Waking very early and slipping totally out of it

8/10/2015

Today

Waking very early and slipping totally out of it

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 2:58 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We woke from a world that is a combination of Our bid day today and “Suits”. Interesting: We have never considered a world being only One day but this world really feels that way.

We had a to stay up a little late last night because We were not ready to go to sleep and We woke a couple of times but We did sleep well. We woke way early and We thought that bid day starts at eight but it does not start until nine so We have plenty of time to return to dream. We know that We visited other worlds and lives but those memories are very vague. We know that We ARE changing Our world, from Our inside out IF We allow it. We do love Our creations and We cling to and demand Our limits. Limitation/separation 3d is familiar. As much as We long to experience limitlessness and freedom: it is new, unknown and very unfamiliar. Our head tries to cling to what it knows.

We ARE changing. Whether or not Our world is changing: how We perceive Our world is changing. It may look the same but how it feels is changing. If We want change: We must allow change. Clinging to the old (which We tend to do over and over and over again) disallows change. We are beginning to allow change. We ARE becoming aware of clinging to the old which is where setting it free with love begins. We love Us, We love Our world unconditionally.

We did try to go back to dream but Our head is busy. We did have coffee but We have found that if We are really ready to (or in need of) dream: then We can go there whether We have had coffee or not.

Since We are unable to get back to dream: We are doing a few things around here and playing in multiD. We have Our laptop on and are getting the distinct theeling that this IS about being at Our communication center. We ARE on ship AND in Our cabin in Alaska. We ARE multilocating and more and more We are aware of being in more than One reality/world/life at a time.

This morning: We ARE changing Our behavior, Our actions, Our habits and Our thinking. Gotta tell Ya it is quite uncomfortable. We will try to explain: since We woke and got up early (and could not go back to dream) We had a lot of time to fill. We spent the hours before going to bid day doing anything and whatever We want at the time. We do NOT do that before going to work. (We are trying to stop using the word “work” but what We really want is to change Our beliefs around the word.) We are NOT the victim of work, bills, needs, etc. We created All of that. We can change and We ARE changing. We can do whatever We want (in the morning) before going to work. Our work IS play for Us. We love what We do and We especially love being with the kids. This job lets Us do what We love.

Perhaps the pressure that We feel is because We love Our job. However: that means We are giving Our power away and trying to pretend to be the/a victim. We ARE changing how We think. We ARE the creator of Our reality. We can no longer blame others or life or society. Those are All Our holographic projections and this is becoming more than words. It is becoming real to Us and We ARE starting to live it.

We ARE delighted with Us. We ARE grateful to Us, We appreciate Us and We LOVE Us unconditionally. That reminds Us of when We first started saying that We are grateful to Us. We knew it was the right course change but We really questioned OurSelf. It has been a while since We made that change. We ARE going against the current of society and that too is Our projection. We can change. We can change Our projection(s). We can change Our world. We can change Our hologame. And We ARE.

Something is going on (within and/or with the energies) and We are NOT sure what it is. Bid day went fine and when We got home We are completely out of it. We tried to watch some “Suits” and managed about five minutes. We know that doing anything on/with Our shed is out of the question. We go to dream. We dream for an hour or two and wake feeling more together but still somewhat out of it. It is Allmost like being in a really foul mood but We are in a good mood even if We are slightly of kilter.

We have an early dinner (which We enjoy and do not quite overeat) and finish the last free episode of “Suits” and then more “Bitten”. We go back to dream early for the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.