Gentle as We go

07/21/13

Today:

Gentle as We go

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:45:58 AM

Good morning. Yes, another fun night in lots of worlds with lots of new and old friends. While Our memories are clearer and more distinct than others, We still can not really describe what went on. It is beyond the physical and therefore hard to describe in physical words, but yet it was also very physical??????? Maybe it was beyond limitation and separation and therefore even harder to describe with words which limit by definition.

We are adding yet more to Our current mantra: “Open, let go, allow and remember the real. All of this which We see and experience is imaginary. It is a collective imaginary and agree to by All involved. Therefore it is hard to fully let go and break free. “Break free” is not really the right phrase because it implies struggle.

We are reminded that no successful pioneer, explorer, inventor or revolutionary ever listened to (or followed) the admonition: “Be realistic” or “this is the real world” or any such limiting demands and commands. And even still “they” were doing “their” think in the imaginary world. “They” were not even broaching the boundaries of limitation and separation and yet “they” were pushing accepted boundaries and limits. Then how much more are We admonished to: “be realistic” and live in the “real world” and such. Perhaps We are not that much closer to breaching the borders of limitation and separation but it sure feels like We are just about to slip through the walls that are imaginary. It is probably the same as the early explorers felt when pushing beyond the boundaries of civilization.

And that is okay. If there is still an infinite space to travel, that is fine but We just gotta get beyond these current limitations. Many/most just want a better version of limitation. As hard as it is for Us to accept that, We must. It is none of Our business and not Our job. Our job is to tend to Our own garden (figuratively mostly) and follow Our heart and send love to everyOne. Even those who may appear to oppose Us.

Money is NOT the answer for Us and even though We feel it is NOT the answer for anyOne, maybe it is for some. We want more. We want to slide into worlds where everyOne is equal. We believe that in those worlds money is pointless. We know that everything in this world is false and imaginary. Money is part of that, just like war and famine and All suffering. To believe that suffering is not real is very farfetched and delusional to most people. That's okay. It does not bother Us as much as those still clinging to money. But We are trying to honor and allow All choices.

It is very easy to get caught up in this imaginary world, after All, We are here and We are here by choice. Whenever We make progress towards finding Our way out (or remembering Our way out) it is very, very easy (and comfortable) to slip back in to the holographic fantasy. This is All part of the game, the way We set it up. It is to keep Our transition slow and on track and not mind blowing. It is easy to judge OurSelves and Our others when We slip back in over and over and over. That too is part of the set up. The word “failure” comes up over and over and over. It is NOT real but it feels very real and ever imposing.

Learning to live multidimensionally is a process and does not All-ways seem to be an easy slide even though it really is. It is Our resis-dance that complicates it and makes it seem painful and difficult.

We are reminded that balance is a key. We are pretending to be here and limited for the experience. It is free of matter but We want the experience (whether We real-eyes it or not).

We are doing a good job of letting go and going back to dream this morning. We are even finding some waking experiences of expansion and remembering the real.

A bit of inspiration hit Us and All-most knocked Us over. We did a very few light and little things outside and We are tired and sweating. This tells Us that the energy really is NOT supporting much physical activity right now and We are okay with that. We got a couple of things transplanted and did some preparation for some others. We did discover that the mint plant that We have been nursing is not mint. We are clueless what it is so We put it in a pot where We can watch it and water it as We water other stuff. We brought in some actual mint plants that need repotting and We will (hopefully) plant “them” in the decorated jug We made for indoor mint. BTW: Our outdoor mint barrel is doing great. We put some more mint plants inside an old tire down by the new outhouse wall.

The tarps and greenhouse outside need to be closed up because it does look like more rain soon. As soon as We feel like We will get right on that. Oh, We did find the green Xmas garland that We want to use to wrap the long portal overhead pole that We stained a couple of weeks ago. We have been waiting to put that up before We add any more decorations to the pole. We might do that today. We checked on the little people's picnic table and it feels fine. We had a pink rolling cart that We had placed by the fort wall and it felt like it wants to be with the picnic table so We moved it. It may not be placed quite right so “they” may rearrange it a little.

We are happy with the way everything is progressing and We feel like We are doing fairly well at detaching with love and allowing expansion. We do feel that We are learning to consciously live multidimensionally, even if it is a slow process. There was some great revelation that dawned on Us a few minutes ago but now it is gone. Well, We theel it is in Our heart but not able to get out Our fingers right now.

Ah: We are experiencing a (or several) major attitude and perspective shift. It is in the right direction as there is no other direction it can really be in. It is affecting Us just as it is probably affecting everyOne.

So, We got the garland on the portal cross piece and the bow with some kind of greenery was falling apart so We redid it a little. Honestly, We are a bit perplexed by that greenery. We can not tell for sure if it is real or memorex. It has a distinct odor but the color faded onto Our hands when wet. We think it may be eucalyptus but We have not seen eucalyptus in sooooo many years that We are not certain. We think We like what We did with it and the bow and We put some stalks in water. Who knows?

The tarps and greenhouse are closed up for the night. Shadow had a bit of a hard time following Us around and just came back to the back door (he went there when We first went out again????) to come in and he seems to feel it is dinner time. It is a little bit early. He really does like having the other side of the cabin opened up so he can get around that way also. We plan to keep that in mind as We work over there and get it ready for winter later on.

We hope to get the mint in its new home soon and We found the pot that We “think” We want to put Our lavender rootings in. The lavender seems to want to be in a bunch and We accidentally (or intuitively) rooted a bunch of stems together. So, We will plant “them” that way in an indoor pot and see what becomes of “them”. We are not certain if We want to put the lavender and citronella plants in the ground before fall or leave “them” in “their” pots and put “them” under the cabin or some such for winter?????? Perhaps none of the above? We really do NOT think We have enough room inside for All the plants We would like to bring in for the winter but maybe that will change???????

We did get more potting done, had a nice dinner with a banana split for dessert and watched some Star Trek. Then We are off to dream.