Today:
More and more
dreaming
Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:29:18 AM
Good morning. As We were going to sleep We did some pony
hopping aimed at Us. We fell asleep repeating Our mantra: I'm sorry,
I forgive Me, I love Me, I thank Me. We are not even sure why but it
felt good and needed. We woke repeating: open, let go, allow and
expand. Though We do not really remember We theel that is what We
were doing All night.
We
tried to get up earlier a few times but We kept going back to dream
to process and integrate whatever is going on. It is an inside job.
We are expanding. We were noticing that what We normally remember
doing in dream is in the physical or it feels physical even though it
is often doing things that We are not aware We can do in the
physical. We theel that We have been living in expanded 3D in Our
dreams for years. We have known We are exploring multi-D without
leaving 3D but We had not really examined this aspect.
It
feels like We will be going back to dream soon.
One
message that We remember from last night is that for years We have
known that We are a healer but NOT a healer of bodies. Rather We are
healers of hearts and minds (the body healing would naturally follow
this healing). Now, We are looking being healers of heart-minds. This
feels like what We are here to do and All the rest (that We do) is
part of that. This does give a broader perspective. This heart-mind
healing is like awakening rather than healing. Reconnecting the
heart-mind to Our brain and the rest of Our body. Whether it is
flipping the switch or rewiring We do not yet know. Is the switch
turned off or has the wiring been severed and/or removed? Perhaps it
varies. Perhaps for some the wiring was never there and maybe even
the heart-mind is missing for some. We do not have the answers (yet)
at least not in Our waking mind. We are just beginning and learning
and remembering.
We
are feeling the effects of being here AND there and We get it that it
is much better NOT to try to drive to town in this condition. We need
to learn how to function in this state first. We had All-ready pretty
much chosen to stay home today. Again, this is a state that We used
to curse and avoid and deny. Now, We welcome it. We are expanding and
even when We hated feeling this way We were searching for expansion.
Back then We did not recognize what was going on. We weren't ready.
When WE look at All that We gained in the interim, All the
experiences We have had, We would actually be okay with not being
ready now. Even though We do not want to repeat a lot of the
experiences, We are ready and willing to have more. We are reminded
that We can (and will) continue having experiences only from a
different, limitless perspective.
Interesting
times and interesting dreams. We woke from a variation on being an
attendant on the bus. This was on a big bus and there was a lot of
chaos, lots of fear and anger. We feel it was about bringing up more
of these feelings to be felt and released with love. There was a
child that was terrified and We were trying to calm the child without
much success and yet there was some measure of success and
connection. We were holding the child's hand and trying to do several
things at Once. The child was biting Our hand (the hand holding
“their's”) but even though the child's teeth looked like razors
there was no actual biting. The child was just sticking Our hand in
its mouth with a bit of threat.
When
We got up We are reading an article. We get it that We are
experiencing what is being talked about while for others it is still
philosophy. We clearly remember when it was All philosophy to Us too.
We do not know why We have changed and it seems like others remain
stuck. Today, We feel compassion for these others rather than
judgment.
More
dreaming and only vague memories. We do theel that this is because it
is still too farfetched for Our waking brain to handle. We do know
that We are feeding Our brain more expansion information to file so
that it has this information to call up instead of only having
information and experience of limitation to reference. We are also
contributing this to the mass mind. This is a major download.
Something
We had forgotten to mention: We really get it big time right now that
if We were driving bus We would have to call in sick a lot to do the
processing We are doing. As an attendant We can pretty much give
OurSelf to the energy All day, especially when there are no students
on the bus and when there are students on then We are basking in
“their” energy.
This
current energy download and integration is very important because We
need for Our brain to have this information to call up in the days
ahead. We are shifting and We can not function properly in multi-D
without having this information available. We are also reminded to
stay in the now. There is much that tries to grab Our attention and
focus but it has nothing to do with “now”.
Another thing that happens is Our head tries to “fix”
things while Our heart accepts and
loves “them”. We are allowing Our heart and heart-mind to take
charge. This way Our brain can do its job of taking in, filing and
accessing information and experience for Us.
Another thing that is coming up is expectations and
letting go of expectations. Expectations have nothing to do with the
now. So, this is also about staying in the now. Often (in the passed)
when We had a lay low, integration and processing weekend like this
We also had expectations about the outcome. We were generally
disappointed because Our expectations had no relation to what We were
actually doing and/or receiving. Our expectations are the greatest
limits We can place on OurSelves. This weekend We are doing much
better at being open, letting go, allowing and expanding. We bless
Our expectations and set “them” free.
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