Today:
Going deeper
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:43:25 AM
Good morning. Shadow was very nervous early in the
night. His pacing lasted a couple hours and then he finally fell
asleep next to Our bed in a very odd position. We have no idea what
it was about. Except the shifting energy.
We
know that We dreamed but We do not remember anything. It does feel
like there was energy stuff: download, processing and integrating. We
did wake feeling change. We are changing. We know that. We also know
that We could return to the old, that remains a choice and it seems
like it would still be easy to do. We want this change of mind and
activation of Our heartmind.
Our
head continues to struggle and try to plan and worry but the struggle
grows weaker and weaker and We keep opening, letting go and allowing.
This is Our priority. This is taking a lot of dreaming.
We
are getting some more input about letting go, believing in OurSelf,
following Our intuition, trusting OurSelf AND doing the impossible.
What We “think” is
impossible (in the old head thinking) is actually the real and
limitless. What We “think” is
possible is actually the impossible which We have created in the
hologram of limitation. Limitation is totally familiar and stretching
beyond it is still a stretch.
As We continue to look outside Our Self for confirmation
and proof We are reminded that We are looking into the hologram of
limitation which changes on Our whims. The confirmation and proof We
can rely on is internal.
We desire this change of heart and awakening of Our
heartmind. We wish to release judgment of Self and others and
recognize (fully) that “they” are Us.
Sometimes/often doing what is in front of Us to do can
easily distract Us and help Us to focus back in/on limitation 3D. At
least is does in Our current experience. We must remember to let go
of this old way of acting and thinking.
Onedering what to say. We just read Aisha North's latest and it seems many are feeling what We are feeling even though the circumstances may be different. We read about many different people going through harder circumstances than We are yet many are "feeling" much the same.
This reminds Us that We get exactly what We need. Our head keeps wanting to "fix" it but Our heart knows it is not broken. It may look broken to limitation 3D thinking but We are beginning to "theel" with Our hearts instead of think with Our head. Our head still does not have enough accurate/expanded/limitless information to think properly.
Our heart has access to this information and it is probably available to the unused portion of Our brain and DNA. We are focusing on accessing and reconnecting Our heartmind. We are getting glimpses of what is ahead and where We are headed. Some are like ghost images and some are feelings and some appear as clear as anything in 3D.
One problem is definitely trusting OurSelf. This is a very clear and present issue. Another problems thinking that anything is "wrong" or broken. That is limitation and separation thinking. We are starting to think multidimensionally but that is rarely Our first thought (yet).
As We said before: many people are experiencing different things and getting the same message.
It seems that many kids are feeling these quandaries that A-dults are feeling. The difference is that (for the most part) what the kids are feeling is NOT "theirs". This makes it even more confusing.
We know that the autistic students are taking Us to visit "their" world(s). There are many who do not really appear autistic who still have other worlds. For some this "their" safe place. For others it is/are simply different. For most these are expanded, connected, limitless and awesome worlds. Personally, We do understand why the autists do NOT want to live in this world.
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