Spending even more time within

12/06/14

Today:

Spending even more time within

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:56:55 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

More worlds and lives working and playing with youngstars. We do not remember much but then We do not remember much from Our waking life either. Our brain still has a hard time processing multiD. It is okay. We do not feel trapped and stuck like We did before. This current process of retraining Our mind is going very well. Memory is over rated. We do NOT need to live from/on memories. We need to live and experience from/on the now. Now is where the magik happens.

Now: We are flashing on memories of working and playing in different schools. Schools where the children come first and where “they” All get One on One attention. We know We have a life (or many lives) where We do that. We do not have to remember All the details from every alternate and parallel life. Some might not be lives We want to remember. The thing is that since We know that these lives are real: We no longer theel that We “have” to experience the same thing in Our current waking life. Maybe We designed this life for other experiences.

It is clear to Us that One of the main things We chose to experience in this life IS this transition. What happens after? Well: that is the adventure now isn't it? We ARE changing and that is the point right now. We ARE happy with this change AND We are grateful. We theel and acknowledges and pay attention to Our children within and “they” are happy. We know that “they” are helping Us to change and expand Our horizons.

As We make Our first trip outdoors (this morning) and look at the show that needs to be snovelled: We recognize how this tends to send Us back into Our old limitation thinking and mindset. Another trap that We set for OurSelves. We created so many ways/traps to loop Us right back into limitation that finding Our way out is a lot like traversing a minefield (some call it Our mindfield). Funny (in a rather sick way) to theel that We laid the mines and then destroyed (or hid) the master minefield map and forgot and THEN completely denied that We laid the mines. What a mind game We play on OurSelves. We created All these bogus needs and then trained OurSelves to allow One thought about need propel Us back into a limitation mindset and then We demand and argue for Our limits and have not a clue that We are doing the very thing We despise and want to be free from. We are terribly clever and ever so thick All at the same time. No Oneder We are learning to live within contradictions.

Today's (12/6/2014) quote from Abraham-Hicks is One-der-full and so appropriate for Us: “The children desire freedom! And every particle of their being from their Source says, "You are free. You are so free, that every thought you offer, the entire Universe jumps to respond to it." And so, to take that kind of knowledge and try to confine it in any way, defies the Laws of the Universe. You must allow your children to be free, because the entire Universe is set up to accommodate that. And anything you do to the contrary will only bring you regret. You cannot contain those that cannot be contained. It defies Law.”

Wowza!!!!! We just went really deep (or something like that) into multidimensionality AND were very aware of being and functioning in 3D. This was a moments flash and much deeper and more intensely multiD than We have ever allowed OurSelf to be aware of (in waking) before. We get it why Our head has avoided this. We really do need to go slow and gentle to adjust. This little flash just about blows Our circuits. It theels good but still hard to grasp/grok and conceive of (believe???).

Also: somehow/somewhen We keep flashing on something that is in Our today (12/06/14) yet dated for some time in November. Perhaps if it comes up again We can share more. Time warping a lot today.

We thought that flash might take Us back to full dream but We are gonna stay up a bit. After All: We really do want to learn to this awake. (At least We think that We do)

Rather interesting: We received just a call (for some reason We answered it) and it was someOne posing as IT support for Windows. We played along a bit and then hung up AND deleted the caller ID. Then it dawned on Us to report it but “they” have no record of incoming numbers Once We deleted the caller ID. We were wondering why We created/manifested this and now We see how it so easily draws Us back into limitation mindset and out of better feeling thoughts. What a hook. So: We ask: “Are We present now?” We find better feeling thoughts. Anything that is even just One notch up (so to speak without implying hierarchy or other old paradigm concepts) is progress.

We pony hop and forgive OurSelf. We love Us and All Our creations and miscreations. We set it ALL (good AND bad) free with love.

We played in multiD a bit. Tried to watch a webinar but could NOT stay awake. Tried to listen to it while dreaming but it was too distracting. Turned the webinar off and went to dream. We have no idea what We did but We sure had a good time.

Now: We are playing in multidimensionality again AND finding and holding those better feeling thoughts. We hope to fill Our oil tank and do a little show snovelling before We go visit Our local friends.

As We were outdoors filling Our oil tank We got/get it that the dream work, the teaching and the healing that We do is much more about teaching “them” to fish rather than giving “them” a fish. We easily remember this about surface/physical teaching but forget about it at the deeper levels.

On Our trip to town We are (basically) functioning in 3D while flitting around in multidimensionality. We talk to Our friends about not remembering 3D things simply because We are NOT paying much attention to “them”. There are times that We find things half done. We have wandered into multiD and left off what We were doing in 3D. This could be a cause for alarm IF We choose that. We have experienced and choose to believe that Our children/family within (Our subconscious and unconscious) will make sure that We do NOT harm anything or anyOne (especially OurSelf). This is Our head's main concern: keeping Us safe (from OurSelf?). As We learn a new way of thinking and believing, part of that is: “Impossible to do harm to OurSelf and others (people, places and things)”. This includes a new way of living as We incorporate this new thinking and believing.

More and more We are finding skipped words etc. in Our typing. We are often out/in and about in multidimensionality while We type. Often typing takes Us there. We speak typo.

When We got home We had warm chocolate cake with blackberries and I-scream. Our children within are delighted. We ARE delighted with OurSelf. We are playing in multiD before going to full dream. Within is becoming a place We like to be.

Good night AND thank You for playing.