06/26/13

Today:

A variety day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:40:18 AM

Good morning. We met a childhood friend. We were both very excited to see each other. “They” looked very different, All-most like some kind of walk-in but it was definitely the energy of Our childhood friend though in a different body. This was more than just the changes of aging. We were actually quite surprised at how happy “they” were to see Us. We would not have guess that “they” would have missed Us. At first, someOne was trying to keep Us apart. We do not know what that was about.

Early in the night there was a lot of information about Our current transition and shifting. It was All-most like a nightschool class but We do not remember nearly as much. It was about Our personal changes, how much We have changed in the last year and even more over a longer time. We remembered how We used to anguish over Our life and knowing how much more is available. We experienced the feelings of being alone, lost, abandoned and enslaved that many still feel. We have been there and because of the incoming energies and upgrades and love We no longer feel this way. We also have very little patience and tolerance for those who do.

All We can say at this point is: “Sorry about that”. Not very compassionate but maybe compassion is not what “they” need. Perhaps acceptance as “they” have made “their” choices and are living “them”. There is a lot to this. Perhaps We are moving on?

We have more compassion for those who are totally unaware than for those who are waiting and complaining. The thing is that “they” (All of “them”) have and had the same opportunities that We have had. Again, it is important to note that “they” ARE getting and living what “they” chose. Why should We feel sorry for “them” and try to change anything? Would not that be trying to change “their” choice? We can accept “them”, We want to be aware of “them” and “their” world but We have no time to indulge “them”. We wish “them” well in the game “they” play.

We are feeling more shifting in Us this morning. Not really shifting this morning, like the shifting has All-ready happened and now We are in the result. Of course, We know there will be more shifting. This is an ongoing and everlasting process. It is about infinity and eternity and that's a long, long time. It feels like the imagined and elusive worlds grow closer. We are expanding into “them” and “they” are expanding to meet Us.

We are reminded to lead but not to go back to the misery to try to help. We can stand as a lighthouse above bleak and dreary shores rife with jagged rocks and dangers but We need not, nay We dare not dive into those troubled waters. “Carry the message, not the mess” is good advice. We real-eyes that We do care even though Our head (old programing) tells Us that We are being heartless. It is really quite the opposite. If We return, if We wallow in the mud and muck We too will be drawn in as flotsam into quicksand. That is One of the traps We laid to keep Us in limitation until We are truly ready to expand. For Us (personally) Once again it is important to reiterate that We wish to All-ways remember (be aware of) from whence We came and every other possible world. Anything less is just another form of limitation and We are quite over limitation.

It was a fairly typical morning. We did some updates on student information and who can meet “them” after school and such, It is still hot and lots of skeeters. We are amazed at some of the things the youngest boy can do, he is very smart. He had told Us he is six but today his dad told Us that he is four.

We have to wait at school for each student's teacher to come get “them” and this is hard for the kids, the sitting especially in this heat. The girl's teacher was later than usual and “they” got really restless.

Again, We find that Our big challenge right now is staying in the now. We have All-ways been a planner and this NOT a benefit now. We (personally) have a hard time being flexible when We make plans. This may not be pertinent to anyOne else but it sure is for Us. Open, let go and allow.

We find that We really, really, really want to get the old shed torn down and get started on the Hobbitish shed alongside the cabin. We have some things We need/want to move around because the shed is sheltering it from the rain that We are NOT getting. Things keep occurring to Us that will make Our life a bit easier.

We decided to try taking Shadow to the river during Our break. Not really the best idea We have ever had. He liked it but could not stand up in it or after We got him out. It was a long slow and gentle walk along the river through the skeeter militia before he was ready to climb the little bank back up to the truck. Afterwards, he did not seem any cooler or more comfortable for being wet.

Afternoon on the route was uneventful but We also know that We are doing work with these kids at a deep level which is not All-ways apparent and does not need to be.

On the way home We stopped at the dumpsters as We have been doing during summer school. When We were ready to leave the truck would not start. It was similar or the same as it acted a couple years ago but We do NOT know if it is the same problem. We tried jump starting and cleaning the terminals and everything We could think of but nothing made it start (One time it All-most started??????). Clueless in Fairbanks. We got a ride home to get Shadow out of the hot truck and called a tow truck from home.

While waiting for the tow truck driver to call so We could meet him at the truck We got some of the re-arranging done under the tarp and looked at more to see if Our ideas might work. Some may work and others won't work. Imagine that.

What is amazing Us is Our attitude. We are usually a frantic, worried panic attack around car trouble even though We have been making progress over the years. Today, We are sooooo calm and peaceful about it. We not only like making progress, We like seeing and recognizing it. We are even letting go of pondering the “why” of it All.

The driver called, We met him and he followed Us home and put the truck in the flat spot at the bottom of the driveway. We figure it will probably start but We are going to wait to try it. We will hit the “pause” button. We are gonna have dinner, watch a little Star Trek and go to dream. Even with All the extra events, We are only about a half an hour late getting to dream.

See You there.