Today:
Doing and observing
Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:38:05 AM
Good morning. A great night, fun night until the last
dream. The the last dream was/is an alternate reality (current with
this One) where We made different choices. Let Us say it did NOT turn
out so well. We got out, expressed and acted on emotions that We
choose to avoid acting out in this life. We are glad that We did not
ever act that way in Our life We have chosen to focus on.
We really prefer the
dreams from earlier in the night. We had lots of fun and now We are
certain that kids from Our new route are working with Us All-ready.
The thing is that really are an infinite number and variety of
worlds, realities, dimensions and lives out there All going on now.
This One may not be the best but it is certainly NOT the worst
either.
We are grateful for the
things We have learned and accepted. We have no idea what the future
holds for it too is infinite variety and choices. What will We choose
to experience? Infinite possibilities and hopefully that is what We
will choose to explore rather than just One. We real-eyes that most
people (at this point) expect and want to only explore One future and
that One not All that different from this One. That is not Our desire
and We doubt that that will be Our experience. We theel that We will
continue to have a part to play in this world but that We will also
live in a much expanded version of this world.
There is no way for Us
to describe how this will work and what it will look like. However,
We are certain that We are moving into this.
Many people are focused
on money. Many just want a better life and could care less (at this
time) about awareness etc. That is “their” choice and “they”
will probably get it. Some think that there will be a mass attitude
change in this. We hope so but also feel that that is only One
version of many that will occur. We are sad to see friends who choose
to chase the money. We feel that “they” are missing a wealth
inside but maybe not. Maybe that is only Our judgment. We hope.
Perhaps that path will look like what We think but will be the way
that it takes for “them” to see and understand that the value is
inside and not inside the bank.
We do not wish to escape
this world and its transition. We do not wish to escape any world. We
want to be aware of everything and set it All free. We do not want to
feel trapped in any One world. We want to experience expansion,
limitlessness and connection with All.
We are being reminded
AND experiencing the importance of being in the now. Somewhere along
the line (waking yesterday and/or dreaming last night, We do not know
when and/or where) We got some more ideas that show Us One reason (or
twenty) why We stalled on Our new shed. Options and good ideas that
We just had not considered. This is One reason why We have been
taking Our time here at Our cabin over the last 20+ years. Plus, add
in Our new and ever-changing world....... who knows what it will look
like next spring and summer.
It will look and feel
much more expanded, it All-ready does. We are no longer focused in
One world. It is easy to loose Our footing (or seem to) when walking
in multiworlds. We really are getting it to follow Our intuition and
instincts in the moment and release this concept and belief in making
plans, having to make plans, failing if We forget something. Failure
is no longer even possible. Wow, what a change that is.
If We trust OurSelf then
Our world (locally and beyond) will expand, flourish, abound and be
more than We can currently imagine. This is why We have taught
OurSelves to plan and keep everything confined to a very limited
scope of possibilities. That was necessary to play out the game of
limitation and separation. Some folks are not done and We gotta honor
and accept that. Because of this training and programing that has
gone on for eons, it is hard to trust OurSelf. Again, many want to
blame someOne or something outside “themSelves” for this
programing. Again, that is “their” choice. We see it as OurSelf
and Our choice. We accept that it was Our choice. It feels like that
is a key to moving on.
We did most of Our
watering and a little cleanup and now We are wiped out. We do not
know if this indicates time to stop or time to pause. We hope to
follow Our heart and not Our head on this.
We returned to dream and
had a nice time, more expanded worlds and play.
We finished the second
coat of paint on Our two pallets finally. We got it real clear why We
have felt blocked: if We had tried to do this before We would NOT
have had the patience, time and energy to do it the way We want.
Painting pallets multicolor is not real easy. Next, We can flip
“them” and start on the other side, or put “them” away until
spring or some combination of those (or even send “them” or Us
into another reality All together).
This is being an
experiential learning day for Us. There have been several things (in
addition to the painting) that We now see some reasons why We felt
stuck. Again, if We would have pushed ahead We would not have been
pleased with the results. Actually, We have been (and are)
accumulating experiences around this. When We are in that “stuck”
phase We really do kick against it (in case You haven't noticed). We
are getting better at accepting it and these experiences and
awarenesses in hindsight help Us if We can remember “them” when
in “stuck”.
This
feeling and concept of experiential learning feels nice and
comforting. It is a big part night school too but night school has
more play. We do take a lot of breaks/recesses during Our waking
adventures but in dream the kids are more present and help Us play.
More
wandering around doing this and that outside. Allowing following Our
desire and inspiration. We used to call it getting sidetracked. Now,
We have a different perspective. It is also a bit like multitasking
but much more relaxed. It does feel good to be getting some stuff put
away for winter. We are (mostly) resisting the inclination to drag
anything else out to play with. There is plenty out to play with
All-ready. We do want to drag a little (very little) out from under
the cabin because some got stuck and some will make a good cover to
prevent ice build up at the cabin corners now that We can get All the
way around it easily year round IF We do not get ice build up in the
path. Real-I-sing this is another reason We were stuck on some
things.
Oh,
We think We also have a great idea how to make room to bring more
plants in over the winter. We are slowly and gently moving that
direction. Very slowly and gently. This is something (moving the
plants in) that will wait until after school starts but We will hope
to get as much prep done before that as possible.
Once
again (and again and again) We are reminded of the importance of
letting go. A big part of the problem with “doing”
(for Us personally at least) is that
it is so easy for Us to get hooked in One more, One more time. And so
We must remember to let go yet Once again. Getting hooked in, holding
on, planning.... All these things hold Us in limitation 3D. That is
fine for those who wish to remain in limitation 3D (any version).
However, for Us We really want to expand. Yet, limitation 3D is
sooooo familiar and even seems safe and secure. Maybe it even is BUT
it is NOT where We want to live. A nice place to visit (perhaps) but
We do NOT wanna live there (anymore).
So,
We practice staying in the now and letting go, staying in the now and
letting go and then We practice staying in the now and letting go.
And, when We get distracted and think that We must, We should and
gotta remember to: We practice staying in the now and letting go.
There
is a strong sense/intuition that Our deadline (which We set for
OurSelf) of the first day of school is unnecessary as well as
unrealistic some how. There is a coming change that will alter how
that All looks. What will this change be? Clueless in Fairbanks.
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