Taking responsibility to progress in multiD

8/19/2015

Today

Taking responsibility to progress in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:03 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We woke from a world/life/reality where We are creating multiple computer profiles to be/reflect/support multiUs. We remember that We have an online friend who has done this for years. We understand that better now.

We had a hard time getting to sleep/dream last night and that is not unusual for the last night of vacation. Sometimes Our head is running on and on about the first day back but last night it was just that We were rested and not ready for sleep/dream. We repeated some of Our mantras but We were simply still awake. Also: We are more in multiD when/while awake than ever before. We got up several times and watched episodes of the series “Lie To Me”. It is quite interesting.

We notice that Our perspective of Our world is different this morning. We theel less controlled and manipulated, less of a victim. We theel more the creator, the chooser of Our life and circumstances and experiences. Not so much “in control” as control is a limitation concept and construct. We do theel more like We are exploring multiD than usual. It IS exciting. We are calmly excited.

We ARE changing and that IS changing Our world. We ARE learning how to do this. We definitely theel more in multiD than We did last time We were on the school bus. Today is the first day of the new school year and it theels VERY different than last year and even summer school. We ARE excited about exploring this version of multiD.

We feel less pressured than ever before. We know that the pressure comes more from Us than anything outside of Us. Even when it does come from outside that is still Our projection. Our head still tries to plan and worry and create disaster scenarios. We know better. We are beginning to follow Our heartmind. We ARE very grateful for Our progress. We set it All free rather than try to plan. It is easy (right now) to real-eyes that We do NOT have enough information to plan and make future choices. We look forward to activating Our sleeping parts of Our brain and DNA. That is where inspiration comes from. Boy: does that open up doors, portals and possibilities. We are reminded that what used to be plans are really possibilities and options. It is still hard for Us to be aware of options without trying to take charge, pretend to be in control and make plans set in shifting sand.

We ARE delighted with OurSelves. We ARE exploring multiD and aware of living in multiD and multiworlds. This awareness is becoming conscious and real to Us. We ARE changing and We ARE delighted. We notice that as We appreciate what We have the more We have that is what We have been seeking and the more to be grateful for. It IS exponential. It starts with being grateful for what We have NOT waiting for something to be grateful for. Waiting is NOT the answer. At least not waiting without any action. The action is internal as much as external.

From the outside, from a limitation perspective and limitation bystander action may well look like non-action. If Our head is screaming: “DO SOMETHING” it is probably time to stop and just be with Us. Time to pony hop. We have noticed lately that Our mantras are changing as We evolve into multiawareness. We are finding multi more and more.

We are doing normal/typical 3D tasks with a different mind set than ever before. Less “should” and “must” and “need” with more because We “want to”. This is different from “wanting” something that We think We do not have. This is different from doing something/anything because We want it “done”. WE ARE different and so is Our world, Our life, Our actions, Our outlook and Our perspective. We ARE much less the victim of Our life. We ARE the creator, the conscious chooser. At least for now. Now is where We are staying for now anyway.

We are reminded that Our world and Our life IS a holographic dream. We are really good at projecting and then forgetting and denying it. “It wasn’t Me”. “He started it”. “but MOM”. “Just five more minutes”. Oh the cleverness of Me.

We are reminded that where We are is the result of slow and steady growth. Our head tries to throw rocks at Us and berate Us for not being here a year (or twelve) ago. It takes what it takes and We ARE right on schedule. Thank Us unconditionally. Remember to be delighted with OurSelves.

Here is another article talking about what We are experiencing. We do love confirmation.

Well: it certainly has been a day. Our head is trying to blame and guilt just about everyOne and everything AND We KNOW that We ARE responsible. We also know that it is important. We really havta change Our blaming IF We want to progress and live the life We dream. We project Our blame and guilt and it reflects back upon Us and that is never pleasant. We ARE the One.

Our morning section went smooth and Our long break was nice but really too long. We found out that We have a new supervisor but no clue what happened to Our previous supervisor. We did talk to Our new supervisor and “they” are gonna try to get Us more route time. We finally got to hot tub because the pool with the hot tub reopened after two months of maintenance. We went to a couple of stores (mostly to fill the time) and went a little bit into dream in Our dragon. Our afternoon was pretty much a mess. Our head is trying to blame and be upset and angry but We take responsibility.

Taking responsibility is easy and simple AND very, very hard for Us. It may be natural but it is NOT normal and it certainly is NOT familiar. Taking responsibility is NOT in Our training and programming. It takes complete and thorough reprogramming and that is uncomfortable. Our head really, really, really wants to (and tries to) blame, guilt, anger, rage and project. We want to change. We know that We can not live as who and what We are IF WE continue in these old ways of thinking, believing and acting. Our children within are actually fairly calm for this much change and activity. We appreciate that.

We try to resolve some questions about Our route but meet resis-dance. We do not know why and We are frustrated. We take responsibility. This is NOT about blaming OurSelves and being guilty. Our world is very different than how We think and believe it is. These are NOT outside influences attacking Us. There are NO external forces creating circumstances to blind side and harm Us. We are doing All this FOR Us and We do not know why. The thing is that We usually look everywhere wrong for Our answers. Taking responsibility is still new to Us. Being the creator/chooser of Our reality is still new. The way We think of Our world, life and reality is totally fubar. We really do want to change Our thinking and We ARE getting the opportunity. Our head wants to carry on Our old thinking and blame game and We know that no longer works for Us. We forgive OurSelves and set it All free with love.

We definitely are doing better at setting it free. Even though We still try to rerun and wrestle with the circumstances and events of Our day it is much easier to set “them” free than is was previously. PROGRESS!!!!!

At home We piddle around a bit and then have another light dinner. It is nice to get home early and We know that asking for more route time may change that. We could add sections in the middle of Our day schedule but We have no idea how it will work out. It is still hard to conceive of creating/manifesting money without working more hours. We know that We can but We are not living that yet. We do a lot of pony hopping and affirmations.

We watch some more “Lie To Me” and are ready to try to go to dream for the night. We are noticing that everything in Our current, waking world supports blaming and nothing (or very little) supports taking responsibility. Being the creator of Our own reality is still new to Us personally AND collectively.

.Good night AND thank You for playing,