More multiD and facing and forgiving Our projections

8/8/2015

Today

More multiD and facing and forgiving Our projections

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8/8/2015 or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept better last night. We visited several worlds where We are rich. We theel that We have been visiting those worlds a lot lately but not remembering or maybe time is being different for Us or maybe both. Maybe memories are acting different too. Our thoughts and ways of thinking ARE changing. This changes everything. We are forgiving Our judgments of money and being rich. It IS having an affect. We know that what We see IS Our projection. It is NOT something/anything set in stone and immutable. That is hard to grasp and it IS true. Our memories and judgments and circumstances can, will and do change. We just think that “they” don’t. How We think affects everything that We see, feel and experience. How We think IS changing.

We still hold judgments of money and being rich. We hold judgments of knowledge being sold and available only to the rich or going deep in debt to buy knowledge, an education and/or the paper to hold/do certain/many jobs. We know, accept, acknowledge and own that All of this IS Our judgment and projection. We ARE changing and We can, do and will change how We see Our world. The world that We see (which We hold as solid and immutable and just the way it is and reality) is only Our holographic projection of Our judgments and beliefs. We judge the powerful AND We judge the victims and it All reflects back upon Us. We love it All. It IS Our creation and We love it. We forgive it unconditionally. The way that We love Our creation(s) is something different that We can not explain. It is more of a possessive love, or something or something else. We set Our old ways of loving free with unconditional love. We set Our judgments and projections free with unconditional love. “They” will be waiting for Us any time that We want to return and play in/with “them”. We can even fall in again and We do NOT have to. We can be free when/as/if We set everything else free with unconditional love. That IS the only way to freedom.

We real-eyes that time and what We think of and how We experience Our world and life are different from how “they” really are. This real-eye-sation is changing Our experience(s). We ARE changing Our world and time and how We experience “them”. We ARE the observer AND the participant. Timelines do not exist in the way that We think of “them” and believe in “them”. We have been more aware of the participant than the observer. The observer has Allways been more multidimensional than the participant. That is changing. The participant is becoming much more aware of being multidimensional and living in multiD. Part of that is that All time is now. We have experienced time linearly with passed, present and future. Those are projections. Those are beliefs. “They” are very strong beliefs. Our experience of time IS changing and it is changing little by little so as not to fry Our circuits. We ARE changing. We ARE learning how to do this.

We returned to dream and visited more worlds where We are rich and powerful. We met more new friends. When We woke: We are very aware of Our familiar, waking world. We wanted to get up. We want to learn how to live multidimensionally.

It is gloomy overcast this morning and that is okay. It is not affecting Our mood and what We wanted to do that requires dry is done or can wait. The next step of redoing the pallets where We have lumber stored in Our redone shed can be done even if it rains. We might even wanna just have a relaxing day.

We thought that We might wanna go back to dream and it seems that instead We wanna exercise more being in multiD while awake so here We are.

It is rather interesting: learning how to do something similar to Our limitation habits from a multiD perspective. We may have mentioned “planning”?? Well: this morning We notice that similarly (in multiD theeling) We can examine options and possibilities. In fact that is what We do (as creators) in order to choose what to explore next. That is (at least) part of what Our multiD brain and thinking do. In limitation We get caught up in this process and loop in it and demand that We follow some agenda. We rarely do follow it but how often have We thought that We had absolutely made up Our mind after wrestling with pros and cons of every limited choice that We could see? We never had/have All the information. We never choose in advance, not really. We can only make choices in the now about the now. Plans are for limitation and We rarely follow “them” even in limitation. When We start to live in the now then We will not need to make plans and set dates to coordinate with others. “They” are All Us anyway.

Our limitation head and mindset can not even conceive of this idea but Our multiD mind knows it is correct. We can begin (in this now) to live by inspiration and intuition on a moment to moment basis. Doing this in a limitation world may prove to be a bit of a challenge; at least at first.

We theel that We are going to start redoing the lumber storage area in Our shed. It was two half pallets in the leanto because that was All the room there was. Now: We have room for two full pallets and then blocks between those and the bottom of the pallet wall to help ensure that it does not crawl down the incline. The pallet wall is in place and the top is held in place by the new roof and the bottom has spikes holding it. Blocking it to the shed floor will make it more fixed and that is how We want to do the pallet wall in the permanent shed. This will be a bit of a test run. After that We should be able to put away All the lumber that We have out. More done for winter.

Just now: We are pondering Our feelings about work and having to adhere to someOne else’s schedule. We do NOT like it. One of Our limitation/limiting beliefs is limited time and THAT is why We do not like a work schedule. We have long known that IS Us that needs to change and this is another example. Our limiting beliefs make Us unhappy. It comes from Our limitation thinking and brain. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally and that is where change begins. We can not imagine what Our world will look like but We CAN imagine how it will feel.

We went outdoors and started piddling with redoing the lumber storage area. Emptying and taking the old apart is easy. Putting in the new pallets and the blocks should be easy too. We are taking a break because We can and We really need practice at taking lots of breaks. We are also doing some monthly bookkeeping. We do a lot less bookkeeping than We used to and We look forward to the day when We no longer require it. We long to live limitless and free of need and We ARE making progress. Thank Us unconditionally. Bookkeeping is All done for the week except that We will file Our biweekly unemployment tomorrow. Soon unemployment will be over until xmas break.

Now We theel that We will go outdoors and play in Our new shed. It turns out that full pallets won’t fit in after All. We can easily cut off the excess and “they” will be longer than half pallets and there won’t be as much blocking needed as We had anticipated. All things ARE working together for the best for Us. We forget.

It is sooooo quiet outdoors that We are waiting a bit before We start running any saws. We theel that We may go back to dreaming for a bit.

We do not know what We dreamed or how long We were there but We DO know that We dreamed and enjoyed it.

Did We say that cutting down the pallets would be easy???? Silly Us. Actually the first One went fine. The second...... resisted and it was NOT futile. It definitely won. Our circular saw and jig saw neither One worked on it. We got out Our sawzall and it fell apart trying to install the blade (quick connect My ass). We did not just walk away and We really do not know if it would have been better if We had. One essential piece fell in the dirt (twice) and We found it. That alone is a miracle or twelve. We did NOT put it back together right. The outer collar that holds it All (the quick connect mechanism) together got destroyed along time ago. It locked up on Us and fought Us, it even got Us in a headlock and was giving Us noogy rubs. The end result is that We did put the sawzall away and walk away. That is when We real-eyesed that We could probably order the parts online and of course We can. We are glad We did not lose Our sawzall over this pallet. We are also VERY grateful that this did not happen when We were trying to something that is actually important and pressing etc or when a friend was borrowing Our sawzall.

As for the pallet: We real-eyes that We can dig out another pallet like the first One OR We can probably use the two half pallets that We took out to make a full size pallet and that uses up those parts and pisces. We will probably check that out after this break.

WOW: as We read back some We find some major typos. Do We Allways make such typos? The thing is that “they” are actually words so Our spell check does not catch “them” but “they” are the wrong words and make no sense. We are NOT into proofreading in case You did not know that.

Okay: the half pallets work great turned the other way and We are taking another break. Putting the mean and nasty pallet (that kicked Our ass) away We real-eyesed that We are tired and need to stop. We are fighting OurSelves if We push on and there is just no reason to do that. We do not think that We caused Our sawzall to fall apart directly and it probably prevented something even worse. We have hurt OurSelves (before) when We were using power tools and We were tired or even just not 3D focused.

Perhaps We will return to dreaming. We did. We met more new friends and had fun. That is All that We remember. Now it is time to start getting ready to go to town to visit Our friends.

We had a nice visit with Our friends. Some stuff also came up that We apparently need to face: One friend was processing something and We are not sure what. It is mixed in with “their” grief over “their” mother’s death. We were compassionate and just allowed “them” to say and feel and go through whatever it is. We did not use very many words or empty, meaningless phrases and that is really Our way of allowing. Then We got into a discussion of Our job limits and restrictions and how Our society has painted itSelf into a corner and is coming apart at the seams. We real-eyes that this IS Our projection and it is a very convincing projection. We thought We were over these judgments and We continue to forgive OurSelves unconditionally. We theel this is a passive shadow not an active shadow and projection. Every possibility continues on in infinity and eternity AND We desire to remain aware of this. Being aware and not wallowing in it can be a challenge. There is nothing that We need to fix and real-eye-sing that is real progress. It seems human nature to try/want to fix everything that appears tainted. It is NOT Our nature: it is Our programming and training. We can accept it, own it, forgive it and love it unconditionally. It is NOT broken even if it looks that way. Nothing needs fixing: only love.

At home We watch more “Suits” and We enjoy it and more emotions come up. We continue to forgive and love and process and set it All free with love. We stay up a bit late because We are not (yet) ready to sleep and dream. When We theel We are ready: We head to bed and the wonderful world of dreams.

Good night AND thank You for playing.