Today:
Again: within AND
without
Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:39:54 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
Last
night We had a dream that We kept returning to every time We woke and
returned to sleep. It was about building a team. Maybe more. Maybe it
is about the feeling of comradery that We woke with. We did not get
it that it might be about forming bonds with Our children within
until now. We are now certain that We are building Our team, aiding
and assisting and learning to trust each other. That is what We are
doing at night too.
When
We woke Our head tried to lead back into old thinking and it would
have been easy to give in without even noticing. However: We also
felt that We wanted to focus on Our children within and that changes
Our thinking. Part of connecting with Our children within is staying
in the now. That is NOT where Our head tries to be. We must also
remember that this is about including Our head not abandoning it.
This
is certainly an interesting and fun phase of Our process. As We
ponder how to treat Our head (it seems easy to figure out how to
treat Our children maybe it is the same?) and what its place is: We
are reminded that there is around 90% that is unused. When We tap
into that We will probably open some amazing doors and possibilities.
Again: We can't plan it or figure it out. There is a vast amount of
3D in the 10% of Our brain that We use and multiD does include 3D.
We
are feeling drifty this morning which means We are more focused in
multiD than limitation 3D. We like that. We feel the presence of Our
children within also and We especially like that. We love You and We
thank You.
We
do not know exactly what Our children within are doing with Us but We
are certain that “they” are accelerating Our transformation and
change of thinking and beliefs. We certainly feel like We have
accelerated and that it is becoming easier. Thank You. We do NOT need
to plan, figure it out and create specific expectations. We can
expect the very best and set the rest free with love. This too is new
(or a new level) for Us. We have the thought that maybe Our head
needs a vacation or even just some play time. Maybe that is exactly
what Our head needs to get used to: lots of playtime. That can mean
lots of things.
As
We continue to go back to the original separation, adding love (for
the benefit of repetition and practicing) We have been finding that
it is a slow and gradual process to move forward on that timeline.
That kinda surprises Us. We really expected (We should know better by
now) that it would be more like riding a bullet train from the passed
to present and then future in that timeline. It snot. And again the
process is a bit hard to explain. Even though We are returning and
adding love consciously and intentionally We do not control what
happens. We do what is front of Us and allow what unfolds from there.
And (like We said) We had expected to quickly move forward spreading,
sharing, sowing love in this timeline/world that is based on love,
made from love and expressing love. That is not how it is happening.
We
want to do a little work on Our roof before school starts and it
feels like today is the day. As We ponder this from Our current
perspective (yes We have been planning but also setting it free with
love) We choose to talk to Our children within about it. We remember
when We were a (physical) child and it would have been exciting to
get to climb on the roof. As We feel into this We can feel this being
play. This is more progress for Us. Thank You children.
A
thought came to Us and We ended exercising it: “We do NOT have to
do/finish All the roof stuff today”. What a concept. Of course
Our head was afraid that it might rain tomorrow and ruin All the
drying that had occurred during the day today. Our intuition tells
Us that it will be fine. We even entertained the thought that if We
never finish it really does NOT matter. Amazing!!!!! So: We put Our
ladder and some of the boards under Our tarp to stay dry and even dry
more.
We
had an early dinner with warm rhubarb pie with I-scream and watched
“Continuum” until We are drifting into dream.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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