More doing and expanding

09/02/13

Today:

More doing and expanding

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:32:51 AM

Good morning. We visited lots of great worlds and lives with lots of new and old friends. It was a night of play. That is All We remember: playing. And that is All We need to do.

Again Our head is trying to plan and worry and Our heart reminds Us to let go. We are letting go. It has been raining All night and We theel that We will return to dream fairly soon.

Oh, We just remembered visiting some of Our old lives, or lives other versions of OurSelf are living. “They” were probably not All that different from Our daily life but “they” feel very different. We are reminded how We used to struggle and yes it would probably be easy to slip back into that temporarily as We are well trained in that art. But, We do not think We could stay there very long now that We have lived as We are living.

We are reminded that everything is perfect just as it is, whether it looks like it or not. We are noting that it does feel like it whether it looks like it or not. We have pondered this before but it really does appear that We set up Our world as primarily visual because seeing is deceiving. Feelings connect to the heart center, the heart mind. It is difficult to fully believe in separation and limitation if We connect to the heart. Perhaps vision is more connected to the head and logic?

Letting go opens Us to possibilities that do not even seem to exist when We cling to the old. Planning, thinking: “I must do this”, “I will do that”, “If I don't do such and such I will suffer”; All of those keep Us trapped in limitation. As long as We believe those lies “they” will be true for Us. That was what some of those other lives were about: struggle and remaining in limitation and separation mindset. It seemed that We were trying to entice OurSelf to remain there, the old and familiar. Then, We visited versions of OurSelf where We are free. God do We ever prefer being free. We just do not (YET) know how to relax and allow it but We are learning.

We are also reminded that time is an illusion. Our head (and current beliefs) still operate within the illusion/hologram of time. Our heart lives in freedom without time restraints. We are learning to live and “do” in limitation (and possibly expanded) 3D without attachment AND be aware of being multidimensional. This is new to Us, at least experientially.

It is interesting to Us how (if We relax, let go and stay in the now) We do remember to do the things that need attention before “they” kill Us. In fact, it does seem that We have yet to be killed by Our neglect of attention to anything. There certainly have been times when We felt attacked by Our neglected aspects but that may well have been when We were doing attachment and logic rather than intuition and release.

Something We said in an email this morning: “This weekend I've been kinda focused on car repairs. NOT My favorite but am glad to be finding the things that need healing before snow and subzero. Plus it is definitely about being here AND there. When cars break I would prefer just being there and escape here but that doesn't seem to be how it works.” We see how We are experiencing what many people are living.

We are learning, We are letting go and We are staying in the now. Also, We may be learning/gaining a bit more compassion for Our others. We can accept and own these aspects of OurSelf and therefore that of Our others. “They” are Us and We be “them”.

We have started doing Our do outside. We find OurSelf doing this, then doing that, and then off on another tangent, rather than staying “on task” or “on target”. We theel this is a good thing. It is about learning how to be here and there, follow Our heart AND Our inspiration. We used to Oneder how “doing” anything in limitation 3D could be following Our heart. We are beginning to get it that this is what We are here for. We are NOT here to escape or be saved. We are here to experience and learn AND remember.

We are now ready for Our test drive in Our chariot (well, All-most ready a bit more coffee first).

Our test drive went well. We got All the fluids at the correct level or damn close. This has been an ongoing problem and is a big part of this latest task. We learned a lot. We had thot that We would get water on Our test drive but the line was way too long when We did not really need water yet. It would save Us a trip next weekend but We will go when the line won't be sooooo long.

Now We are breaking and gonna read up on Our next idea about healing Our dragon.

So, We replaced the serpentine belt on the dragon (rather appropriate name isn't it?). It was easy and hard. We are glad it is done and it definitely is less complicated than replacing the old style fan belts.

Interesting that We finished and got everything put away just about time to start dinner. Of course Shadow thinks We should have had dinner an hour ago. We are certainly making progress on the stuff We want done before winter hits. We really did NOT want to do any of the car repairs but certainly better now than snow and subzero. We do hope to get the plywood on the frame We have up to prevent ice build up at the back corner in case Shadow wants to use that side this winter. And We might get some of the plywood (that We use to role stuff on outside) cut from 4' wide to 2' which will make it easier to handle. Now that most of the car repairs are done (major should be done and only a few minor things remain) We can bring a tomato plant inside (it will live where We had All Our tools out for the weekend). We kinda want to get it in and kinda want to see if We get some sun to ripen the toms.

Now, We are gonna start dinner and watch some StarTrek. We think We are gonna enjoy having NetFlix.