Today:
A variety
Wizard's Log Star-date: 11:59:04 PM
Good morning.
We woke at 11:00 PM and could not fully go back to sleep. We lay in a
state of waking dream and the phrase: “We are love, everything else
is fluff.” kept running through Our mind. We started to say head.
Would not that be nice if Our head is thinking in these terms? Nice
and very new.
It is very
still outside, and quite warm even hot.
So, what is it?
The magik, the fae, the heat, the dragon? What is calling for Our
attention? We have no idea but We do desire to hear and be open. Or
is it: be open and hear? This happens from time to time and so far We
do not think We have ever found what it is, at least not until much
later. Sometimes a friend will tell Us “they” were awake at the
same time.
We put away
some laundry and went outside for a bit but mainly We want to just
sit with whatever is going on. We would like to be slip, sliding into
other realms in Our waking reality. Of course, that would raise the
question: “Which other realms?” Hopefully less limited realms.
Realms of freedom and play. Play is All-ways a choice regardless of
the realm but much easier and more common in some realms, at least to
A-dults.
There is
something in the air. We may have had a small earthquake. There are
unusual noises but not much. It is mostly very still and quite.
Extremely still and quiet, especially for a Friday night, even here.
If We did not have a fan and the humidifier running the air would
feel stuck. We have some ribs waiting to do in the crockpot but
something inside tells Us that tomorrow night would/will be more
better. We might get “them” prepped ahead and leave in the fridge
until then but do NOT even feel like doing that right now. It is time
to just be.
Maybe this is
part of Our Friday night being naughty. Getting up in the middle of
the night to play?????? Play with the fae. Sounds like a plan to Us.
We returned to
dream and had some fun dreams but Once again All We remember is that
We had fun dreams. We remember being with friends but not anyOne We
recognize. “They” did seem familiar at the time but that often
happens in other realities, where people are old familiar friends the
moment We first meet. We know “them” as if We had spent Our whole
life together in an instant. That is
what it is like to be connected.
We
are love. We open, let go and allow. We do have passing thoughts and
questions about Our dragon. We would love to have a hover craft (or
an actual 3D dragon). We know everything is fine but We do NOT know
what fine looks like in this case. We are hoping Our dragon just has
a cut or such and that We can administer first aid but until We
investigate We will not know. It is also possible that there is
nothing wrong or it healed while We dreamt or We slipped into a world
where the leak never occurred.
We
are having a typical slow and easy wakeup process. We are pondering
and theeling about Our dragon. We are theeling about what We would
like to find as We investigate. We would hope that this will be
either nothing wrong or an easy repair. We would love for Our 3D car
to transform into a 3D non-polluting hover craft or 3D dragon. Or
into its real form whatever that might be. (We are convinced that
what We see and experience as a car that We call Our dragon and
imagine as Our dragon is only the projection of Our beliefs in
limitation/separation.) At worst We would like this to be a simple
repair. We would really, really, really prefer to not need to buy
another car. We could go back to using the Buick but there are also
reasons that We do NOT prefer that option. However, the bottom line
is that We know that Our deeper Self (Our knower/watcher Self or
whatever it may be called that is beyond Our 3D body and head mind)
knows what will best suit Our needs both now and along Our path. Our
head mind does NOT know what is best for Us. We want to feel Our
heart and follow Our heart and higher Self. We know that may lead Us
in a different direction than what We are currently “thinking”.
We are looking for Our feelings on this. We are reminded of what a
very wise man/bean Once said: “Search Your feelings Luke”.
That
is what We are doing and that is why We are taking Our time about
investigating the possible ailment with Our dragon. We would sure
love to believe in teleporting Us and Shadow and objects enough to
experience it in Our daily waking life. So, We will see what Our
heart has in store. We are definitely finding a better feeling
thought and then finding a better feeling thought.
As
We ponder what We may do today and what We would like to do We are
reminded that it is All free of matter. We really appreciate the
change in attitude We are reaching/attaining.
Or,
can We remember how to fly. That would be sooooo cool. Or use the
shuttle craft that We often dream about? So many possibilities that
We would love to believe in enough to bring into Our daily waking
world/life. Can We? Can We? Please? Please?
As
We are able to (and are aware of the experience) slip, slide into
nearby expanded/alternate realities the sensation is hard to explain
but there is a definite “feeling” of shifting. We feel Our body
as lighter, more ephemeral and floaty. We can sense changes in Our
surroundings. OurSelf and Our surroundings are closer to “their”
energy form, at least in some of those realities and that is the Ones
We are slipping in and out of this morning.
We
got Our morning watering done. We have rain collection tubs, buckets
and barrels stationed around so that We do not have to haul All the
water from the rain barrels at the tarp. BUT, We still have a ways to
walk up and down the driveway. Whew, it is a steep driveway. We hoped
We had done the raspberry plantings where “they” would be an easy
walk, but alas. At least We did put the raised beds out in the forest
where it is a mostly flat walk. This is how We plan to proceed with
Our gardening the problem is All the tress block a lot of the sun.
However, We are also learning that Our direct sun here is much
stronger than in the lower 48. Full, direct sun hour after hour here
(remember We have 24 hours of light and even tho it is NOT 24 hours
of direct blazing sun it is a lot of hours) is a bit daunting for
some plants, even those that call for 5-6 hours of direct sun.
Now,
We are taking a break before looking at the dragon. We have a fan
with citronella leaves aimed at the spot We will be. It does seem to
be reducing the number of killer skeeters. We put a couple of
citronella leaves in the fan cage and it does seem to spread the
scent. We think We are going to buy yet another fan so We can have
two outside and still have One inside. It is a bit stuffy in here
even at this early hour (09:50:38 AM )
without a fan running.
It
seems that Our dragon is leaking from its transaxle. This could be
minor or it could be major. We have known it had a slight tranny leak
for a while and it has All-ways shifted rough. We fed it some tranny
fix-it that has worked for Us on other trannys before. We can not see
a drip but it is low on fluid and that is the only place with xtra
wet. WE are gonna do a run to town or dumpsters or or or and get more
tranny fluid because We did not have enough to fill it, or We don't
think We did but We need to get someplace level to check before
adding any more. That will be Our next step and We theel that the
fix-it will fix it. We have been wrong before.
Our
dragon seems to be All better. We really are not sure what actually
happened and probably will never be as long as Our thinking is in
limitation 3D. We could well have slipped a world or 12 or the fix-it
may have fixed it or?????? And, the important thing is that We are
okay with whatever. We do theel that is something beyond the normal
confines of limitation 3D.
We
made some good finds at the dumpster. We are hoping that a colorful
rug that We found will work to replace a section of carpet that We
really want to replace. We have not found any good carpet remnants
(any at All actually) since school got out. Apparently this is not
the time of year to replace carpet but honestly, the way We remember
it there were All-ways carpets craps and remnants whenever We were at
the dumpster. Perhaps that too was a neighboring reality. We were
wishing We were driving Our truck as there was lumber and a propane
BBQ like We want to try using for a rolling planter. We reminded
OurSelf that All of these will be there again. There is certainly no
shortage of castaways at the dumpsters.
It
is hot out front. The clouds are awesome, ships with slyphs coming
from “them” or at least that is how it looks. However the sun is
still out bright and hot.
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