05/16/13

Today:

Exposure to the old system

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:02:51 AM

Good morning. We are practicing being something this morning, or is it being everything? It is definitely different. We seem to be practicing a lot of different this week. Even while dreaming We knew that We would not remember what We were doing Once We awoke. We enjoyed it whatever it is.

We are continuing to process and expand while waking. This morning We are just being, nothing wants to be thought about. Our head still resists this but the resist-dance is not as emphatic this morning. We do continue to see more and more things, thoughts, plans, shoulds that We (Our heads) try to hold onto that only serve to strangle Us but We have All-ways thought that these helped Us survive. That “they” were necessary for Our survival. “They” are only necessary for Our limitation.

The game is certainly winding down. We see more and more of Our others moving in the same direction. Our cherished beliefs are being released. We stand on the edge of the abyss and some of Us are ready, really ready to learn to fly. It may take being pushed to take that first leap into freedom or perhaps We will just slip and take to the skies.

We are/were/will be reminded that We are here to experience being physical. We have All-ways associated that with limitation and separation. The terms are not (or do not have to be) synonymous. We can be physical without being limited and separate. This is new and very unfamiliar. It is something We probably think We do NOT know how to do. Maybe We don't. Maybe We will have to learn how, maybe just remember. Maybe We will have to make it up as We go along. Some of Us are very good at that and for others it is a real challenge.

Many/most/All of Us expected to leave the physical world behind. As much as some knew this is not gonna happen, We still have that deep seeded belief. We are bound to limitation. But these bonds are only imaginary. We can be free as soon as We are willing to let go of the old and familiar. There really is no stepping or struggle, there is only being aware of who and what We All-ready are. It seems We have come a long way with this (because We have) but that only reveals that there is more. There is All-ways more. This frightens Us and even pisses Us off. That is because We still associate stress, struggle and suffering with change. It is not a requirement. We can change gently and with ease. That is Our true nature. What We have All-ways thought and believed is Our true nature, Our real bean and reality is false or make believe. We have very powerful imaginations and everything We see and experience IS Our imagination. That is hard to imagine. Hehehehe

As You probably are aware, We are practicing letting go. We are also remembering that another version of this is setting it (and Us) free. It is sooooo easy to forget that whatever We hold onto is something that We are holding hostage.

We just real-eyesed that a lot (maybe All) of Our frustration with Our driver is Our own struggle with Our Self-imposed limitations. Well DUH. Is this like a uni-versal truth or what? We have a friend who call such: “A blinding flash of the obvious”.

The gradeschoolers are very playful again today. Solar powered kids.

We get the feeling that We will be slipping deep into dream after Our highschooler today.

We certainly did enter the world(s) of imagination but after dropping off the boy in the wheelchair We were jarred back into Our old world. Our bus broke down and We got a ride back to base with a supervisor and a senior driver. “They” were very talkative about the ills and politics at work. We normally avoid any contact (or have minimal contact) with this. We do not normally get sucked in to it. We got sucked in. Not as much as We used to but enough to feel the taint.

Because, because We got stuck in the middle of some of the chaos and ill-feelings and frustrations of others. We actually responded pretty well. We did not like the way We felt and thought it was Our response. It was actually the exposure to separation and limitation mentality that affected Us. We got (allowed OurSelf to get) sucked in. We did not like the way it tastes and feels. We are gratefull that We have chosen not to live there anymore.

We got Our route schedules for the last three days of school and are a bit sad that We will only have two more days with the boy in the wheelchair. He has been a real delight and We are thrilled to have made contact. The other day he did say that when he gets to be Our age he wants to be friends. Thank god(s) We believe in other realities and know that We have made a connection with him that will last and be experienced even if We do not connect in the physical.

We forgot to mention that We had another great time with the highschooler today also. We are certainly getting closer and We are glad that this connection too will go on and other levels.

The middleschoolers? Well, “they” seem to be doing a lot of acting out. Solar powered but We see a lot of putting others down. We are reminded that this is the 3D version. We know that We also contact expanded versions of these kids in other worlds. We can not change the lives and circumstances that affect these kids the rest of the time. We can only accept and pay attention to “them” at many levels. That is what We do. We try to maintain a safe place and a safe ride home as much as We are able. Then, We give “them” support and care at these deeper levels.

We did read something that spoke of how children try on emotions etc. just to see how “they” feel. There is a lot of this goes on with middleschoolers.