Today:
Annual bid day
Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:23:58 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
Another
night of playing and processing with Our children within. “They”
are fun to play with. Some are still timid and shy and who can blame
“them” after All the eons of abuse and rejection? We did a lot of
pony hopping and returning to periods from Our passed to add “I
love You”s. The question just came to mind about how this works
since All time is now? Our answer is that We do not know and We do
not have to know and (in fact) We do not have the ability to know;
not yet.
Our
children within may not have as many answers as We theel “they”
do either. The thing is that now We are a team rather than enemies We
can play together and find the answers. Together and in harmony We
can approach Our super conscious for aid and answers. Rather than
interfering with each other at every turn We can make the journey
easy and fun. We can comfort each other. We can remind each other
that now We are safe because it was OurSelf that put Us in danger and
it was Us that attacked OurSelf.
Much
of this is impossible for the limitation 3D mindset to grasp. We need
that complete psychic change and together Our parent and children
within can accept and integrate All the parts and pisces.
Going
back to the original separation and adding love helps. Then We can
come forward adding love to every incident and moment and memory
along the way. We traveled a path from home and now We are returning
with Our children and adding love to everything We do.
We
are sorry for ALL Our old thinking and beliefs. The old ways no
longer serve Us and We are sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us
and We thank Us.
A
lot of old thinking is coming up to be acknowledged and set free with
love. It is easy to get hooked back in but (thankfully) We are
noticing and recognizing it pretty quick. We ARE changing. We still
try to figure out what the changes will bring and what it will look
like and, and, and but We recognize that too and know that Our
expectations only limit Us. We set Our expectations free with love.
Today
is bid day and We are looking forward to it with pleasure. We are
even looking forward to starting the new school year and practicing
some (hopefully a lot) of what We have been doing this summer. We are
especially looking forward to being with the children but the changes
in Our thinking and beliefs are very important. Integrating Our
children within should make for some really awesome experiences as We
re-enter the work-a-day world. We hope to be in the world but NOT of
the world. As the old thinking comes up (and it does even more as We
return to work mode, maybe We will change that too????) We do see it
and set it free much more quickly. It is only Us that keeps Us stuck
in limitation and with Our children within working with Us rather
against Us (and We were working against “them” too) it should be
a very freeing change.
Suddenly
Our visual focus went completely wacky. It is fine with either eye
closed but not with both eyes open. Now it is coming back to normal
or going back and forth. Clueless what it is about but it does seem
like it might be more like a bugs vision and Our brain is not (yet)
wired to process the input.
Bid
day went well. We got One of the longer routes which is good and We
got the driver We had for summer school. As far as We can tell from
the names there is only One student that We know and We are happy to
have him on Our bus. He is in a post high school program. We also
did Our parent contact calls and will be doing Our dry run Monday
morning.
We
definitely needed to go to dream as soon as We got home and the need
grew stronger and stronger as We were putting groceries away so We
left nonperishable groceries out and returned to dream.
No
clue what We dreamed about except that it is about Our children
within and that We woke happy. We are going to bed early too.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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