Today:
Interesting
Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:56:51 AM
Good morning. Very interesting lives and worlds last
night. Versions of OurSelves as We change and expand. Some real
surprises, some old stuff that We thought We had left behind coming
up again to accept and own but maybe not to send packing like We
would have expected. Expectations sure are blocks. And We sure still
have some.
We keep meeting new
friends, some touch Us sooooo deep and then seem to disappear. We
One-der about that. We do not seem to miss “them” when “they”
disappear and We Oneder if We have integrated “them” or what?
Does it matter? As long as We have not forgotten or rejected “them”
it probably does not matter. “They” are part of Us.
This expansion continues
to surprise Us. It is sooooo different, so much than We would have
guessed. We knew it would be more, that is what expansion is. We are
letting go, maybe that is what surprises Us. After spending lifetimes
clinging to the familiar, clinging to everything even that which
seemed to harm Us, it feels odd to be able and willing to let go but
here We are. Our head still resists and wants to cling but Our heart
is comforting and reassuring. We really feel that everything is
perfect even if Our head doubts, Our feelings and intuition are sure.
We notice again how
connected Our head and Our fears are. We continue to finish most
thoughts with: “let go”. This really is a lot of change.
We are changing. This
expansion and letting go feels good, a bit exciting even though it is
new and unfamiliar. Our head still has trouble trusting and wants to
plan and worry but Our heart comforts Us and reminds Us that if We
want to experience being multidimensional, We must let go. It truly
is the planning and worrying that keeps Us in limitation. We have
ways of arguing for and clinging to Our limitations that baffles the
imagination. Talk about law of attraction. One of the reasons We
struggle so much with watching others clinging to limitation is
because it would be easy (and it appears so enticing) to revert to
that OurSelf. We are kind of teetering on the brink (so to speak).
We are reminded that We
are learning AND remembering. We added embrace to Our mantra: “Open,
let go, allow and embrace”.
It has been an
interesting day on several levels. One high school boy said hello for
the first time. We have thelt that We are connecting with him but he
is very shy and quiet. It felt nice to hear him say hello. Our
morning schedule is messed up so We were late most of the morning
which is a bit stressful. We finally met the newest rider and now
“they” have changed Our route for that section so We won't be
seeing him again or the other students that We know from last year.
We will be meeting three new students tomorrow because of this
change. The change does not affect Our late mornings. That change
will not take affect until Monday. We will miss the students We are
losing but Our bus was getting too crowded. We know that We made a
connection deeper than physical with those students and We will
maintain that connection whether We see “them” in the physical or
not. We also know that it will be good to connect with the new
students.
We will also be getting
a new highschooler starting tomorrow, the brother of One who is
All-ready on Our bus.
The connection with All
Our students is growing stronger and We can feel it. It was easier
for Us to let go today and just be in the now. Several times We are
reminded that We are slip, sliding between many worlds and in
multiworlds simultaneously. This has a lot of affect and We still
tend to think from a One world mindset which just does NOT work when
living multidimensionally. We are learning.
There is something else
We wanted to mention but We were having difficulty remembering it. We
found out that the gradeschool girl whom We thought was crying One
day probably was. It seems she is very emotional and sensitive. She
easily changes from One mood to another (happy to sad) when events
(or thoughts) occur to her. Things that would seem small and
insignificant to others are momentous to her. Also, it seems that her
mother is out of town a lot and during those times she is even more
sensitive. She is very independent and Self sufficient (or so she
appears) so this extreme sensitivity is not what One might expect.
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