05/18/13

Today:

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Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:19:09 AM

Good morning. What a fun night. Too bad We don't remember anything. Well, We remember having a lot of fun. We remember as We woke thinking and telling someOne that it is probably because when We were a kid Our parents took Us to the mountains a lot.

Yesterday from time to time and just before going to dream, We were thinking that another reason We are not remembering Our dreams as much is that We are not as attached to those lives/worlds and do not feel as stuck in this One as We used to be. Even though We still see mostly only this limitation 3D when We look around We feel and know that there is more and it is also here. This knowing is stronger than it used to be. It feels real to Us, not just empty knowledge. Again We remind OurSelf that it is not surprising that We do not see anything (or much) more because We are not primarily visual. We All-ways feel first. It is part of limitation training to think We should see anything and everything that is real. This is important.

We are finding more and more that most others are having different experiences based on different choices while at the same time more and more teachers and leaders are saying what We are finding and feeling. We know that We are breaking trail and for the most part, We are fine with that. Others are breaking different trails and that is perfect. Over seven billion of Us are never gonna fit on One path. If there were only One path, why would We need seven billion people? Each set of I's sees something different, each set of feet walk a slightly different path. Then, We each contribute Our experience and knowledge with the collective. It makes a perfect soup.

More and more We are releasing Our attachment to outcomes and plans and shoulds and musts. We are finding it easier and easier to stay in the now, except when We don't. But We are okay (well, sometimes We are) with whatever happens. Right now (and now is really All there is and We are beginning to actually believe and live that) if We find OurSelf going around the mountain One more time that is okay. We may need to repeat the same experience, the same lesson over and over to fully get it. That used to frustrate Us and it may frustrate Us again tomorrow but right now it is perfectly okay.

Our expanded world and dwelling place feel very present. So far We have not gotten as much as predicted. It is only a slight covering and the sun is out and could (if it chooses) melt All the snow quite quickly. We are practicing staying in the now. There is a fine balance between being stuck and being here AND there yet staying in the now. Thinking about and planning the future is not being in the now. Experiencing the future in the now not the same as planning it. We know this can be confusing. It must be experienced to be fully understood and clear.

We are only just beginning and We feel like it may feel that way for a long, long time. However, it is now (right now) familiar enough that it is no longer frustrating. Right now We feel like We could start over (or feel like We are starting over) every morning and it would feel fine. That was NOT the case a short time ago. This is One of the gifts the kids are giving Us. It probably takes the special kids to show this to Us.

As We look at Our tomato plants We theel that We may need to stake those which We have not staked yet. We have been keeping “them” growing mostly straight by turning the pots often. Now, it looks like even that may not be enough. We also think that if might be a good idea to watch the video about pruning tomato plants soon. We are also thinking that We might want to get some more rock for Our driveway this weekend. The thing is that today, We are not attaching to any of these thoughts. We no longer feel that the world will come crashing down upon Us if We do NOT get everything done. In fact, it will not come crashing down if We do NOT get anything done. We like this world that does not (and will not) crash down upon Us. We are grateful to have discovered this world.

When We mix Our worlds (a blinding flash of the obvious here) it gets confusing. We do this All the time without being aware of it (for the most part for most of Us anyway). As Our awareness grows, it can get less frustrating and confusing if We let it. We (personally anyway) have been experiencing this more and more in Our daily life and today We are getting several doses. (“Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down”) We have spoken of this before (missing objects appearing right where We looked for “them”, etc.) but from a slightly different perspective. We have All-ways called it slipping and sliding into “other” realities and/or worlds. This idea of mixing, of the overlapping is not really new, yet............. It is All right here, right now. Another old concept that We are exploring anew. The truths We have known and sought for eons are becoming “real” and experiential in Our daily life. And there is more to come. We just know it, We feel it AND We are right. Unless We choose otherwise.

Somehow, someway We felt uncomfortable before We went to town. We could not seem to identify what it is but it feels like We needed to go dream and did not feel We had time. While We were visiting Our friends We got it that We actually did slip out of focus. We have done this to a lesser degree while visiting these friends before. EveryOne has had this experience in One degree or another. We call it zoning out. It is a real place and experience if We allow it to be.

We get it that this is the feeling of discomfort We experienced. The head is not used to being detached and it resists in any way it can. Sending sensations of discomfort is One of many ways. The head wants to attach. Yes, We All long to be free and fly BUT when We begin to venture into these realms We put on the brakes.