Insighting

07/17/13

Today:

Insighting

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:23:15 AM

Good morning. Another very fun and interesting night. We mainly remember One part: a world that is very similar to this (well, now that We type that We get the feeling that maybe not but it felt so comfortable that We assumed it is?????). We met a bunch of new friends and some surprising Ones from Our waking life. One in particular caught Our attention, maybe even Our heart. This raises the question was this a soul mate and if so is it the same as the One We played with a while back? We are clueless but We really, really enjoyed Our experience with this One last night.

It was a definite physical attraction but it was more than that too. We were very attracted to how comfortable “they” are with “themSelf” but We also wonder how much of that was/is show or pretense. False bravado or real acceptance of Self? It is hard to tell at the first meeting. We know that in that world the meeting is continuing. We are kinda anxious to test (bad but how else will We know?) whether the attraction is actually mutual or are We just being teased?

This brings up another point/question: How long can We hold onto the awareness of being here AND there? Or is it something We can only hold on to by letting go? Probably that. We do theel that this ongoing awareness of actually living in multiworlds is growing and expanding. It is part of the current change and We really do hope it continues and expands. Since We are going through the discomfort of firstish experience, We would rather keep sliding in rather than withdrawing and having to start over again later.

Interesting too that the two brothers and “their” world are slip, sliding in and around at the same time. It feels like “they” are really enjoying observing this exploration and experience. We theel that “they” are happy for Us. Are the two worlds intertwined? Well, All worlds are but these two feel very close and maybe even the same.

That was another thing that We noticed, Our ability to transport through space and time. That is a lot of fun. We do not know if the word: “teleport” is correct or not.

Now We are One-da-ring how this might affect Our day???? It sure is affecting Our morning but We find that We do not want to cling to this experience. That would be another form of limitation. We want more and more and more.

This (of course) brings up the topic of letting go Once again. We know that in order to have this person in Our life We must let “them” go. It seems to be human nature to cling to what We like but it is only human normal. Another human tactic is to reject it before it rejects Us. We can release and detach with love but that it is not Our normal m.o.

We wish to let go of many things for We do real-eyes that in Our planning and clinging and and and We are only clinging to the old and familiar limitations. We are ready to consciously make the choice to slip, slide on outta there (limitation).

Several time We have been reminded that We are “in” the world, but not “of” the world. Maybe it is different for Us than the majority of people. We do NOT theel that it must be so but it remains a choice and We do try to honor All choices. Sometimes it really hurts but We really have no choice but to stand back and allow. It is not easy. We also know it is Our choice to co-habitate with those who choose to do harm to “themSelves” and “their” others. Again, it is not easy.

We want to live multidimensionally and be aware of it and All that encompasses. These are some of the results. Worlds and lives like the One(s) last night are another result.

We just real-eyesed another reason for staying in the now. (This may be fairly obvious to others but apparently it just dawned on Us) We never know where (what world/reality/dimension/whatever) We may be from moment to moment. Acting from/on any basis other than “now” may mean We are acting totally inappropriately and contrary to where We are and what is happening. We may well be (and probably are) keeping OurSelf stuck in One world (and limitation at that) by not being present and aware in the now in every moment.

Trust Us on this One as We did just find OurSelf acting as if We were in One world and One set of circumstances when We were in an other place. We may have been in that world too but We were focusing only in the One and not acting according to what was happening in the other world. Confusing? You should try living it.

Once again We went deep into dream on the return trip after dropping off the last student. We do recognize that We are in the midst of transition.