Today:
Staying in the now
Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:56:36 AM
Good morning. We remember very little from last night.
We know that We visited or were visited by several of Our students
for the upcoming school year. It is All-most like this was not in a
world at All. At least not a physical world or anything like what We
are used to. We recognized those whom We have met before but it may
have been “their” energy that We recognized rather than “their”
physical appearance. We are also certain that some whom We have not
met in the physical visited Us also. The thing is that We do NOT
remember what any of Us did. Perhaps We were just experiencing each
others energies. This may well be an important part of what Our world
is transitioning into.
We do get the feeling
that We are really going to enjoy this coming school year. We know
that We really enjoy the kids that We know. We remember “their”
smiles. It is amazing what a big, clear memory that is.
This morning, as We look
outside, We do feel a difference. We feel the shifting.
We are (Once again)
practicing letting go and staying in the now. Our brain is resisting
less.
We do have some stuff to
do with Our route maps and such before We do Our dry run on Monday
morning. We really do NOT like doing any work at home and We will not
get paid for it. However, We were really ready to go home when We did
yesterday AND We really do NOT want to make another trip to town to
do what is left. So, We have clearly made Our choice.
We do not think We have
mentioned that We are familiar with Our new driver though We have
never ridden with him. We had considered him as a possible choice,
even were aware of doing this in dream somehow. We are not friends
with him, just acquaintances but he sat across from Us at bid day,
the route he had bid was One of the longer Ones and no other
attendant had bid it when it was Our turn to bid. We followed Our
intuition. It was after that that We learned what students were on
the route. It really does feel like a good choice. It feels like Our
intuition and the kids worked together in the route being available
and making the choice.
Since We got home last
night We have been kind of pondering what We really want to get done
before school starts. We keep reminding OurSelf that the most
important thing is to let go. Yes, there are some things that We want
done BUT letting go is the most important IF We want to make the
shift, transition and transformation that is available. We are pretty
sure that We will get some physical things done but We choose to
follow Our desire in the now rather than plans. We are letting go of
trying to think and plan as We type.
We do feel that We are
in the transition and it can move forward tremendously if We: open,
let go and allow.
There was something(s)
about the transition and Our plants in Our dreams last night but All
We remember was flourishing, no details.
Our brain is trying to
tell Us that We have sooooo much to do around here before school
starts. We are letting go. We feel much less pressure than We
normally put on OurSelf. We are much more relaxed. We like this. This
alone is a lot of change. We feel a confidence that We have never
felt before. A real sense of truly beginning to live and experience
who and what We really are. Perhaps it is time that All of Us begin
to stop pretending to be what We are not.
We returned to dream and
though We do not remember what We did, We know that had a good time.
It seems like it was about the students again.
As We go about Our day
(following Our desires in the now rather than Our plans) We find that
We are having many experiences of slipping from One world to another
nearby world. We keep finding that things just are NOT the way We
“clearly” remember. This
is a good thing even though We used to (and most people still do)
judge it as bad and do everything possible to avoid and remedy. That
continues to interest Us, the things that We judged and labeled as
bad which are keys to opening Our cage doors.
We
have started doing the second coat of paint on the pallets. Once that
is dry We can flip “them” and start the other side. We think
there will be less painting on the other side but then again, maybe
not.
Today
is an experiential day. Experiencing expanding and transitioning in
little steps.
As
We experience and feel being in multiworlds, We are excited to be
doing this with awareness. We are also reminded of All the adages and
admonitions that Our society has against doing just exactly this: “Do
NOT straddle the fence”, “Having One foot in yesterday and One
foot in tomorrow means that You are pissing on today”, “Stay
focused”, “Live in the “real” world”
and many more. Yes, these served a purpose: “to keep Us locked in
and focused on the game of separation and limitation”. That was
then and THIS IS NOW.
We
installed the second upright and We are kinda amazed at how much
resist-dance We had to doing this a few days ago. It went smooth and
easy and again We are happy with it. A few days ago just was NOT the
right time and there other things which We needed to be focused on
and giving Our energy to. It feels like We just might put up a few
more, unless We don't.
We
got most of the second coat of paint on the pallets. Did some work on
Our route maps and stuff. Started another upright and real-eyesed We
need to cut and paint spacers for the bottom because the siding
doesn't go All the way down to floor joists. Got those cut and
started painting for the next 2 uprights. Cooked up a little bit of
fresh rhubarb.
Still
letting go of plans and All the shit Our brain wants to tell Us about
what We “need” to
do and plan this and plan that. Whenever it comes up We finish with
“let go”. It is really working for Us.
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