More ponderings and experience

10/25/13

Today:

More ponderings and experience

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:48:03 AM

Good morning. We do not remember nuthin' from last night. We woke at exactly 3:33. We feel a definite further shift this morning and feel and see (with Our mind) the presence of a friend. We welcome(d) “them”. Ah, now We remember being in the community again with many friends. We were playing and enjoying each others company.

We are reminded to relax and not to try so hard to make progress. A lot of this “trying so hard” is about not trusting OurSelf and Our process. It is about thinking We will run out of time if We do not “get it” today. We forget that there is no graduation day. This truly is a never ending story.

We are reminded of the things that We are aware of having accomplished. Our list may seem short but it is longer than most and there are sure to be many more things that We are NOT aware of. We can start with Our cabin and go from there. Our lifelong dream was met over twenty years ago. And, as far as We can tell: We have yet to die that slow and horrible death that Our head keeps predicting.

As We wake We are remembering bits and pieces of other lives (which experience and awareness of make up Our dreams). Some are very similar to this waking reality (which is shifting, changing and expanding every day) and others are further removed.

We are reminded to be kind and gentle with OurSelf. We are changing everything and there are no role models, no manuals, no instructions to follow. We welcome this complete psychic change which We are experiencing. We are willing, ready (beyond ready it would seem) and able to completely change Our way of thinking AND Our beliefs.

We are reminded that (along with everything else We deny): We are masters of time. Many/most of Our fears revolve around fear of time. We truly believe that We are victims and subjects (as in ruled by rulers) of time and circumstances. Nothing is further from the truth. What We see and experience is the projection of these fears and disbeliefs. It is a holographic projection (which We set up) to play in. We forgot and We forgot really good.

Those who stop being rules by the hologram yet remain inside it to show Us the door(s) and control panel are usually ridiculed and institutionalized. Sometimes the institutions are cleverly disguised and the doors appear to be open. The actual open door is within each of Us and few of Us real-eyes it. Most of Us believe that: “this is the way IT is” and that We have to play within these borders and boundaries and rules. That is how We set it up and We set it up really good.

This morning We are having some interesting insights and experiences into/in multidimensionality. We do recognize Our progress even We take a step back towards limitation. That too is part of the process and progress. Only within limitation is a step back not progress. In limitlessness it is just another view, another perspective a revisit to an ongoing alternate reality.

One fear that We have recognized for a fairly long time is for those versions who seem stuck in Our passed of living in limitation. Today We know this is an unrealistic fear based in finite beliefs. However, it is a very real fear and concern to Our physical Self. We honor it and bless it and set it free.

Interesting morning.

We got some more insights into what is going on with Our dragon and chariot.  "They" are living, breathing, sentient entities.  As We have said before it is Us that needs to change.  We have known for some time that everything is sentient, living and breathing entities and All are connected.  However now (somehow) this is more real.  That is part of what needs to change in Us.  This is a hard concept to fully grasp after lifetimes of believing that so many things are inert, or dumb, or non-sentient and/or "less than".

Think about it.

Today is costume day at Our gradeschool.  Some of the students wore costumes and many did not.  Many were not aware.  Our energetic boy is Bumblebee.  He is in a great costume and he was better behaved. Another boy is going to be Thor but he did not have his costume on yet.  We wore Our vampire costume and got to tell the students that We do not get to wear Our wings everyday.

We continue to focus on everything being a sentient living bean/entity and an individual part of a larger sentient, living bean/entity.  Again: this is not new but it is more real, more important, more vital vibrant than most of Us real-eyes in today's society.  This has many possibilities and ramifications.

It is not easy to talk to things (that We have All-ways believed to be inanimate and man-made) and thank "them" and/or ask "their" permission and/or blessing.  We immediately think of All the "crazies" that We have seen doing this over the years.

We sure set this game up good.

We truly are masters of the game who forgot.  We forgot a lot.

We are also noticing other people and "their" cars and other entities having similar symptoms.  It must be the time.  Of course, many will resist and deny and demand the limits of these things being inanimate but there may also be more who get it than We would expect.

The times are a changing.  We are changing.