Today:
Less stuck
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:44:41 AM
Good morning. Another interesting night exploring lots
of worlds and lots of alternate lives. We met more new friends and
played with in many worlds together. There was even some adventures
on board space ships. We have not been aware of those for a while.
Some worlds and lives were parallel and some were futures. It is hard
to describe and label these correctly since All time is now but there
is something different that We will probably understand better when
Our awareness and thinking are more expanded.
Whatever was going on
with Our dreaming yesterday is continuing and We had a hard time
coming out of dream. We are allowing OurSelf to remain mostly in
dream and that seems an important step. Staying in the now and
letting go is important. There were several times when We felt the
shifting and transition during Our sleep/dream and We were tempted to
try and take charge and control Our experience. We were reminded to
let go IF We wanted to experience the fullness that is possible and
available. So, We experienced having this choice that We are living
in. Again, All choices are supported and create more and more worlds
where All versions of the choices come to pass.
This is important stuff
and part of Our pathfinder, trailblazer and
gatekeeper/guide/companion roles. We still have a hard time allowing
and honoring other people's choices especially when it seems a lesser
and limited choice. Remembering that We are a trailblazer sometimes
helps. We are not special (any more than everyOne is special) but We
are each individuals and different in ways. That is Our purpose: to
each explore and experience something a little different from Our
other to contribute that to the collective soup. We just remembered
that there was a lot in Our dreams about Shadow's part in Our
transition. In some worlds and levels he and Us are going to continue
being together but We are not at All clear on how this physical,
limitation 3D reality will play out. Again, that uncertainty is what
makes it an adventure. Shadow does seem to be feeling better but We
are certain (now) that these current energies affected him very
strongly.
On Our first trip
outside We are reminded/aware that if We fully let go We can
experience a (or many) different timeline in/of this reality. One
option is the “better” life
that many wish for. However, We know that if this “better”
is only external (which We theel
that most would settle for) than it will not be real and only
temporary at best. Again, We do not wish to judge those who will
settle for this as that is “their” part to play. This game,
drama, movie, hologram will go on for a long, long time (if not
forever) and there remain many parts to play. We are reminded (Once
again) of the last scene from “The Skin of Our Teeth”: “the
ending isn't written yet”.
These
different timelines were part of Our dreams last night and “they”
can be limited (if We choose) or limitless if We are willing to
release control. Or perhaps it is: release head/logic control and
allow heart control? Something like that.
Again
today after finishing Our morning route (the middleschooler is the
last One) We could barely stay out of dream enough to shower and have
lunch. We tried reading and email and stuff on Our Nook and We knew
that We just needed to let it go and dream. So, We did.
Afternoons
are fairly low key. Preschoolers start tomorrow so no more long
breaks. This may make a difference, of course it could send Us even
deeper into dreaming.
We
certainly feel that We are changing every day and We are facing lots
of opportunities to make choices. For the most part We are choosing
to be in the now and let go. We really do theel that this is opening
more doors and gateways into expansion. If nothing else We are less
stuck even if We are not expanding much (yet).
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