Today:
More learning
Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:18:07 AM
Good morning. We remember a bit more from last night
than We have been recently. Part of that is because Our beliefs are
expanding. There is still much that is beyond Our grasp but more and
more is now within Our grasp. Facing Our fears is paying off. We are
having more and more experiences and glimpses of expansion and
limitlessness and connection/Oneness.
In
the reality We were in just before We woke We are living as a
youngstar and very happy and playful. We were having a great time
playing with Our friends. There are no concerns and no restrictions
placed on Us by A-dults. We are free. We are happy. We woke with a
big smile on Our face and it is still there as We remember playing in
that world. The veil (Self made) between these worlds is thinning and
growing less powerful. It is becoming less difficult and more common
to slip through.
One
thought We had on waking is that the less We believe in “bad”
things the less “bad”
things happen. This actually makes a
lot of sense but We sure did not believe it before We experienced it.
We open, let go and allow. Often, We try to plan what We want or how
something “should” happen.
Our “plan” is
rarely in alignment with Our best interest because it is limitation
and separation based. Therefore, often it does NOT happen and then We
think We failed. This is old limitation thinking and beliefs in play.
It is part of the trap.
When
We just open, really believing that whatever is happening is perfect
than We allow more of what happens to feel and look good. Sometimes
it takes a while to untangle the web of “bad” things
We have woven around OurSelf and into Our life. Once We really get it
that We DID
create
what We have then We can begin to untangle the web. The longer We
have been struggling against the web the harder and longer it takes
to unravel it. However, when We know it is perfect, stay in the now
and open and let go (rather than demanding anything, or expecting
anything or trying to destroy anything and/or blaming anyOne
including OurSelf) then the web can untangle easily and quickly.
In faerie lore there is a common belief that if We name
something We take away its power. There is a lot more truth in that
than many of Us real-eyes. Part of that naming is taking ownership.
Whatever is in Our world and Our life: We created. If something is
broken: We broke it. This is the hard part for most of Us. We deny
that We broke it therefore We deny that We can heal it. A vicious
circle, a tangled web.
We are limitless and connected and Once We really allow
OurSelf to accept and own All this it opens doors. What is on the
other side is nearly impossible to imagine until We step through.
Over the years We have often been frustrated that We
(apparently) could not do instant manifestation. We eventually got it
that this was for Our benefit. Often, what We thought We wanted was
NOT what We really wanted and was NOT in Our best interest. One
reason was that it was limited and separate. Much more than being
rich We wanted to be (and experience being) limitless and connected
to everything. (You might wanna consider how those too are connected
and interdependent) We want(ed) to live as love. Anything less is
pointless, limited and separate. Some people just want a nice
limitation. That is fine for “them” and “their” chosen path
(at least for now). It does NOT work for Us. We knew this several
years ago. We (personally) can not settle for any form of limitation.
So
why did We struggle so to hold on to Our limits? Because “they”
are familiar. Because We have taught and been taught that what will
set Us free is “bad”,
evil, hurtful, wicked, naughty and on and on. We set the trap well
and We tripped the trap every time We turned a corner. Are We out of
the woods (so to speak)? Who knows? The back and forth is part of the
process.
As We look closer at autism and Alzheimer syndromes We
get it that We need to go slow. Our world is littered with people who
did not take the time to adjust. Many now are coming into the world
without the limits needed to fit into society. This is seen as a
disability and it is certainly a hardship on “their” families.
The good news is that an awareness around this is growing (very
slowly it seems). A lot of this is still limitation based but it is a
start. We are finding more and more acceptance.
We (personally) are getting it that what We are doing is
kinda like becoming autistic BUT We are approaching it from a very
different angle and perspective. It does not mean that We will have
to wear diapers and be taken care of. Unless that is what We chose to
explore. If We remain open and let go We can slip slowly and gently
into the world(s) where autists live without falling in and being
unable to be here AND there. That is One thing that creates the
difficulty for an autists caregivers. Those on the outside expect an
expanded person to conform to the norm. Many have no desire to do so
but “they” are forced to do so and is it any wonder a tantrum
results? Autists are rarely met with acceptance and understanding.
Therefore there is friction. What a surprise.
So, this current phase will probably be a lot of
comments about autism and We may fall into fear of NOT being able to
take care of OurSelf. This is a fear that We recognized several years
ago and therefore chose to go very slow and gentle. We theel that
going slow, staying in the now and opening, letting go and allowing
are keys to making this adjustment. We theel that We can experience
being here AND there.
Many severe autists are there and have little or no
desire to be here. We theel that given the conditions and limits of
here, not wanting to be here is quite understandable. Yet, “they”
are here physically to assist the rest of Us and so “they” stay
here in body but “their” minds are roaming and exploring the
multiverse. It is fascinating. Our autistic students are clearly
helping Us and showing Us bits and pieces of what the multiverse and
multidimensionality is like. “They” are probably showing Us a
much bigger picture than We are able to see and comprehend. Whatever
little fraction of this We can comprehend is progress.
There
is sooooo much to this. We get it that We are truly a trailblazer and
even though We are not the only One We ARE One of a few. If We could
find words to describe what We are glimpsing and even what We are
beginning to experience You would probably think it is fantasy and/or
that We are delusional. We can say this because We often think this
about OurSelf. However, We know
better
and You do too. This is the new frontier.
For those unable and/or unwilling to broach the
boundaries that We are slipping through, there is no blame or
One-ups-man-ship in this. It is simply exploring a different path to
the same summit. And guess what: there will All-ways be more summits
and You/”they” may well lead the way to the next summit. In order
to explore and experience All, We have to explore and experience All
and no One physical person can do that in One lifetime.
We just found another description of what We are doing:
walking on/in shifting sand.
Another reminder We are getting is back when We
real-eyesed that the kids AND the galactics told Us “they” wanted
to work with Us. It sure is happening. We added the label: “autism”
to Our blog. We are going back and adding that to most of Our post
where it is mentioned in any form. This is obviously an important
part of Our process. We are also pondering some things We may (or may
not) decide to do around Our cabin. This is going to be a balancing
act for a while. So much (everything) in Our world is limitation and
separation it will be like walking a tightrope because We are still
here for the experience and We just can NOT have the experience
without having the experience. Yet, We do NOT want to demand Our
limits and deny Our ability and true nature. Perhaps the most
important thing is not to judge/label success and/or failure. It is
All experience.
We
are getting that this learning to be “in”
the
world but not “of”
the
world, this learning to be “here AND there” is going to require
learning to stay in the now and learning to follow Our heart AND
learning to distinguish between fear and intuition.
We
went to town to visit Our friends. We experienced being here AND
there a lot. We used to call it spacey which is not All that
inaccurate but not in the way We meant back then. It is interesting
to observe and be aware of (at least some of) what is going on.
Before
We left We tried to get Our computer set up to read Our Nook books
but were very unsuccessful. On the drive home (at the end) the
dragon was running very hot. We are remembering that everything is
perfect AND that We are creating this. It is part of Our hologram
program, part of separation and limitation. Wrong and bad are
judgments. Man oh man is Our head fighting and struggling with this.
Talk about a resis-dance.
Remembering
We are learning how to do this as love.
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