More and more learning how to live in 3D within multiD

8/3/2015

Today

More and more learning how to live in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:36 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We started the night sleeping and dreaming in half hour segments. We would wake and get up (unable to return to dream) for a few minutes and then return to dreaming for another half hour. After a while the segments grew longer but We still woke the last time around four.

We do remember visiting several alternate worlds that are very similar to Our familiar, waking world and also quite different. In (at least) One there are lots of supernatural beans coexisting with humans and We are All aware of each other. As We type this it sounds familiar. We theel that We visited this/these world(s) recently and shared about it????? We ARE remembering Our alternate lives more. We got the theeling that these beans exist in Our waking world too but We filter out Our awareness of anything extra-ordinary.

After reading a post in a discussion group: We remember working with people in Our dreams. It is a very different type of “working with” than is familiar in Our waking world. It is more just being with “them”, paying attention to “them” and having no agenda around “fixing” “them”. We are there for “them” and simply allow “them” and love “them”. It is actually similar to how We (personally) work with people in waking but that is NOT the normal way in Our waking world. Usually: people try to fix others rather than allow “them”. We get a really warm feeling inside as We remember this part of Our dream life/lives.

Now We are going to return to dream taking this memory of assisting people with Us.

There are certainly some interesting worlds out there (in here). Even the Ones that are similar to Our waking world have some interesting twists and quirks. We woke from One where there are several versions of Us living close and aware that We are the same person?????? We easily ordered someOne killed like it was no big deal, nothing at All.

We still have Our earlier memory of helping people. It reminds Us of Our experiences being a gate keeper. We do not guard the gate as in Our old limitation/separation thinking. We escort beans (living and dead) back and forth across and through the filter, the veil, the borderlands, the faerie mists. We are just there for “them”, walking with “them” and being moral support. EveryOne needs someOne(s) to pay attention to “them”. NoOne gets enough attention. We All need to know that We matter. Whether or not We are “destined” to do great things or any of those clams to fame of the old limitation worlds: We ARE great and important and valuable. THIS IS important.

This morning We are having the interesting experience of being aware of being/living in multiworlds at the same time and in this same space. Not long ago that/this would have freaked Us out, been uncomfortable and seemed very weird. Now: it is actually more comfortable than thinking We are only One person, One body, living in One limited world. We are reminded that multiworlds are not necessarily the same as multiD but “they” are inner/inter connected. A bit symbiotic perhaps?

The burning/tingling of Our skin continues. This is part of what keeps Us from sleeping/dreaming for longer periods. Our head is trying to plan Our day and We choose to stay (mostly) in the now. We love Our head even if it does try to kill Us. Ah: now We get the dream. Very funny.

We also get it that We are not just remembering some of Our other lives and realities: We are (aware of) consciously living “them”. Our consciousness IS expanding. We are delighted. We remember that We ARE choosing to be happy now. (We forgot last night when having trouble going to sleep/dream.) We celebrate Our process and progress. We are grateful and We appreciate Our life unconditionally. Sometimes that is easier than others.

BTW: Our fingers are being quite naughty this morning and typing in another language(s). We speak typo.

We will probably install the top board on Our pallet wall for Our temporary redo this morning. We real-I-said that We got it to point that We can do this as it is and that if this top board becomes the bottom board when We stand the wall up then it will All be the way that We wanted it. Somehow We kinda thought that We had put it together bassackwards. For some reason We chose to use the sturdier, heavy pallets and it is a very heavy wall. We may or may not stand it up today. We are getting/having more and more ideas by walking away and waiting. We will probably use Our come-along to raise/stand it up. We think that it will slide fairly easily into place. If not We have lots of wheels We can use. We are trying to think of any pieces of closet rod that would make good rollers under it. We plan (????? Nasty word that) to go for water and then go to town today and We want to go to Lowes so We can buy some if need be.

We remind OurSelves (are reminded) that We do not HAVE to do anything today unless We choose to. Plans and demands are no way to live limitless. We remember that what used to be plans are options and possibilities. Because of Our old habits it is easy to slip back into plans. We ARE learning how to do this.

We really are not sure how to describe what/how We are feeling: drifty, vertigo, here AND there, 3d aware and functional while mostly multiD focused. We have been doing some prep (for Our wall and going for water) and other quiet stuff outdoors since it is still a little early to make noise. Some neighbors are making noise now so We will get to it.

The pallet wall is All together. Now: to stand it up. That may or may not be a challenge since We are going to use Our come-along. We are taking a little break before We raise the wall. We are glad that We have Our dragon games. It helps Us take breaks. Ever since We stopped smoking (10 years ago??) We have had trouble taking breaks. What to do on a break after sooooo many years of having a cigarette on a break?????

Also: We just had a theeling: what We are feeling with Our skin is like We are pushing through Our skin.

Another break: Our wall is standing. It ended up closer to position than We had anticipated. A bit of magik???? For sure. It is only about four to six feet away and We just real-I-said that is All downhill. However: We are dragging and pushing it through forest and trying to save as much forest as We can. We would like to get it in place before We go to town since We need a shower now and will probable need One even more Once the wall is in place.

We real-eyes that We could drag it with the dragon or chariot but that would require moving a bunch of shit out of the way which is Allmost more work than dragging the wall with Our come-along.

Another break: We ended up cutting down two small trees which clears the way to swing the wall into line and only about two feet downhill to it’s home to be. It became obvious that this was necessary when We stopped, stepped back and observed. We really ARE learning.

And yet another break. We real-eyes that You have no concept of how frequent Our breaks are or how long “they” are. That is okay because linear time is not real anyway. Probably about half an hour apart and half an hour long in Our familiar, waking linear time. We are NOT timing anything today except that We had hoped to stop a little before this. However: We did tell OurSelves that what time We go for water and then to town does NOT matter today.

We are using muscles that have not been used in quite a while since We rarely do this kind of work any more. We exercise Our legs a lot but not Our upper body. Anyway: the wall is in place but it is leaning again because the trees We are using for support are too weak to hold it upright. Plus: the ground is soft from All the rain and “their” roots the shallow here. At time like these We are so very grateful for All the tools that We have. It would take All week to do what We did today without Our tools and most people do not have the tools We are using: like Our magik.

There were a couple of times that We got it to stop, step back and look and sure enough: We saw an easier way to proceed. It used to be that We would just bull ahead. Have We mentioned that We ARE learning? We are not sure if We want to stand Our wall upright before We go or wait. We will decide after this break and playing more dragons. Once We stand it up We will probably have to tie it in place with ropes until We start installing the new roof. We ARE happy with how this is going. We ARE delighted with OurSelves. Allways remember to be delighted with OurSelves.

We went outdoors and put the rest of Our tools under cover. We decided to stop for the day. Often: when We press on when We are tired We hurt OurSelves and/or do things that just have to be redone later. As We were walking back inside We missed Our footing on a path that We walk several times every day. We real-eyes that We made the right decision about stopping. We even need to rest a bit more before driving to town. There is no problem stopping here today since this is only Monday and school is just over two weeks away. Even if We left it All as is until spring it will be no worse than before We started and We will have a huge headstart in the spring. We had NOT thought We would do any of this this summer.

We got water (the spring is not closed: the state is talking about closing it and selling it to save money) and went to town. We were clearly mostly in multiD and when We got home We went to dream before dinner. Reinstalling Amazon video did NOT fix the streaming problem so We are very glad that We reopened Our Netflix account. We are watching “Bitten” with dinner.

We had some more insights but damned if We remember “them”. We are going to dream about Our usual time.

Good night AND thank You for playing.