Allowing

09/29/13

Today:

Allowing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:46:01 AM

Good morning. We had a lot of fun last night. We do not remember what We did except that We were playing with the youngstars. Once again We were living in a group home or a tight nit community or maybe both. We played, that is what We did, that is what We are meant to do. Youngstars are very creative at figuring out games to play and We are getting good at joining in.

We have vague memories of flying amongst the stars. Of course Our waking head does not want to remember that. That is freedom and limitlessness in action and Our head does not (yet) believe that We can be limitless and free. We are limitless and free whether We believe it or not. We must learn to believe it to experience it. That is where We are headed.

As We wake, Our head wants to plan Our day but it can not imagine having a day of living limitlessly. The things We would do are not even in the realm of believable in a limitation and separation reality. We will play with the stars and the faeries. We will fly Our shuttlecraft and give first timers the ride of “their” life and soon this will become mundane and We will have to stretch Our imagination to find more adventures to have and play to be done.

That's Our story and We're stickin' to it. We are going to explore the multiverse today.

Yes, this is definitely a day of learning to be limitless in a limited world. We really can not even imagine the possibilities. We certainly can not (yet) imagine this physical world without limits. At least We can believe that it is possible. That is the difficulty with trying to imagine and figure out what expansion and Our new earth will be like. What We can imagine (by trying) is totally limited. Limitation is really All that Our head knows. Our head is not to blame here, limitation is All that it has experienced and it functions in and from experience. That is the headmind's function and it does very well at what it is designed to do. (A small revelation here for Us because We have been One-da-ring just what the head is really for so that We can honor it and allow it to do its job.)

So, We can not imagine what today will bring and hold but We CAN allow it. We can open, let go and allow.

When We first read Illusions by Richard Bach: We were very drawn to the line(s): “Argue for Your limitations and sure enough, 'they' are Yours.” We did not have a clue the depth and breadth of this. In fact We argued (in Our head) that We were NOT arguing for Our limitations. Now, We see how much We have argued for and demanded Our limitations in the many years (say somewhere over 25 years) since then. We see many people who do the same and just like Us “they” say: “this is the real world”. It' snot. It's the make believe world and We make believe very, very good. All these limits and boundaries are pretend. It may be All We know (so far) but it is a fantasy. Yes, We have been living in a fantasy island All of Our many physical lives. (Earth is a living island in space)

All of Our should(s) and must(s) and rules and regulations and needs and on and on(s) are limits and lies. “They” may not be lies if We remember that “they” are pretend but when We believe that “they” rule Our lives and that is the way it MUST be: that is the lie. So, We open, let go and allow. Then We open, let go and allow again. We may only have small successes and observe tiny footsteps on the path but that is okay. That is how We fully experience every piece and bit and nuance of the transition. We can savor every crumb (even while We are hating it for that too is an experience). We are typing to OurSelf every bit as much as to anyOne else. Again from Illusions: “We teach best what We most need to learn”.

We are also doing some computer stuff, Our computer sometimes seems to reset itSelf and We do not All-ways like what it did. It looks like We were successful AND We think We go Amazon Instant Video set up on Our Wii. It does not look like We have a way to watch Blockbuster on demand on Our TV until (and even this is a maybe) We get a USB to USB cable. “They” are cheap on Amazon but expensive locally. We are also getting ready to do dishes. We are doing All of this as an experience in living in limitation while knowing that We are actually limitless. It is easy to forget but We are making progress.

We remind OurSelf that this is part of the experience which We have chosen to experience. We are also feeling AND feeling into Our expanded Self/Selves and world. As far as We can tell this is One of those: “You have to be there to get it” experiences.

Dishes got done and the oil barrel got filled. We were here for most of it AND We are also there. We are learning. We watched Our new “Celtic Thunder” video while doing dishes. We were not impressed the first few songs and there were even some songs We did not care for at All. But when it ended We wanted it to keep going and We were thinking: “Pretty awesome”.