A long day of insights and experiences

12/27/2014

Today

A long day of insights and experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:15 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

More interesting worlds and lots of new friends. In another world We are on the bus. Not much else is clear about that world. In another We are cleaning up and refurbishing an abandoned resort. We are finding acceptance (from people) where We did not think We would fit in. Both worlds seem about as limited as Our waking world but We are living different scenarios.

We are practicing being happy now and thinking happy thoughts. Our head is trying to get Us caught up in planning but We choose to be present now (for the most part anyway). We do like to take it One now at a time but Our head thinks We need to plan to be safe. Where does it get its information? We are sorry that We have given Our head good reason to fear and worry and feel the need to stay stuck and safe. We forgive OurSelves. We love Us and We thank Us.

We are very dreamy this morning and will probably return to dreaming soon. Yep, that is what We did and We enjoyed it.

Still: Our head tries to plan and We choose to think happy thoughts instead. It is okay with Us that Our happy thoughts may be fantasies and “unrealistic” in the world’s view. That is exactly what We are after. We want to change Our thinking from the world’s thinking. We want to set worldly and “realistic” thinking free.

Whatever is going with Our mechanic and Our chariot is about Us changing Our thinking. Our old habit and pattern is to try to figure out and plan what We do not have enough (if any) information to even begin. It is looping at its best. So: We choose to theel happy thoughts instead even if “they” “appear” unrealistic. That thought (unrealistic) is Our head trying to keep Us safe and stuck in limitation. We ARE recognizing this and setting it free with love.

We pony hop, We ask: “Are We present now”, We forgive OurSelves, We love OurSelves unconditionally and We thank Us.

Our plow guy showed up as We are getting ready to go to town. That is a good thing as it will be easier getting out with the driveway plowed. We doubt that Our mechanic will call before We get home but We warmed up his car in case he wants to meet up after We get home. He does not need Our help but he might need money for the correct parts. We have no way of knowing until We talk to him. Of course We could call but We would rather let him call Us when he is ready rather than pushing him.

We made Our town run. We got to the pool about half an hour too early to hot tub but that is okay. We got the groceries We wanted/needed and We got some processing done on Our thinking. We still do a lot of old, limitation thinking and We want that to change. We ARE doing what We know to do to change it. It is working and We theel it is working well. We treat OurSelves kindly and patiently and THAT is very important.

Our mechanic still has not called and We take responsibility. Not in a physical way but in a deeper, more mental/psychic way. We ARE creating/manifesting way. It does NOT matter what his reasons are: what matters is Our thinking/mindset that is causing this pattern to loop. We are sorry for whatever it is within Us that causes these imagined problems (because there truly is not a problem at this time). We forgive OurSelves across All time, dimensions, space and reality. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us.

We ARE aware that this car/truck experience is about being aware of and changing Our beliefs, thinking and mindset. We are IN the complete psychic change. Our thinking must change before Our circumstances will change. We can fix anything We break but until We fix Our broken thinking and beliefs We will just continue breaking things. This is completely contrary to Our old thinking and the world’s thinking and beliefs but it is true. There are a few others who are coming to this conclusion and belief. There are a few less who are nurturing “their” demons (within and without) and living from/as love. However: this is All Our projection. As We progress then We will find others who emulate the ideals that We live and seek. Until then We will find evidence (because We create it) to support Our old thinking and beliefs.

The other thing is that We want to help and support Our friend. We may not see any affect that Our thinking and presence have but We know it is there. We also know that he could have chosen to finish the job without Us there. (We had missed the significance of this) We really do not talk a lot while he is working but We do both seem to enjoy being there. He has a neighbor friend who drops by the shop frequently but “they” do not talk much either. Are “they” both drawn to Our energy? Our head denies any such possibility so it is probably happening.

Our mechanic called and We will meet up in about forty-five minutes.

We get the right parts and his friend borrows his car soon after We arrive. As he starts putting the pieces back together he finds more wrong parts. It turns out that most of the parts that We originally purchased are wrong. Fortunately his dad showed up because We do not have any running vehicle until his friend returns. We checked All the remaining parts to make sure this is Our last parts run. The parts that were sooooo hard to take out are Allmost as hard to put back in; probably for the same reason (rust and gunk buildup). After getting rid of the rust and gunk buildup everything goes back together smooth and correct.

Our mechanic finished the work and We are ever so grateful that We chose to have him do the work rather than do it OurSelves. There have been many times that Our intuition told Us NOT to try doing a job that We should be capable of doing and each time Our intuition has been correct. This IS One of those times. We paid him a little extra as well as putting gas in his car and buying dinner both work nights. On the drive home We decided that We want to give him a little more money. Our head (and his) tried to imagine/create many different failure and disaster scenarios but Our new thinking is asserting itSelf. Our chariot sales home totally smoothly. Even the shifting problem does not appear. We are having difficulty taking credit for this but We do KNOW that We ARE responsible. Thank Us. We will have to keep working on believing in OurSelf. That is really the point. We MUST change/expand Our thinking, beliefs and mindset. We ARE in process and We must be gentle with OurSelf. Our head/brain tries to trip Us up and We remind it that We love it. We forgive it. We pony hop and We pony hop some more. We are very grateful for how nice Our chariot drives and We really begin to feel it flying.

We get home around the time that We normally wake up. We call Our mechanic to let him know We got home safe and the truck did great. He probably is not aware that it IS a chariot of the gods. Hell: he probably does not even know that he and Us ARE gods.

Good night AND thank You for playing.