Today:
More going within
Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:57:08 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
Hmmmmm:
how to describe Our night in words????? Lots of pony hopping and
adding “I love You”s to Our memories. We were mainly focused on
Our children within. That is important and fun. We are asking for
“their” help and guidance because We theel that “they” have
much to offer and can help Us find Our freedom. We know that “they”
know how to play better than We do.
The
only dream that We remember was a reality where We visited Our
maternal grandpa and grandma. It really does not make any sense
except symbolically. We were going to borrow his pickup (not unusual
when he was alive) but We had to keep it secret from Our sister who
was barely asleep in the front room. We snuck outside and then We
were going to empty his outhouse (“they” did not have an
outhouse after We were born in Our waking life). The weird part is
that he jumped in and You can imagine what that was like. He was
explaining why and mucking around in the shit when We woke. When We
returned to sleep We were busy with other things but still pondering
that dream.
Now
it occurs to Us that We did lots of other stuff during the night,
visiting other worlds and memories and talking with Our children and
doing things with “them” but that was the only part that We
remember as a dream. The message from Our children was that We need
to go within more. All of Our life We have been focused on the world
without (outside Our bodies) and on the surface of Earth/Gaia. Our
children within are within (DUH???). Everything without is simply Our
projection. Within is injection????? Our children and Our “real”
world and life are within.
Within OurSelf and within the Earth. Life in inner Earth is not a
totally new concept but We have never before felt much drawn to that
realm.
Within OurSelf and in inner Earth is definitely where
Our children want Us to focus and journey. All the goings on and
trapping of Our projected life and world are not of much concern
and/or interest to Our children at this time. As We were practicing
going within We were/are reminded that We can return here (Our outer
holographic projection) any time that We want. That is important and
We repeated it to OurSelf several times.
Going
within is not really new to Us but this is much deeper and means
being much less focused, concerned and attentive to Our outer world
and life. It means not participating as much. Whatever that means.
Clearly: it is NOT about death or dieing but rather about really
living. It is about slip, sliding around and being here AND there.
More focused on what We would call “there” at
this point. However: remember that this “there” is
within Us. Obviously: We are much larger than We currently think We
are and We got a real sense of that. These physical bodies are part
of Our outer holographic projection. We are getting a much more real
sense of being consciousness.
Again: this is All hard to put into words because Our
thinking and language are NOT designed/intended for
multidimensionality. We were also reminded to include and make
friends with Our brain and head. The part We have been using is
focused on limitation 3D (Our holographic projection) so that We can
play there. The unused part of Our brain and DNA are for living
multidimensionally. We are not abandoning or destroying anything.
There is no longer any need for war inside Us or outside Us. We have
lived with a constant state of battle within and without. Those days
are ending. Our heart, Our ego, Our mind, Our head, Our brain, Our
children and Our innocence do not need to fight for survival and
attention. We are reuniting, reconnecting and integrating All the
parts of Our whole. This really is a complete change. It is a
daunting task to Our limitation thinking and mindset but it is
totally doable and easy to Our spirit, Our unconscious, the family
within Us.
We are aware of having a lot of visions and experiences
that We have not been reporting/recording here. We are having visions
AND experiences of walking around outside Our cabin and passing
through portals into other realms/realities/dimensions. We have long
known that these portals and realms exist here but being aware of
this experience is new. We are also having visions and experiences of
doing things with Our mind instead of Our body AND of growing
structures (for lack of a better word) rather than building “them”.
We do not know if these are happening during the day or at night or
both.
Last night was very much about going within and hence
the symbology of jumping into an outhouse full of shit. For One thing
that is totally contrary to Our worldly teaching and thoughts.
However: We know (inner knowing and experience) that it is not stinky
or disgusting or sick to go within OurSelf and Earth. We do NOT think
that We will have to jump into an outhouse to get where We are going
but it may feel that way at times (or perhaps it All-ready has).
Also: notice that it was Our granpa who jumped in and not Us.
We find OurSelf thinking about Our autism website. We
have not done anything there for quite sometime now but We do not
feel focused enough or actually inspired to visit it right now. Who
knows?
Again: We find that limitation 3D is no longer Our
primary reality unless We choose to make it so again. It is probably
easier to practice this while not working full time but still this
current awareness is stronger than before, even when not working
before. We choose to go within and make what We find there Our
primary reality(ies).
We returned to dreaming a few times and to be honest We
do not know if We got into full dream or not. We ARE practicing going
deeper within, after All that IS where Our children within are. We
are making Our children within Our priority AND Our primary. We are
experiencing being here AND there while awake and it is certainly a
new experience. Or it is sooooo much more and deeper that it feels
new. We are also aware of how We feel when in other worlds/realities
that We enjoy. We revel in those feelings and “they” do help Us
to imaginate more.
Hot dogs with hot fudge and hot caramel sundae. We
enjoy treating Our children within.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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