05/19/13

Today:

A day of play

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:52:51 AM

Good morning. We had fun last night, We know that much. It does seem like there was some processing of pain and discomfort that We experience in limitation 3D. We may have released something there. It was done in an informative yet playful manner. Again there were lots of friends both new and old and We visited many alternate worlds and realities.

Here is a change, that is All We have to share right now and there is a comfortable sense that that is enough. What a nice relaxing feeling. We feel the same way about Our daily life. No sense of stress or demands like We have felt previously, even recently. A true sense of acceptance and feeling of just being: now.

We are experiencing some of the symptoms of being multidimensional (or beginning to be multidimensional). We have discussed many of these before, especially the specific Ones We are experiencing today. It is about having to concentrate on performing simple tasks. This was very frustrating to Us for many years, especially before We recognized what it was and definitely before We were aware of being multidimensional and such things. Now, We see it as an indication that We are no longer fully focused in limitation. We know it is a good thing (if there is such a thing as good). It still tends to surprise Us when it first happens, when We first real-eyes that We have slipped into expansion or zoomed out (similar to zoned out actually). It is getting more familiar and therefore more comfortable.

Today, We may decorate the five gallon bucket that We are going use for Our indoor tomato plant. We theel We want to do this but We also hesitate. The hesitation is Our perfectionist side. He (Our perfectionist) has often prevented Us from starting many things. Our playful side is eager and anxious and does not care how it turns out. Now Our perfectionist is really screaming. We wonder how to appease him? We do not want to kill him as much as We would like to just kill him and be done with it. We know it would not work and We do love him as much as We love any part(s) of OurSelves. Perhaps that is All he really needs: to know that is loved and has a position and place even if We do not recognize that place right now. We will know it when it arises. In the meantime he can just sit back and relax but he is not real good at that.

As We contemplate things that We want to do, build and grow around here We think about making it playful. We have been heading in this direction ever since We first moved here. The thing is that We have (often) gotten distracted along the way. As We envisioned making a spring-loaded floor in front of Our swing We had a vision of the Fae playing, jumping and laughing All over the place. What a One-der-full vision. We recognize (again) that We need to let go in order to create what We really desire, Our heart's desire. Our normal tendency is to plan and stress. This blocks Us at every turn. When We let go, then Our heart(s) and Our universe and Our friends are free to work “their” magik.

Open, let go, allow.

We just watched a video from Next World TV about building an earthen house by hand. It gives Us many ideas and some information for beginning. We have this (sort of) vision of building, converting and growing this cabin into an earthen or Hobbit house. The video gave Us more ideas, information and inspiration. Something(s) that has hindered Us in the passed is Our impatience and feeling We lacked “time” to do what We want with this cabin in an eco friendly manner. These hindrances are part of Our societal thinking and the traps We set to keep Us locked into limitation. There are many ways to accomplish what We desire. Dreaming and imagination alone provide several ways. Learning to allow the process to be fun and take as long as it takes opens the door to other methods.

Releasing Our preconceived limits is important and it is happening. We continue to have experiences of living in multirealities. These are little episodes and/or experiences that We (personally and collectively) usually deny and/or explain away. We get to do that just as long as We want to. When We are ready We can begin to give it (denial) up and: open, let go, allow.

We have started decorating Our tomato bucket. A lot of this is about letting go of perfectionism and giving OurSelf permission to change and change Our mind(s). Big life lessons in little ways.

We are spending Our day playing. It's cool. It's fun. Apparently deciding to decorate Our tomato bucket brought Out Our playfulness more than Our perfectionist.

It doesn't look like We will be going for rock for the driveway because We don't want to. We real-eyes that later We may wish We had, but somehow, that too will change.

Oh, BTW, the weather/sky cleared up and the sun is out bright. It still hasn't gotten much about freezing but it still feels and looks pretty good. Too cold to do very much outside but nice enough to do/play a little.