Today:
Thinking (and
holding) happy thoughts
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:40:12 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
Our
waking process is changing/evolving. Now: We usually take/allow
around half an hour to slip around in waking and dreaming. This is
much more pleasant than jumping out of bed. We have usually been
waking before Our alarm for years but We used to get up right after
first waking. This morning We were flitting through many different
worlds and lives during this time. The stops/visits in each were much
too brief to get any clear memory image. Probably like riding a
bullet train and trying to focus on the scenery. We got the distinct
impression that this is another reason why We often do not remember
Our dreams. This too is another multidimensional attribute. We (Our
brain) must learn to recognize many scenes and experiences at Once to
fully experience and be present in multidimensionality.
Last
night We are aware of visiting many different lives and worlds and in
most (maybe All) We were working and playing with youngstars. We had
a lot of fun. We remembered each world/life clearly each time We
first woke during the night but the memory was gone within seconds.
Our waking brain just is not quite ready to cope and process. We are
giving it a lot to cope with and process in the change in Our waking
thinking.
We
really are feeling delighted with OurSelves. We did notice just
before or after waking that We really would like to dream in every
day. Just a few hours like We are on the weekends now. We know that
if We were rich We would still want to work with kids in some way but
We would try to have shorter work days. We have believed that this
was not possible and have the benefits that We get now (lots of kids,
autonomy, not with One child All day, etc.). However: the universe
has much too offer if We (Our mind) will allow and accept it. We had
not anticipated the joy We get from Our current job before We started
it.
Changing
Our thinking is benefiting Us. It has begun AND it IS working. Thank
Us. We appreciate Our family within.
A
thought just flew threw: if We enjoy Our waking life more (as a
result of completely changing how We think and believe) when awake
then maybe getting up early and spending twelve hours in town for
work/play will be more appealing. All-ready Our waking is becoming
more like dreaming and We do dread waking and getting up much less.
So: it really is not that far of a stretch to believe that We can
really enjoy being awake. Being awake in multidimensionality is much
different from being awake in limitation. We real-eyes that Our dread
is about being/living in limitation much more than just about being
awake.
Interesting:
We just flashed on: We have known for a long time that it is Us that
needs to change rather than Our job or Our world. Yet: We still
think/thought that Our job needed to change (shorter hours) in order
for Us to be happy. It may change but IF We do NOT change We still
would not be happy. BTW: it does seem that there is a lot of flitting
and flashing going on this morning. Perhaps part of Our complete
psychic change that We are noticing and paying attention. We have
Allways been multidimensional but We forgot, denied and ignored it.
For
some reason We have kinda lost interest in Our weekly, online
hypnosis lessons and We are drawing close to the end of the year for
those. We doubt that We will continue but We have decided to go ahead
and save the audio of the lessons We have not yet listened to in case
We loose access when We do not rejoin next year.
We
are spending most of Our in multiD and “thinking happy thoughts”.
This old line keeps coming up as We find better theeling thoughts.
The part of the program which We read this morning suggests finding
happy, pleasing and joyful thoughts from Our passed. We were quite
surprised how hard this is for Us. Not that those thoughts/memories
are not there but that We buried and forgot “them” so well. Once
We found One than many others came up. It was like We locked “them”
All behind the same door and in the same room. We were able to hold
“them” longer than suggested but We have been practicing this in
other ways for some time. Some of the thoughts (lots of Our better
theeling thoughts?) are about Our paradise in several versions. This
IS Our happy place. Most All (if not All) of Our happy thoughts
involve being outdoors in nature (and even in cities where there is
grass at least). Nature is healing and pleasant.
Again:
We are functional in 3D but don't have a lot of clear memories of
what We did. Our imagining is Allmost more clear than Our waking
life. Some would consider this bad or an ailment but it IS the
door/gateway/portal to being aware of living multidimensionally. We
are multidimensional and We live multidimensionally but We forgot
really good.
Another
thing that We noticed and remember is how time does fluctuate. We
are giving OurSelves credit for the differences We notice in Our
outer world instead of denying Our power and ability. This is really
helping but it is not easy.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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