Today:
In the process
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:30:57 AM
Good morning. We remember having lots of great
adventures exploring expansion and Our current transition. Yet, when
it was time to get up Our head was really trying to do a number on
Us. It wanted to worry and was painting pictures of different
disasters to worry about. We stayed in be a while repeating Our
mantra over and over. Money and action are NOT the answer. “They”
are band-aids at best. Yes, “they” might “fix” any
current apparent problems but “they” would NOT help Us grow and
remember and live as what We ARE. These old ways are part of
pretending to be what We are not. That is what Our head wants to do
and it is trying hard to stay in that.
We
are free. We are remembering and beginning to live as what We are.
We are love. We are learning how to do this. We are learning how to
be limitless in a world of limitation. The limitation is not real,
it is only Our imagination just like any apparent problems are Our
imagination.
We
open, let go and allow.
It
is kinda amazing what a number Our head is trying to do. We bless
Our head and set it free. It thinks We are trying to contain and
destroy it when We really are setting it free. Our head imagines and
that is what We want it to do but NOT in limitation terms and
perspectives. We want to roam the fields of expansion and
limitlessness.
Our
head says: “We're gonna die, We're All gonna die.” Our heart
says: “We're gonna fly, We're All gonna fly.”
What
Our head is trying to tell Us looks and feels ridiculous now but when
We listened (in the passed) it got bigger and seemed very real. It
is decision time. We do not know what Our future looks like, it is
brand new. We are learning how to be love living in the physical.
To return to old ways of “doing” things
does NOT work. That will drag Us back. We want to move forward.
Whatever happens and is happening is perfect. We are telling Our
head to stop trying to plan and worry, to run free and PLAY. That is
what it does NOT know how to do. Our head does not know how to play.
After All the night schools and time with kids Our head still does
not know how to play. It is acting like We just said something in an
alien language.
We
theel that Our dream about a shuttlepod is about Our truck. We know
this seems out of place but We just remembered. Maybe Our head is
afraid of this. Maybe it wants to stay more grounded not go flying
off in an expandable pod that is powered and controlled by Our
thoughts. That is just too new for Our head.
Our
head wants to be terror-fried. It is creating its own little horror
film and haunted house to scare the shit out of itSelf. Well, it
certainly is shit anyway. We are doing some pony hopping about Our
fear (false evidence appearing real). We do not yet see the real,
All We see is limitation. That is what Our physical eyes are tuned
to see. We are making adjustments but it is a gradual process.
We
just flashed on something: this fear that is coming up may not even
be Ours. This may be the collective fear that is growing as Our old
systems collapse. That would make a lot of sense because that is
actually the picture Our head is trying to paint: a collapse of old
supports and structures and imaginary creations.
We are having a good day with the kids. The highschooler took Us deep into dream again. This current stage of the process is certainly intense. We are getting it that it really is about changing everything, especially Our core concepts.
Once again We are doing a lot of dreaming and processing. There is just so much that it is hard to get it All down. We are reminded that We are scared to get on the bike. We are facing an entirely new way of living and it is scary. We do NOT know how to do this because We have never done it before. Nobody has.
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