Lots of 3d within multiD experiences and insights

8/2/2015

Today

Lots of 3d within multiD experiences and insights

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:26 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We got up during the night again and it did not take long playing in multiD before We were ready to go back to dream. The only thing that We remember from the night is the theme song from “Suits”. We do theel that We are processing and forgiving more from that/those world(s). We do theel that this IS something important for Our evolution and awakening.

It is raining a bit today. We are excited about getting started with Our temporary redo of Our temporary storage where the front section of Our shed will be. We do not expect to get to that permanent section for a few years and/or lifetimes and since We can not easily stand up and walk through: We decided We would like to redo it to be more like the permanent will be. We do not have the new lumber and greenhouse panels to do the permanent now or anywhere dry to store the lumber under it. The redo will leave the lumber uncovered for about a day whereas building the permanent will take at least a week. We seldom go a week without some (or a lot of) heavy rain. Anyway: We are excited to get started but the rain is slowing Us down. There is quite a bit of prep that We can do with the light rain. Our head is really, really, really trying to think and plan this to death. More learning how to do this living in 3D within multiD. Our head is also throwing rocks at Us for being a failure at using Our psychic/mental abilities to do the redo and living fully in multiD. The rocks are more like Nerf rocks these days as long as We remember to be happy now and go from there.

The thing is that We actually like to do this stuff in the physical when We are inspired. If We are forcing OurSelves because We think We “should” or We “NEED” to then We hate it. It is All a matter of attitude and mental focus. Of course We comfort and console and are tender and gentle with Our head, ego and wounded, frightened children within. We love All these parts and pisces (castaways and rejects) unconditionally. We forgive Us unconditionally. We thank Us unconditionally. We appreciate seeing Our process at work in this and We are grateful for Our major progress.

WE Rock!!!!!!!!

The prep that We are forced to do (because of the rain) rather than barge ahead full steam will make the job much easier. This is how We use Our mental and psychic abilities at this time. After All: We caused the rain. Yeah: our head is denying it but We know it is true. More progress. Thank Us.

We went outdoors to do a (very) little more prep and found/watched One of Our squirrels inspecting everything that We have done so far.

We are practicing remembering Our alternate lives but the memories are sooooo vague and blurry. It will take practice and We are NOT the failure Our head wood tell Us that We are. We forgive Us unconditionally. At least We know and even live having other/alternate lives and realities. That is progress and a great start. We ARE grateful for what We have. We appreciate what We have.

Yesterday: We decided to restart Our Netflix membership because Amazon video does not Allways stream well. Now Netflix is not working well either. We called Netflix and the gave Us the number for Nintendo. Both were very helpful and Nintendo walked Us through uninstalling and re-installing both Amazon instant video and Netflix on Our Wii. This fixed the problem with Netflix and We theel it will probably help with Amazon but We will not know until We try Amazon in the evening when it often did not stream well.

Now: We have started getting the pallets ready to put together for the outer support wall for Our temporary shed redo. We had to do some trimming in Our forest where We are working but not as much as We had thought that We might. Once the pallets are put together (for the outer wall) We can remove the old temporary leanto roof and then rebuild it as a roof roof. That part will probably take an entire day with breaks. Then again: knowing Us We may start that today and see how it goes. That would probably mean needing to tarp the lumber inside the shed until We can finish because We doubt that We would finish today. It will be fairly simple but it will still take time. Step by step. Kinda like life and definitely like putting a jigsaw puzzle together.

We really are learning how to be here AND there. We are clueless why We caused the glitches in Amazon video and Netflix but We know that this too IS part of Our process. One thing that certainly comes up is how Our head wants to wrestle with such issues. Not quite worrying any more so THAT is real progress. We ARE delighted with Us.

We continue to play with Our pallets taking small, gentle steps and lots of breaks.

We seem to have lost some of Our entry when this program would not shut down properly????

Any way: We got the two full size pallets mounted to the bottom board and found that the pallet which We cut down and rebuilt for the small section is exactly WRONG. We are okay with this because We have changed AND We are doing this because We want to and We enjoy doing this kind of thing. In the passed this would have been ammo for an entire was against OurSelves.

We took a break and went for a bit of dreaming after playing Our dragon game. It was mostly waking dream and We visited a couple of alternate/parallel lives, worlds and realities. We are happy about this. The flash the other day was remembering being the participant in that life/world and in dream We tend to be an observer. The real point is that We ARE beginning to remember some other lives that are running at the same time.

We think that We will probably start on rebuilding a new small pallet for the small section of Our outer wall for Our redo shed section. Perhaps some dragons first though.

The rebuild went easier than the wrong way did. Interesting how that works. We do forget that when something is resisting there is probably a good reason but We did not even real-eyes that the wrong pallet was resisting. Learning how to do this.

Everything is now attached to the bottom board but the wall is sooooo heavy that We did not get it completely flipped. We think that We did that the hard way too but by the time We real-I-said that it would have been even more work to go back and reflip. As We were struggling to get the wall upright (from laying on the ground) We kept thinking that We need to stop, walk away and rest. After theeling this a few times We chose to stop, walk away and now We are in rest mode. We put All of Our tools under cover but there are still a few that We want to bring inside for the night but there is plenty of time for that after rest.

We Allready have One idea about how to stand the wall up easier but that will All wait until morning at the earliest.

Right now We are too tired to even play dragons. Oh: BTW: this afternoon One squirrel was supervising instead of waiting to inspect after the fact.

We did some reading online and are watching more “Mist” and then “Suits” with dinner. It does seem that reinstalling Amazon video helped Our streaming problem but did not completely fix it. We returned to watching “Jinn” on Netflix. We are getting really and dreamy so We will go dream.

It seems to keep happening that We get sleepy and dreamy, lay down for a bit and feel completely wide awake again. This time it really does not seem to be Our head running in circles. We remind OurSelf that it is okay: especially since We ARE on vacation. We did remember that We had added to this on Our laptop but did not transfer it back to Our desktop so We did that. Now We will probably check email etc. and maybe play some dragons.

We are having difficulty going to dream/sleep again this evening. We are (and have been) experiencing a lot of slight physical discomfort with Our body. A lot of it is that We really do NOT fit in this body. We never have but the sensation is growing. It is like Our skin is crawling. Like We are expanding beyond Our skin or maybe more aware of existing beyond Our skin. Maybe like shedding Our skin (yes like a snake) or molting or loosing Our winter coat????? Or something or something else. It is a lot like having a limb fall asleep and then the tingling as it wakes only this is a tingling in Our skin not inside/underneath it. We know that Our body is going through a lot of changes and transformation.

We end up staying up rather late because We can not get to sleep/dream. We play in multiD and enjoy it but We really wanna go dream. Soon.

Good night AND thank You for playing.