for a short dream spell before Our PM section.

We observe the contrast between limitation worlds and free worlds. We ARE living “in” limitation 3d and We “do” have the choice of being limitless. Until We accept this and begin to allow it seems impossible. (Like big green eggs from big green bunnies and it takes a three year old to wake Us up.)

Thank Us. We sure did set a good trap for OurSelves.

In Our reading and Our daily experiences there are those (seemingly the vast majority) who still believe in struggle and promote it as the way to succeed. Sad. We choose to take it easy. As long as We hold onto thinking Our circumstances must change before life can be easy: life can never get easy. We MUST change, expand and/or evolve before life gets easy. (Important note: nothing and noOne is left behind. Everything and everyOne are free to play whatever game “they” choose in infinity and eternity. We CAN return here any time We want.) It is pretty amazing to be “in” the/a limitation world and observer All the chaos and struggle that We (each of Us) create and support. We even demand and require it. Until We stop.

It really does seem impossible to stop when We are in it. It seems impossible to relax and create the change that We want to be and see. How many trips around the mountain? Thank Us.

We keep repeating: “Life is meant to be easy”. We will hear it and take it in. We ARE hearing it and taking it in.

A couple of Our PM kids do not ride and Our afterschool shuttle is canceled. We are happy to get home a little early. Our afterschool shuttle takes an hour or more. We still have to wait for the last mother to get home and there is a railroad crossing malfunction on the way back to base.

We are deep in multiD and focused on allowing life to be easy. Breathe and relax.

At home We decide to have a ham and cheddar samich with more “There Will Be Blood”. The tycoon proves himSelf to be a selfish bastard over and over. Our judgment of the rich and powerful reflects back at Us. We forgive Us. No act of attrition will ever clean the slate. Only Our own forgiveness can ever clean Us. We practice lots of pony hopping. We let Our ponyhopping (cleaning) to run in the background when it is not in the foreground. Something that We had forgotten is that We consciously process around six bits of information per second while subconsciously We process several billion bits per second. We need to ponyhop and clean All those bits. We are living in a loop (reruns) of Our own making. Until: We alter the cycle with forgiveness and gratitude. These can never come from any outside source (as We have taught and been taught). “They” must come from within.

Thank Us. We love Us unconditionally. We appreciate Us and All the experiences that We created.

A little playing in multiD and We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

3D within multiD and very dreamy

4/17/2017


Today

3D within multiD and very dreamy


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:37 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We slept and dreamt better than We often do after spending the whole weekend dreaming (with a little playing in multiD). We woke a little early and lay in bed playing in multiD and maybe waking dream. There really are sooooo many worlds to explore and play in.

Perhaps We can share a bit of where We went and what We did this weekend. Of course We played with lots of new friends (You had probably guessed that). We experienced space and places being frequencies and visited many different frequencies (which looked like different places) instantly. Like traveling around the world in the blinking of an I and still spending as much time as wish in each frequency. Of course: time is also illusory.

We ARE learning how to live as love. How to be aware of being multidimensional and still remain in 3D. We are not as focused in 3D as We used to be. What We used to think is important, mandatory and necessary no longer holds the power over Us that We Once thought it did.

We spent a lot of time onship. Ships are also a construct and also different frequencies of energy. We spent quite a bit of focus in being energy bodies. We are aware of being vampire. We wanted to share another’s body and We knew that We had to be invited in. We asked and the invitation was granted. We were kinda surprised. It was fun and informative living through another body. We real-eyes that We have done this before and it has been quite a while since We remember doing it. It is fun to play this way.

We visited worlds where All We (humans) do is play. We ARE free of need. If only We will set free Our belief in need.

So many blame others for holding power over Us. We gave “them” that power. We have the choice of blaming “them” which keeps “them” in power or accepting Our true nature: unconditional love. NoOne can take that from Us. We can give it away, forget it and deny it as We have for millennia.

We are transitioning and this weekend is an important part of that. We did not eat much All weekend because We did not have much appetite. We do theel that We (maybe everyOne) will learn that We do not need food. We actually do NOT “need” anything. “Need” is a limiting belief and We believe in it real good.

A lot of kids do not ride. Too much Easter candy? We have fun with those who do ride.

On Our break We get a good enough connection to do email. We were beginning to Oneder what was going on there.

We only have One rider on Our noon section so We really get to pay a lot of attention. “They” invite Us to sit with “them” and We do. We likes it whenever a student asks Us to sit with “them”. This is the rider who had a lot of bad days not long ago. Whatever the problem was seems to be resolved. We likes it when a student is happy to ride. Who knows what goes on in the background?

We go to the pool on Our PM break and have a nice long shower. We are quite dreamy today and We let that flow. We get gas and do not need any groceries. We are NOT hungry. We have time for a nap and We enjoy that even though We do not get deep into dream: more waking dream.

Several riders do not ride on Our PM section. We have to wait quite a while for One mother so We still finish around the same time. One of Our kids is awake and definitely feeling contrary (even more than usual).

We are barely on time for Our after school shuttle. Both students ride. One (who usually cooperates) gets defiant about staying seated and tightening “their” seat belt. When We tell Our driver to pull over in a safe location the student sits right and tightens “their” seatbelt. “They” do some rebellion and then come around to “their” usual playful Self. (Who knows what goes on in the background. We have to have the students seated safely.) When We get “them” home “their” father seems drunk. He comes up to the bus to give Us his phone number in case he ever is not home when We get to the house. Afterwards We ask Our driver if he smelled of booze and she says yes. We theel sorry for the kid. We still need “them” to ride safely.

We are not really hungry when We get home and pretty deep in multiD. We still fix eggs benedict and enjoy it with more “Fortitude”.

Very soon We are ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Monday, April 10, 2017

Another day of 3D, multiD and dreams

4/9/2017


Today

Another day of 3D, multiD and dreams


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:29 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We are up way early for a Sunday because We wanna go for water. We are deep in multiD which is the way We want it. We ARE learning how to wake in 3D and remain in multiD. Thank Us.

Well: that shows Us how deep We are/were in multiD: We thought that We had typed more before We went for water.

We got Our water without any disturbances. There was One guy finishing when We got there and another arrived as We were finishing. There seemed to only be One spigot running so that was a good thing. Six trips back and forth to the spigots and it was warm enough that that did not bother Us. We have never figured out how far it is from the road. It is not nearly as well maintained and there is a sign up for donations. The sign says to keep it in public hands and We thought it had Allready been sold to private? Who knows: We just hope it stays open even if We have to pay. The bone to that is that the state does provide free water to many places in the state.

We brought Our water in and went back to dreaming. We thought We were ready to get up and find that We theel like We wanna dream more. We did get Our water jugs set out to dry, We also wanna fill Our heating oil today. It is very nice out there. Dreams calling are Our first priority of course.

We returned to dream only it was more waking dream or even visiting multiworlds and multiD. It is easier to do laying down so We are not as distracted as We usually are sitting at Our computer or even in Our recliner. We visited a world called “Vampires meet Zombies” and there was a third species whose faces (and probably entire bodies) are ablaze. Probably where the stories of hell come from. Of course: We All loved and embraces each other. We live in community and cooperation. Not at All what limitation fables would have Us believe. Our world really is so very different from what We have Allways believed. BTW: real zombies do not eat brains (or not All real zombies eat brains anyway). “They” do love Our brains and “their” brains and the abilities and functionality of brains. We could say that “they” revere brains. “They” have a stronger attachments to brains in “their” multiD and limitless state than most other beans. Just as vampires are very attached to life force.

We are kinda stumbling around in 3D within multiD doing a few 3D things like putting away dishes and taking last week’s coffee grounds to Our compost barrel. We even sat out on Our front porch for a bit and drifted into waking dream again. Sooooo many beans All around that We filter out with Our limitation senses. We theel “them” and maybe even see “them” with Our third eye? Or not. We theel and sense “them” for sure. Thank Us. Remember: seeing IS deceiving.

Simple as We go. Relaxing Our way to success.

We decide to watch “Travelers” with dinner and find that We have watched it before. We made sgetti ‘cause that’s what We want. A little cornbread salad on the side.

A bit more playing in multiD and it is time to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We do notice that We seem to get to dream faster using this meditation music.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Sunday, April 2, 2017

3D, dreams and multiD

4/1/2017


Today

3D, dreams and multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 1:18 PM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We theel that We are up for the day. We will havta see what Our dreams say about that. We kinda wanna bake a pie and We got hamburger out to BBQ this weekend. It is overcast today so We may wait to BBQ. It IS forty above so it is pretty nice only it is also overcast. We will see.

We visited lots of fun worlds and played with new friends and some from Our waking life. We even revisited One world when We got up and then went back to dream. We got up a couple of times during the night to play in multiD a bit and then right back to dreaming. There is sooooo much to explore in dream. We are starting to get it though that Our waking is just as important as Our dreaming. We really do have eternity and there is just no rush for Our dreaming. We are beginning to really theel that and to know and live that We ARE immortal. Immortals are NOT innately evil OR perfect. We ARE both and neither. That makes no sense to a limitation mind. It is up to You what kinda mind You wanna live in/with. Accept or deny: it is up to You and there is no better or worser decision: no right or wrong choices.

THAT IS immortal and limitless thinking. That is abundance in action.

Thank Us.

It has been overcast and may be clearing. It is Allmost fifty above without the sun shining yet. The sun is up just not getting through the clouds.

We are getting some leftovers frozen as We have made some room in Our freezer. We are having clam chowder (that We brought home from a lunch last week) for lunch ‘cause it sounded like a good idea and it is. Our old pattern is to push and get everything done that is on Our list (mostly food stuff) and We remember that We can take breaks. That IS what Our life is about now: taking it easy: breathe and relax, open and allow. No rush, no fuss. Not any more.

Thank Us. We really ARE learning how to do this.

We are getting a lot of melt outside. Hopefully not too fast. We will not flood out here because We are on a hillside in the hills and lots of ground cover to prevent landslides. However: there are at least two rivers in town and it is a lot lower than out here. There is a flood control project that has never really been tested by a large flood. There is a lot of snow in town (and that is) downriver from there too.

I started My phi too.

We did some online banking and left some for tomorrow. We thought that We were gonna do it All until We real-eyesed that One billing cycle ends today/tomorrow.

Our word program locked up again and Our dreams called Us back.

We enjoyed that short dream spell even though We have no idea where We went or what We did. We only know that We enjoyed it whatever it was.

Several times today We notice that We have trouble remembering details from 3D because We are deeper into multiD. We notice that We do remember anything that is actually important in the now. It is a lot like remembering or forgetting Our dreams. A bit of role reversal?

We decided to just have a baked tater for dinner and start watching “Wyona Earp” on Netflix. There is magik and demons and Doc Holiday is s’posed to be immortal. Too bad the demons are bad guys. We real-eyes that that is still societies concept (and Our creation).

Our tater is larger than normal and Allmost too much even by itSelf (with butter and sourcream of course).

After dinner We play in multiD a bit and are ready for Our “Vortex” to take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

The I of the storm in 3D within multiD

3/27/2017


Today

The I of the storm in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:31 AM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful again this morning. We did wake early and stayed in bed playing in multiD and multiworlds. We visited some worlds that We have visited in dream before. It was hard to adjust to slip, sliding very quickly through many and multiworlds. We visited the river spot that We like so well several times. We could not seem to hold Our attention in that spot in only One world for any length of time. This IS about getting used to being many places at Once and multilocating.

In Our dreams: We did notice Our vampire Self and We could theel OurSelves youthing. We visited other places/frequencies to blend in. That is One of the things that We are experiencing now: We used to move around quite a bit. Now: We are staying in One place for over twenty years. If anyOne pays too much attention “they” will probably notice Our youthing instead of aging. Of course: it may be time for that. And remember: All time is now and All space is here.

There is sooooo much expanding for Our thinking and mindset. Thank Us. We ARE happy that We are open and allow.

We are examining (gently) many of Our thoughts, beliefs and actions. One of the things that We find is that (in some respects) We enjoy “doing”. So: We will “do” until We are done. “Done” is different for each of Us and that is a good thing. For instance: We often enjoy carpentry work and so We have not wanted to create Our improvements (to Our cabin) with Our mind. This is changing. More and more We want to spend Our time relaxing rather than “doing”. Of course: then Our beliefs (Our old, limiting beliefs) kick in and We think that We can not have anything without working for it. That is old energy and old pair-a-dime training. Time to set it free.

Everything goes smooth today. It is like a storm has passed. Others are still living in and feeling chaos. We have had Our share. We are not immune. We are in the calm today. We are enjoying Our kids as usual. There is a preschooler who makes the cutest faces. “They” like to frown and look very serious. We notice that We have several preschoolers who like to make faces. This One is Allways very well behaved and often looks like “they” are having a really bad day. Today: “they” are talkative too.

We only have One rider on Our noon section and “they” are quiet today. Kids have different moods too. We try to honor those moods.

We go to the pool, get gas and do some grocery shopping on Our PM break and still We get back to the barn way early. Did We timewarp? We just hang out and let the chaos swirl around Us. Not a lot of chaos: typical chaos and it is not touching Us. Some jump in and struggle with the chaos. We just observe. The I of the storm.

We are having a nice, calm, peaceful day and the weather has been gorgeous. It is clouding over now so not as warm as when the sun was out.

We only have One rider for the after school shuttle. “They” like to play “their” video games on the ride and We are fine with that. We enjoy observing. “They” watch Us watch “them” too.

At home: We are into multiD and play in multiD a while before warming up cheesesteak for dinner. MMMM, good. More “Iron Fist” and We finish the available episodes. A little more playing in multiD and time for Our “Vortex” to take Us to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Insights and intuits in 3D within multiD

3/18/2017


Today

Insights and intuits in 3D within multiD


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 12:31 PM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We do not think that We are up for the day. We just woke from a world that We were enjoying and wanna type about a little. We were kinda new to this place and We met a misfit and befriended “them”. It took some time and others began to accept “them” too. We have done this in Our waking life too. We enjoy doing it even though We tend to be afraid that We will be rejected for accepting “them”.

Somehow this ties to Our memory of rejection over the ages Allthough that rejection was about being mean, rich and powerful. That is a biggy since it continues to play out on the world scene over and over (at least that is the way We remember it). There is sooooo going on within. Our passed actually being current and alternate lives. These memories of projecting Our judgment of OurSelves onto the masses and it being reflected back onto Us. Our inner vampire and All it has done and is doing. Space not being real and being able to (appear to) travel by simply altering Our vibration/frequency.

Thank Us. Insights and intuits too much to hold in Our consciousness and type. We used to think that We needed to hold “them” in Our awareness to integrate “them”. Now: We know that Our subconscious and superconscious does the job IF We open and allow, rest and relax, relax and breathe. Doing is human programming: being is human nature.

We are theeling sooooo very greatfull right now. Thank Us. We truly love Us unconditionally.

Wow! We got All of Our laundry put away. We really did not expect to theel like doing it All today.

Yesterday (or the life before) We started watching Marvel’s “The Iron Fist”. It was entertaining and seemed mostly like just another martial arts show. This evening We got to the part where the hero lived in a place that exists in another dimension that only connects with the Earth plane every fifteen years. Now We know why We were attracted to it. Thank Us again and again. Messages from Us to Us. The Us that sends these messages coexists at a different vibration and We ARE connecting more and more. More and more We can theel that We ARE learning how to do this: how to be who/what We really ARE. We ARE learning how to live multilives in multiworlds and be aware of what We are doing. Here AND there. It has been a long time coming and is way different from whatever it was that We expected.

Our WPS office program has been glitching a little since We did the cleanup and We reinstalled it. Seems to have fixed the glitches. Or not.

We are having French toast with a sausage patty for dinner and watching more “Iron Fist”. There is a lot of just martial arts stuff and (of course) that appeals to the masses. We really like that the concept of alternate dimensions is being explored in mass media. This is not just for kids. It is aimed at A-dults.

A bit of playing in multiD and We let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

We wake shortly and get up to play in multiD some more and then Our “Vortex” easily takes Us right back to dream.


Good night AND thank You for playing.

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Mostly about Our multiD vampire

3/14/2017


Today

Mostly about Our multiD vampire


Wizard’s Log Stardate: 12:39 PM and/or NOW


Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We are NOT up for the day. We are having some thoughts that We wanna put into words (if We can) and share. Here is an email that We just sent in which We try to put into words some of what is going on. Even though it does not fully capture it All: it is still pretty forward thinking/looking:

So far the dreaming IS Onederfull. I Am remembering a lot more than I had been lately. Lots and lots of worlds each night and lots of new friends to play with in those worlds. Some of those friends seem to recognize Me though "they" seem new to Me. I really love the freedom in those worlds. "They" are not completely free but much more than here. I tend to take My limits and taboos with Me and get to shed many of "them" there.



Okay: My vampire Me. I dunno but I will try. Yes: I have been accused of being dominant. I have been told (years and years ago) that I would be more likable if I were less dominant and that is All the time and it was way long before I had any awareness of having an inner (and outer) vampire. I see it as being sure of MySelf. Which I only am when I Am. The rest of the time I can be a timid little church mouse.



My vampire is about energy and that is what it is trying to teach Me. We have All heard about energy vampires but how about vampire energy? There are many more mortal energy vampires than vampire energy vampires because vampires innately know how the world really works and live that way. All matter is energy and vampires work/play with that energy.



All the bad, nasty stuff about vampires is only myth. Oh, there may be bad vampires just like there are bad mortals but even that is only judgment.



You see: Our world really is All illusion and totally NOT what We believe it to be. Our belief makes it real. Vampires have different beliefs and live accordingly. Vampires do NOT take anyOne else's energy because "they" live in the flow of universal energy which IS creation energy and that which We call "love". Vampires do not resist and fight against this energy the way mortals do. My vampire is helping Me theel My way through and beyond the illusion.



There is hardly anyOne who sees/theels vampires the way that I do. There is hardly anyOne who sees/theels 3D the way I do. What We All (or at least the majority) think/believe is 3D (and the only 3D) is only limitation 3d. There IS also limitless 3D. Most everyOne thinks that physical means limited: NOT true. Vampires know and live All this. We do NOT know something until/unless We live it.



We do not usually see energy unless it has slowed down enough to be matter. We CAN Allways feel/theel energy. That is what My vampire is showing Me. What We think of as space and location is just frequency of vibration. Vampires know how to match different vibrations to be in many places at Once or whatever "they" choose to experience.



Oh: another thing that people are uncomfortable with is that the reason vampires do not cast a reflection is that We ARE the reflection: We reflect a person back to "themSelves" and just about everybody HATES that.



The underlying reason why I repel local friends is that if "they" stick around too long "they" notice that I age differently and that I live differently. My expenses "should" be beyond My income and yet I pay off bills and put money in savings. The "figures" do not work. AnyOne too close would see this AND see that I Am not aging the way others do. This could easily put Me in danger. Even those who believe in vampires would still be scared shitless when faced with the truth.



We ARE evolving and All this is changing but it is a very slow process to full acceptance. Of course there are exceptions to the rules.



The reason I don't do pics is that IF I even show up I look much older than I appear normally: a bit like Dorian Gray. Or there may be two or more of Me in the pic like a double exposure without the double exposure. Moving videos tend to hide these effects for some reason.



You see: most people are jealous of vampires because "they" have what everyOne else wants and can have if "they" would allow "their" true energy to flow instead of resisting and fighting it by struggling and "trying". People want what vampires have only few are willing to just open and allow it.



Remember: I Am just barely beginning to learn. Vampires are very patient. Being immortal kinda requires that. So: My vampire is being very gentle and allowing Me to wake and learn gradually. Most of it I have no words for only feelings. I know that U know many of those feelings too.


There is more: much more. Please remember that We see/theel vampire very differently than most others do. What many call “their” higher Self We would call Our vampire. Vampires ARE energy beans. We All are only vampires live that way. Many may/probably live the vampire ways without even being aware of it.

In 3D thinking and vocabulary We would say that vampires manipulate energy. That is very mortal. Vampires flow WITH the energy and live in harmony with energy. Control and manipulation are limitation and separation concepts and actions. Vampires have no need of such things and no pleasure therein.

We did not get this posted yesterday because Our computer was being weird. We have no idea what that was about. We are doing some maintenance and running scans so hopefully it will run smooth again. We had to reload Chrome a couple of times. Sooooo often Our physical brain and thinking just do not know what is best for Us and We do tend to kick and scream when We get something that We think that We do NOT want. We are doing much better with this now. We see Our progress and We ARE grateful. Our inner vampire is bringing Us along gently. We open and allow: rest and relax, relax and breathe.

We are reminded that what We learn and intuit is only Our path. None of this may ring true for You. Look within: You have Your answers and Mine may not work for You.


Good night AND thank You for playing.