You are getting sleepy, very sleepy

10/09/13

Today:

You are getting sleepy, very sleepy

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:58:54 AM

Good morning. We do not (yet) remember anything from last night and it feels kinda like We are still in dream. We like feeling like Our dream life and Our waking life are merging. We are doing a few physical things and having to really concentrate to get it right and to not keep doing the same thing over and over. Did We just do that? Have We done this yet? Where are We? When are We? Those kind of questions and experiences. Once again, this type of experience used to frustrate Us and We tried to avoid or escape “them”. Now, We see it as an indication of being in multidimensionality.

Ah, We remember now that We were working with some of Our current students (from Our waking life) last night. “They” really are trying to help Us be more consciously aware of expanded 3D and beyond. The book We are reading is helping Us but it is very mainstream which is probably a good thing to reach a larger audience. We hope to find something similar that is more about what autists experience in expanded realms.

We just read this from Abraham Hicks and We love it: “Worrying is using Your imagination to create something You don't want”. For the most part We (everyOne) just don't get it that We are constantly creating. Whatever We have, see and are experiencing is Our creation. This is One of the things We keep reminding Us.

One of the highschoolers that did not ride yesterday does not live there anymore.  We sent and send him Our caring and hope he is All right and does well wherever he is and whatever he does.

The autistic highschooler had a good time again today.  At school the aid commented on how cool it was to hear him laughing yesterday.  We do theel that We (personally) are a part of this.

We also feel the kids helping Us.

The morning preschooler is definitely getting more comfortable with Us and the other students.

Our middleschooler is also getting more comfortable with Us.

We are making progress at letting go. This process is making a complete change in We think, act, believe and live.  Nothing too major.  LOL.

We are reminded that We are learning and breaking ground.  We are learning how to do something that has never been done before.  No maps, manuals or instructions like We are used to having when We are learning.  Also, there are no rules.  This is a good thing but it is unfamiliar.  We are not yet good at unfamiliar.  We are getting more used to exploring the unfamiliar.

We are so programed to living in limitation that this expansion is taking a lot of adjustment.

The autistic highschooler took Us flying.  What an experience that is.  We went far, far away.  Much further than One might expect when pondering flying.  We were free of limits and flew beyond the physical.  We did not come back completely but We were able to function and pay attention to the gradeschoolers.

On the drive home that dragon was running hot and when We got up the hill it was blowing a lot of steam until it stopped.  We tried to go into fear but We know this is just an experience.  It is hard to explain.  Old rules and warnings just do not apply anymore unless We want "them" too.  It is hard to discard rules and regulations that We have grown up believing.  It is easy to give "them" power.  That is what We do everyday and have done Our entire lives.

As far as We know there is no support for what We are doing in the physical world.  Not yet.  This is truly a feat of pioneering and exploration.  We are not used to waking completely alone.  We used to be used to it but the passed few years We found some other explorers but it seems right now that this is a solitary journey.

We do theel that there are others but "they" are not speaking up right now because We are marching to the beat of a different drummer even from those who are walking to the beat of a different drummer.