Feeling My feelings
Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:43:09 AM
Good morning. Definitely dreamy again today. I don't want to concentrate enough to type.
Recently someOne spoke about being in the void. I didn't relate at the time. I think I do now. I think “they” related it to being in the cocoon. I remember years ago I had a dream about being the emerging butterfly.
Derek Rydall talks about manifesting from a caterpillar perspective. I feel like if I tried, right now to even just imagine a possibility of what it will look like on the other side or right now I would be imagining from a caterpillar perspective who has no ability or point of reference to foresee the butterfly that is about to emerge. I think that many of Us, certainly MySelf, have (in the passed) often manifested the bestest caterpillar imaginable and missed becoming the butterfly. I would really like to do the butterfly thing this time.
I get the impression that there is sooooo much going on and that is what I Am feeling, the push and pull, the tug of so many different possibilities and potentials and choices. A bit like a frog in a blender yet, no pain or actual discomfort. It is just the newness, the not knowing and the yet to be decided. Like the proverbial kid in the candy store trying to decide, even lamenting over the choices. Because I Am still accustomed to only get to choose One. I forget that I can have it ALL. That is not what I consider automatically as My choice or possible choice. I automatically think I have to choose only One type of candy or life or potential.
I really can't (or don't want to) do much besides just feel right now.
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