Very tired in 3D and getting lost playing in multiD

8/9/2015

Today

Very tired in 3D and getting lost playing in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 2:00 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We are up very early because We woke and can not go right back to dream. We slept well and woke from an interesting life and world: it is kinda an old west setting and We are a little (or totally depending on perspective) responsible for an accident that crippled a lady. We ran away rather than face prosecution and she traveled far and wide to campaign against drinking and pursue Us. We both ended up in Sacramento. That is where We lived in this waking life/hologram before moving here to Fairbanks. It is obviously an alternate version of this life. Not just an alternate world/life/reality but a parallel, similar version of this waking reality. Curious how the same theme can play out in these two lives and now We get it that there are probably many, many versions where a similar theme/scenario play out in slightly different stories: the names are changed to protect the guilty.

We are certain that this dream adventure is about forgiving OurSelves. We have done a lot of forgiving but apparently We are not done. We can go deeper. We are not “working” on this or digging, or pursuing or whatever people do under analysis: We are simply facing whatever comes up naturally and forgiving OurSelves and setting it free with love. We are not going hunting for Our ills. We face and forgive OurSelves. We love Us unconditionally.

Our world and Our life need Our acceptance, Our owning and Our love, compassion and forgiveness. We have judged OurSelves and All Our other versions and aspects over and over and over. We ARE sorry unconditionally. We forgive Us unconditionally. We love Us unconditionally. We thank Us unconditionally. We do not even know what it is that We are continuing to hold over Our head and project onto Our world. The world that We visited last night is just another petty version that We admit, own, honor, accept. Love and set free. It is another fruit of the same root that has grown wild. We love OurSelves and forgive Us unconditionally. When and if the actual root comes to the surface, to Our awareness than We will face it. We theel it will hurt but it will hurt most if We deny and resist. Maybe We Allready are and it is a blind spot. We certainly did not expect to discover an old west version of this waking life.

We do not find the words to describe what We are feeling. There are words and We have heard/read “them” many times but “they” escape Us. No need to struggle with Our passed and present projections and (apparent) wrong doings is the closest We can come. We face what comes up but We do NOT need to try and analyze it, chew on it and dwell in it. We can simply love it. It IS Ours. We love Our projections, Our lives, Our creations and miscreations unconditionally.

We are delighted with Our process and progress. Instead of continuing to judge OurSelves, throw rocks at Us and berate Us: We forgive Us and take credit where credit is due. We wanted to play separation and limitation and explore “them” thoroughly. This is what it took. We are NOT “bad” or “wrong” or “guilty” or “to blame”. In Our dream: the lady forgave Us and tried to show Us this. We had a hard time (in the dream and in waking) forgiving OurSelves. Even though We said (to OurSelves) that We are innocent We did not believe it. Very interesting point and feelings and emotions there. We thank Us.

We just had the thought that perhaps We can focus more on setting these worlds and lives and judgments free with love. That is new behavior. We can do this. It is important to Us not to try to destroy or abandon “them” AND it is important to set “them” free and move on. “Detach with love”. We can return here anytime We want.

We returned to dream. We did not really go back to dream so We got up and watched more “Suits”. More processing, facing Our judgments, feeling Our feelings and emotions and setting it All free with love. More pony hopping too. We are not happy about being awake but real-eyes that is okay since We are still on vacation and it is part of Our change. If We want to be different We have to change. We get it that We had no idea what All the change would be like but We ARE getting what We asked for. To change the world: it has to start within and it is. Somehow a different sleep schedule is part of Our change. Our body IS changing and many of the symptoms of that change are NOT comfortable.

Eventually We did return to dream and to be honest We do not know if We slept through to now or got up another time in the wee hours. We know that We had a great other world visit. We can feel the memories of what We did and the new friends that We met: We just can not remember “them”. We had fun. We do remember that much. Trying to recall brings a smile to Our face.

We had more thunder and rain last night and it is back and forth between clearish and cloudy this morning. We have thelt since yesterday that We will take it easy today. Our body is tired and recuperating from the shed rebuild. We may put some lumber away. We may even do some slight and light redo stuff. There are several more supports that We would like to add before winter but most of those will NOT happen today. Our body wants some down time. Our friends asked Us to change a toilet for “them” and We told “them” that We are too tired and have too much that We want to do for OurSelves in the short time left before school starts. We said We would do it xmas break if “they” want. It is a simple job but the toilets are heavy and have to be lifted and carried around.

Our head wants to figure out and plan Our future. That would limit it. We want to set it free with love. We want to live AS love. That is the future We want and that is the future We are gonna have. Love is free. Love is limitless. We ARE love and it is time to live as what We really are. We said that in 2012 and early 2013. We have never lost that goal but We may have drifted slightly out of focus. We have done much and changed a lot since then. We would like to experience being and living rich and free of need. That is All part of being and living as love. Love is NOT about scarcity and lack. Love IS about prosperity and abundance. We think of being rich as being greedy and mean because that is what We judged and projected. It is time to change up Our hologame. We had some really messed up limiting beliefs and it is time to set “them” free with love and add new loving and limitless beliefs. The old will be here to revisit anytime that We want. That too is important. Everything that We have and experience IS energy and that energy is love. Energy can not be destroyed but it can be abandoned. Abandoned energy IS Our rejects and castaways. It IS Our orphans. We want to reconcile and reconnect. We love All Our parts and pisces, All Our rejects and castaways, All of Our orphans and All of Our children within.

We honor and nurture Our angry and frightened children within. We love Us unconditionally and that IS what We are. We want to start projecting and experiencing a world of love. That IS Our true nature and We are beginning to live to/as Our true nature.

We are playing in multiD and letting Our mind drift there and imagine (allowing not trying and forcing) what living fully multiD is like. It is pleasant. It is pleasing. We ARE grateful that We do have a taste and memory and feeling of what multiD is like. Those that are teaching creative visualization say that feeling it is the key to creating/manifesting it. We (most everyOne) have misguided and deluded ideas and beliefs of how the other side lives. There really is NO other side. We can allow Our heart mind to lead Us into bliss, easy world and multiD. We ARE no longer limited, at least not as limited as We were even a few short months ago.

We hope to make a rhubarb custard pie today. We are printing the recipe now. We are also getting ready to do some light stuff on Our shed when We go outdoors. The sky is clearing and it looks like it will bee a nice day. As We walk around outdoors We are getting more ideas about things to do in Our shed. We want to put in some shelves and drawers etc that have been outside in the weather for years. There probably is NOT room for everything We might like to put in there but then again maybe We will do some magik. We do hope to get some stuff out of Our large shed/shop so that it is easier to get to and find things. Slowly and gently We ARE finding All the little treasures that We have hidden and buried when We did not have enough storage area. There are many treasures that We have forgotten that We have and others that We have no clue where We hid “them”. Hmmmm: reminds Us of Our multiD life.

We started Our pie (baby steps) and filed Our biweekly unemployment claim. One more filing this summer in two weeks and then done ‘til xmas.

We are gonna be in and out piddling and playing with Our new shed. We are excited about Our ideas. It will be really nice to get the shelves etc out of the weather and some more stuff sorted and more accessibler.

We ARE reminded that We ARE experiencing everything working together for the best for Us. We appreciate the reminder AND the experience.

Another interesting article that speaks directly to/of what We are experiencing.

Even though We ARE going slow and gentle today: We ARE experiencing why it is bestest to go slow and gentle. We have done very little and Allready feel wiped out and WE dropped a beam on Our foot and that hurts. So: it is break time.

We have gone out (several times) and done small light things with/to Our shed. We have also gone back to dream several times (sometimes full dream and sometimes waking dream) and We have visited several alternate worlds/lives/realities.

Now: We are ready to put Our pie together and bake it before it gets too warm in here and outside. We actually missed the coolest time but that is just how it is. We will probably watch some more “Suits” while it bakes.

Where did Our day go? We must have slipped deep into multiD while playing in 3D.

We got the first upright support installed under the high side (cabin side) of Our shed redo and the two tall shelves that have been out there (mostly) unusable for years. Most of Our lumber is put away and Our pie is baked. We are taking lots of breaks, going back to dream, playing in multiD and taking very little steps on/in Our shed. We do find that We are not as easily wiped out later in the day but still not too much energy.

We are having half of a chilidog for dinner and that is more than enough. We really are having to adjust Our eating habits. Our body is changing and some of the changes feel okay and others hurt mildly. More of a minor annoyance than pain.

We did go to dream for a bit after dinner and then woke again and got up because We are awake. We are watching more “Suits” until it stops streaming. Now We will return to dream and see how We do.

Good night AND thank You for playing.