Is it real? Or is it hologram?

07/02/13

Today:

Is it real? Or is it hologram?

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:12:43 AM

Good morning. We do not remember what We dreamed. The thunder storm took Us into dreamland. It did not last long but it was hard and heavy while it was here. We needed the rain.

We are still quite dreamy. We read a few emails and feels detached and observer of sooooo much. We continue to see how We try to judge others and “their” journey and We let that go. Be free and fly little bird.

There is no room for judgment in living multidimensionally. There just isn't.

Our life is changing and We like that. Life is meant to be simple, easy and fun. Our life is becoming more and more simple, easy and fun. All of this is a mindset not influenced by outside events the way We (personally and collectively) have believed. We theel there is less and less for Us to share on discussion lists because most people do NOT want to read this. Most people are looking for money in the bank and other outside changes. We wish “them” well and We do try not to judge that journey but it is still not easy to stay out of judgment but it is necessary. Each version of THE journey is important and valid, equally with every other version. We can observe and even appreciate other versions just as soon as We stop falling into those versions. The only way to learn this is through experience, or so it seems.

Again, We are amazed at how much We have pushed OurSelf recently. We took Our summer and turned it into a struggle, not totally but more than enough. We said All along that the gardening is a learning experience. It is that in more ways than One. We let it pressure Us. We felt the plants depended on Us and “they” did/do. However, “they” are also responsible for “themSelves” and in the “real” world (not the hologram/illusion of separation and limitation) “they” have no chance of failure. Everything flourishes in abundance, We just hide it and camouflage it, and deny it to create Our false world which We call the “real” world and that is the lie.

What We call “real” is imaginary and what We call imaginary is “real”.

This morning some of the interaction reminded Us of some things We had wanted to share about yesterday but forgot when We slip, slided away. The energetic girl wanted to sit at the back of the bus where no One (Us) could watch her. We said We would sit back further so We could watch her and then, as she was saying: “You can't see Me” We flashed on the boy who can make himSelf invisible. At this point the older boy said: “I can see You”.

We said to him: “We can pretend.” He said: “No”, then: “You can pretend if You want but I'm not going to”. We said okay and asked if he does not like to pretend. He said he does like to pretend but not right now. We said that was fair enough.

The energetic girl was taking her time buckling in (normal) and We told her she would not be invisible until she was buckled in. She buckled in. We did keep an eye on her but acted as if she was invisible and talked to the boy. After a short time she fell asleep until We turned onto her road.

The interactive girl commented on her falling asleep so soon and We told her that she would fall asleep as soon as her other friend got off the bus. She said she would stay awake and sure enough she did. We went in to dream right after she got off (last student off the bus).

Just typing this is taking Us back into dream.

We have been pondering Our tarpped area, and things We want to do because We are running out of room under the tarp. Part of the problem is a ten foot long cedar 4x6 that We want to sand and then clear stain to use in Our yet to be shed. We have several boards and pallets that We want to stain and paint before We install “them” (several reasons: because of the multicolor it will be easier and otherwise “they” might never get painted (or twenty years later like some other things).

As We pondered (notably different from planning) We real-eyesed/remembered that Once We get the old shed torn down this will open up a lot more area and We have plenty of tarps to tarp that area. We are excited. We really are easy to please. We do recognize that what We want to do with the new shed is going to be a bit like putting together a puzzle. It would be easier and faster to just buy All the lumber and build it normally but that is NOT what We want. There really is no rush. This shed will greatly expand Our storage to make it more easier to find more stuff and make recycling a bit easier and tidier. With the extra area from tearing down the old shed We will have more room to have different set up and dry so We can play at more things and switch around since We do have a short attention span. What were We saying?

The students All wanted to sit at the back of the bus this morning and seemed to All be energetic and interactive today. We did have to remind “them” not to be too loud a few times. The four year old slept most of the ride. This is the first time he did that but he was wide awake a few minutes before We reached the school. We swear that kids come equipped with GPS.

It has been overcast All day but the smoke is not as bad as yesterday afternoon. With All the lightning and since the rain did not last long, We had thought it might be real smoky.

Again, the dreamer took Us into dreamland and We had to go “out” (or is it in?) as soon as the last student was off the bus. The ride began with some argument. We really are not clear on what was going on with the two youngest girls but We just kept telling “them” to stop and let it go. Eventually whatever it was, was forgotten and “they” were back to playing and singing. Kids.