Progress in 3D and living in multiD: doing both

8/7/2015

Today

Progress in 3D and living in multiD: doing both

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 6:56 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We do not think that We slept much last night yet We are not as sleepy and tired as We would expect for as little as We think We slept?? We ARE changing. Not everything is going as expected and that is a good thing. Even if/when We do not like it. We do remember that We did dream: vague memories of alternate worlds and new friends and some players from Our waking life. More of what We would like to experience more of.

Our head is making some feeble attempts at thinking and planning Our day but Once again: the rocks are mud pies.

We do hope to build the new roof for/on Our shed redo. We theel to use screws instead of nails for securing the roof beams. That will be easier and faster now and when We do take it apart to build the permanent greenhouse shed there.

What do We feel this morning??? Not as multiD but that is not accurate. MultiD is getting more familiar. What We identify as not feeling “as multiD’ is not feeling as different being aware of being (in) multiD. We ARE in 3D within multiD. Our 3D is much less limited than it was and that too is becoming more familiar. Did We mention that We are changing? When We pay attention: it is easy to be delighted with OurSelves. When We admit that We ARE multidimensional then We can begin to feel it. Maybe soon We will see it.

We are anxious to get started on Our shed. It is a little early to be making noise in this neighborhood and We are still a little groggy. We do not know if the groggy is tired/sleepy or multiD. MultiD is still new to Us and there many aspects of being multidimensional to explore. Doing 3D projects is part of learning how to live in 3D within multiD. We CAN use Our natural abilities to make it easy. It really is like learning to fall off a bike. Most people start with training wheels. We have Allways wanted to leap to the finish line and skip the starting line. This is no different. We want Our natural abilities to come online and instantly be the master of who We are. We have spent eons denying these abilities and who We are. Our muscles have atrophied. We have to start at the beginning. We are certain that Once We start at the beginning We will advance quickly. What exactly does quickly look like?

We here Our squirrel(s) outside with the windows closed and We really do Oneder if there is a larger critter making that much noise. It is not squirrel chatter it is like Shadow walking. Thundering Shadow is still here. We have known that All along and now We are experiencing it.

We are just about ready to go out and start on the shed roof. As We pay attention to Our feelings: We get it (and remember) that the only thing wrong (with Us) is thinking that there is something wrong. We did start to get into that last night and We reminded OurSelves that everything IS perfect. Staying up late on vacation is okay. If (and when) We have something to dream then We do. No question there IF We look at Our recent passed. Thinking that there is anything wrong and/or that We are failing is old thinking. Our head can be subtle and conniving. We ARE delighted that We are aware of this. We thank Us unconditionally. Have We told Us lately that We love Us? Unconditionally.

The roof beams are done, except for One. We could tell that We needed to take a break. Actually: We have taken several and the roof is going even smoother, easier and faster than We had anticipated. Probably (partially) because of using screws instead of nails and because We really had imaginated it going smooth and easy. The imaginating is different from Our customary planning and fretting. It involves more ease and deeper parts of Our mind than Our limitation mindset. We really ARE learning how to do this. After the last beam is secured then We will install the plywood. The panels are so flimsy that “they” need plywood underneath “them” even though We did beams every foot since We had enough from the leanto.

We are pleased and even delighted with OurSelves. We really do enjoy doing this type of thing when We do not pressure OurSelves and do not theel We need to spend the time dreaming. Nice thing about this job We have: We have time in summer for both dreaming and doing. We ARE learning how to be AND do and that is REAL progress.

The first piece of plywood is laying on the beams, waiting to be put in place. It was harder/heavier than We had anticipated. It is over Our head and, and, and since We did not come at it from the low end but instead from the side....... Who knows why????? We will look and see if the second and last piece can go up from the low end. We did some other looking and decided that One plan would actually cause more rot than it would reduce and since that was (would be) the purpose: One step eliminated. After the two pieces of plywood come the greenhouse panels and then We theel We will just tie those down rather than permanently screw or nail “them”. Using screws or nails would require making holes which would be fine if when We actually use those panels for something the holes needed to be in the same place. There is a chance of that but there is a chance of everything.

We do have quite a bit of lumber left over from the leanto and that is not a problem since this new temporary shed is mainly for storing lumber.

The first piece of plywood is in place and screwed down. The second piece is in place and waiting to get screwed. (Bad but We gotta stick with what We are good at and bad it is.) Not much left to do on the roof and the rest should be light and easy. Oh: We may wanna put a half sheet of plywood across the top to make that more better or We may knot. It is not even noon yet. We ARE pleased. Oh: We want to mention that the second piece of plywood went up on the beams easier. There is no room to come from the low side (forest and All) but We did get Our angles betterer. That might not be a multiD (what the hell is the word????) thing or maybe it is. We (everyOne) are pretty damn good at denying Our multiD abilities and efforts and achievements.

We are also putting some stuff away as We go. We are happy to do this rather than wait until it starts raining or something.

We theel that We will play some dragons while We relax. Well: We are very glad that Our roof is going much, much better than Our dragons did.

The second piece of plywood is screwed and so is the half sheet at the top. Somehow We got out of square (used lumber, operator error????) so We have a small gap at the top which is now covered. The panels would cover it plus We have a tarp We are gonna put back there at the end but We do like to be sure. We are pretty wiped out right now and We do not know if it is: tired, vertigo, multiD, need for food or just time to stop and look. Maybe All of the above??????

We are very glad that the next step (All the rest of the steps) are light. We could stop where We are but We would rather get it All protected from the rain. After this is done We may wanna add another support and redo the actual storage area but probably NOT today. Next spring perhaps?????

The panels are All in place and the bottom edge is secured. Next We just need to secure the top edge and middle but it is break time. After We secure the top and middle We will probably want to do some fine tuning and tweeking but the roof will be done. Then We can put more stuff away for winter. Not really that much to put away besides Our tools but there are a few things. And, after All: what good is a redid shed if We do not put stuff in it? It really is nice to be able to stand up and walk through it.

Our head is running what is left to be done and how to it most right. Here is a balance point that We are yet to master. Often: these pondering can and do bring more better ideas when We do not let “them” turn into a squirrel cage. Speaking of which: at least One squirrel is supervising and inspecting. We get the theeling that “they” are NOT impressed but it may just be that We keep interrupting “them”.

The shed roof IS done (at least) enough for now. In fact the entire shed redo is done (at least) enough for now. Yes: there are tweeks additions etc. that We want to do and We may. Those can even be done in the rain or after school starts or next life. We can start putting stuff in it or rearrange or ignore it. We might even go back out this afternoon and improve the floor in the storage area or more likely NOT. We really are pretty tired and this time We know that it IS tired. We have used muscles (mental and physical) that have not been used in a long time and even Our back is hurting (a little) which has not happened in a while except when We had to bend over to get under and walk through the leanto a bunch. YAY!!!!! We can stand up in it now and it is dry. We like dry when We are storing shit.

We checked to see if We want to dream and We were mostly running gratitude and happiness (which is great) and We do not have to lay down to do that. We decided to watch some more “Suits” since it usually streams well at this time of day and We can relax.

That takes Us to dinner. A fish samich with a sliced fresh tomato from Our tomato plant. It is delicious. We are watching “Bitten” with dinner. Afterwards We try to go to dream but We only sleep and dream for a short time. We get up several times for a very short period and quickly get very sleepy, go back to dream for short periods and up again. We start watching another series: “Residue” and We are not sure why We are watching this One. More forgiveness? There are sooooo many scenarios where forgiveness of OurSelves is called for.

We are ready to dream a little earlier than last night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.