Memories

10/10/13

Today:

Memories

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:36:25 AM

Good morning. We only have vague memories of what We did last night. We were exploring Our expansion and it seems like the kids were advising Us. We are certain that We are getting a lot of help from the kids. Being here AND there is taking a lot of adjusting and rehearsal and repetition. We feel the shifting. Sometimes the familiar seems totally foreign.

Having some kind of different feelings this morning. It might be fear mixed with longing. Fear is trying to come up a lot. We keep naming it: false evidence appearing real. This world is full of that. Part of the feeling is change. We are used to everything being the same day after day (or at least We used to think it is the same). Now, We know better and that feels different. We feel different and changing.

We are reminded that the details are not Our job. Our job is getting the big picture. We tend to want to change the details and/or even the big picture. What We need to do is expand Our view and perception. It really is hard to believe that We created All this. We create and shut down Our memory of creating through denial. It is an amazing process. We really need to get it that the physical is just a hologram and a very small part of All that is. The physical does NOT hold power over Us like We think it does. We give it power AND We are very good at giving the physical power over Us. We don't just give Our power away or hide it under a rock (though We do that too) but We give it a hammer and show it Our most tender spots and then demand that We never ever had any power.

This is part of what We are learning and it is not an easy class. Again: We are learning and there is no manual. We are reminded of free fall.

We are facing Our fear but We do NOT want to. We want to stay in those dream worlds where We are free. Worlds where We have All-ready left the old limitation beliefs behind. We are experiencing this being an option. It feels great but very foreign. Again, this is All new to Us. Our head is clinging to the old thoughts, actions and beliefs. Its grip is pretty weak but it really does have a weak death grip on the old. Our head does not like the idea of free fall or learning to fly. Our head does not believe that We have wings.

Walking on two (or more) worlds is NOT easy. It is a bit like riding Our bike on a tight-rope. It would be much easier to walk in One or the other or even the other. However, that is not what We are about. It is what the majority seem to continue to experience but it is NOT Our path. We do not really even want it to be Our path. That would be more limitation and We are way over limitation. However, We are clueless how to be limitless. Maybe clueless is part of limitless?

It keeps coming to be in the world but not of the world. We are reminded to be here but not be “attached”. To not give the physical power over Us. We do not know how to NOT give it power. In All of Our physical lives We have given the physical power over Us. We have believed that are separate and vulnerable and subject to attack. That is what fear is and fear is a strong mind killer. It is not real but it lives in Our imagination and Our entire world is made up by and from this fearful imagination and it is still screaming that is is real and gonna get Us. The screams are growing weaker, All-most pitiful but “they” persist.

We real-eyes that We are now spending more of Our day in multidimensionality and less and less in limitation. Just now We had the sensation of only visiting here. It is like a vacation home. This is becoming more and more predominate.

Completely changing Our thinking is no small feat.  We've been heading this direction for quite a while but there is still a long way to go.  At this time it feels to be of paramount importance.  As All-ways We could give up and go back to Our old ways but that just is not what We want.

The old ways of stress and struggle, problems and difficulties is so familiar that it is All most impossible to believe that it can be any other way.  However We are certain that if We stick with it and change Our thinking, then We can explore the physical from a completely new perspective.  If We do go back to the old, that is struggle and strife.

People think that struggle and hardship are a requirement in the physical.  That is the lie but Our society and culture fully support this lie.

Another highschooler told Us that he will not be riding after this week.  He did not say why.  Even though We did not have a lot of interaction with him, We will miss him, miss his energy but We also know We are connected to his energy.

Several of the gradeschoolers were clowning and having a lot of.  We were able to keep low key enough to allow "them" to play.  It was good to watch and see "them" connect without fighting.

The main thing for Us this morning is letting go and allowing Our thinking and perception too expand.

We are having some interesting memory experiences.  "They" must be from alternate realities.  "They" are as real and every bit as much Ours as any memory.  However, We know that "they" are not from this waking life.  This experience helps Us see how memory frames Our present.  Much (most/All) of Our present is based in/on Our passed.

It is a process and We are in it.

This memory stuff is a very interesting experience.  We are reminded more and more that there is much, much more than We perceive and believe.